Hi, I'm 17 years old, girl. I have no desire to go to school, I am constantly late. I have no friends outside of school to have a coffee with and talk to. At school, I get along with almost everyone in my class. I go home and sit at the computer. I hang in the net all day. Until it's time to go to bed. And so every day of God. I hardly eat. I eat once a day, if my mother reminds me. I smoke cigarettes, marijuana. I recently tried cocaine. I go out with men and have sex with one of them. Somehow I don't feel alive anymore. Time kills me, slowly and painfully. I have a "best friend" ... supposedly. She moved to live in another. city. We rarely see each other, we hear each other every day, we write to each other ... but somehow it's like we're pseudo friends. I do not want to do anything. I wonder which day they will write about me in the newspapers. A girl jumped from an apartment building or a girl was found with cut veins in her own bathroom. Before I cut myself, I realized that it didn't help me at all. Only my scars remained. I'm not ashamed of them. A short story of my miserable life.
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What is this fashion with cutting I can not understand.
I am shocked by the young generation. Absolutely no one made you do these things! Take matters into your own hands - they didn't bring the circumstances here. Think a little, what is wrong with others because of you! Just stop poisoning yourself and if you didn't like this sex, you wouldn't do it. Take a sharp turn and you're on the right track.
It's a pity you went down this road with smoking, not to mention cocaine. My advice is to get on your feet and dump these misery. As for sex, I think you're making a big mistake again, think about it.
Freedom, this leads to people without values and morals, ie, waste. Without faith in life, we better not live!
And what is the reason? To be in this state?
It's your fault, no one obliges you to do these things. If you don't want to live this way, stop marijuana, make new friends, and don't have sex with anyone you meet. A matter of personal choice ...
Why are you writing here at all and not tightening up? !! If you continue with drugs and drinking, you will not get higher! You will only fail even more. You better start studying again and find the strength to quit drugs and drinking. Remember - it's never too late to correct yourself, no matter what mistake you make. I wish you good luck in the fight against drugs, alcohol, laziness and self-pity! M12
A short story about your filming. And what's your problem? Some write that they do not want to go to school because they insult them and even beat them. Stop the movies indefinitely and you'll be fine.
Hello and I am a girl and our only difference is that I am 16. My advice to you is to diversify your daily life. I give an example - I do fitness and you enroll in a sport no matter what it is, as long as it gives you pleasure. Make friends with some neighbor or some of the nearby neighborhoods (I mean with some who will be able to go out). Do something you love (painting, photography, reading, training, walking, writing ...) I don't know what you like. Just build a different schedule and stick to it. Set a goal and follow it. These cigarettes and marijuana won't do you any good, I'm sure you know. Choose the people you go out with, not everyone is holy water. From what I have written, I understand that you want to change, which is never too late, as long as you believe that you can and will succeed. Realize you are only 17 years old, we are just entering life and what else will we see .. What a murder, what floors ... It seems that you are reasonable and you see things soberly, it's just in your hands to change them . At the moment you feel monotonous, you have to save yourself from these feelings, from this monotony. Share it with your mother and she will definitely give you advice and support. I wish you success and I hope you succeed, I will follow and write what is happening. :) M a L k A t a I wish you success and I hope you succeed, I will follow and write what is happening. :) M a L k A t a I wish you success and I hope you succeed, I will follow and write what is happening. :) M a L k A t a
It's all in your head and everyone can change their future. Follow your thoughts before they become words. Follow your words before they act. Follow your actions before they become habits. Follow your habits before they become your character. Follow your character before becoming your M50
Girl 16 years old. First, remove any negative thoughts. They, they pull down. Second, what I know from personal experience is that IT IS VERY IMPORTANT TO SHARE WITH YOUR FAMILY !!!! Do you really know how much these people know about life ??? I thought that being an older generation and knowing nothing, they knew more than I expected. Plus now you feel alone, they will support you and believe me, their love will make you stronger. At least when I start doing something wrong, I stop because I think about my family and all the love they give me. Third, stop the drugs, they make your brain die. Fourth, stop having sex and look for a decent boy who can help you. This is from me :)
You are still 17 and you are already desperate! Tighten up, you will have enough time to be disappointed in everything in life. Diversify your everyday life! Now is the time to have many friends, because gradually they become less and less. Do not shut yourself in and communicate. If you are not with anyone, find extracurricular activities, sports, fitness, lessons on something ... It is very important to get out of cyberspace! When you read good literature in yourself. Try for example with some fantasy like, "Game of Thrones", if you are not a fan of classic works. It is important to read at your age. No matter what music you listen to, it's good to play something soothing and positive from time to time. You will eventually understand which style evokes positive emotions in you. for example, I mostly listen to heavy electronic music, but I calm down with deep house or some dance songs. Drugs will not cure your depression! They don't have to be your daily routine! If you have decided to poison yourself anyway (because it probably is), use them only on extremely rare occasions when you are really rewarding yourself for something or you are satisfied with something you have achieved personally. So, no matter how hard it is, it will not be easier! Look at things positively! Smile and avoid all this media and telecommunication jam that is brainwashing us all! Greetings! :) ж25 in which you really reward yourself for something or you are satisfied with something you have achieved personally. So, no matter how hard it is, it will not be easier! Look at things positively! Smile and avoid all this media and telecommunication jam that is brainwashing us all! Greetings! :) ж25 in which you really reward yourself for something or you are satisfied with something you have achieved personally. So, no matter how hard it is, it will not be easier! Look at things positively! Smile and avoid all this media and telecommunication jam that is brainwashing us all! Greetings! :) ж25
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Until you change your way of thinking, there is no way to change your life. Have you ever considered when you go home instead of sitting pointlessly in the "network" for example to open a site to see some cool recipe for a cake and try to cook it, if with an idea to eat it afterwards, then at least to cheer up and get up and get off the "net" for a while. Another option is to just go outside, put your earplugs in your ears and go for a walk in the park or in the fresh air, start a sport that "stocks" you and enter new social circles, socialize with men, and don't just walk here. go there with them to have only sex ... In the end, everything depends only on you! As colleagues from above share, it all depends on you. GG