Who am I, who is this strange world. What is this for God - life or a miracle. It's been 24 years since I was born, and I've suffered a lot. I grew up in orphanages, I had dreams like any other child, we sang a lot about Yuri Gagarin as children. At the age of 3, my mother became ill and I was admitted to a home. I grew up, I grew bigger - I had no clothes or money, the children at school made fun of me, they all had girlfriends, and I didn't, I always stood in the corner of the classroom - I was unnoticed by anyone. Everyone knew what a kiss was, I was already in 8th grade and I hadn't kissed a single girl. Look, this is a small part of my life, I've been carrying it inside me for a long time. And it hurts. I am shaping up as a man and a very rich businessman. Unfortunately, I am one of those people who do not reveal everything. I saw Jesus Christ. I spoke in a DREAM WITH GOD as if I were awake. I saw my GUARDIAN ANGEL. I say these things exist. I know that without him I would have had this crown on my head. Life comes and goes. The important thing with faith. Like everyone else, I have thousands of sins, but I struggle to be better and purer. I have never had love in my life. Tears have always flowed and will flow. I am confused and tired, I see a lot of materialists around me and I feel sorry for them. The bad thing is that love is very short. I stopped loving because no one loved me either. I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! that without him I would have had this crown on my head. Life comes and goes. The important thing with faith. Like everyone else, I have thousands of sins, but I struggle to be better and purer. I have never had love in my life. Tears have always flowed and will flow. I am confused and tired, I see a lot of materialists around me and I feel sorry for them. The bad thing is that love is very short. I stopped loving because no one loved me either. I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! that without him I would have had this crown on my head. Life comes and goes. The important thing with faith. Like everyone else, I have thousands of sins, but I struggle to be better and purer. I have never had love in my life. Tears have always flowed and will flow. I am confused and tired, I see a lot of materialists around me and I feel sorry for them. The bad thing is that love is very short. I stopped loving because no one loved me either. I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! but I struggle to be better and cleaner. I have never had love in my life. Tears have always flowed and will flow. I am confused and tired, I see a lot of materialists around me and I feel sorry for them. The bad thing is that love is very short. I stopped loving because no one loved me either. I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! but I struggle to be better and cleaner. I have never had love in my life. Tears have always flowed and will flow. I am confused and tired, I see a lot of materialists around me and I feel sorry for them. The bad thing is that love is very short. I stopped loving because no one loved me either. I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS! I LOVE PEOPLE, I LOVE THE GOOD, I LOVE GOD, I LOVE YOU THE MOST, A SUFFERED FRIEND AND FRIEND. But unfortunately the world is insidious, populated with badly pulling everything in itself. LET HIM BE SILENT, LOOK UP, AND SEE HOW MANY STARS ARE, THAT ARE OUR HOPES. BELIEVE IN THIS!
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Hello very sad is what you wrote I was also in an orphanage my mother also died, but I did not give up life and love people are materialistic, but not all are. Just look for love and you will find it. It is not short, just when we get hurt once we think that everyone is the same and they will hurt us again. I have experienced a lot of life and most of the cases are bad things, but we must be strong and fighting to survive and not lose heart after it happens to us another bad thing.
You are a very nice person! There must be more people like you who believe in loving and not looking at stupid money and only their interests! I wish you to be a very happy, very loved and successful man because you deserve it! GOOD LUCK!!!!!
Life is always harder than we imagine. The power to deal with it comes from the way we survive. Experiencing difficult moments, you have proved not only to yourself that you are stronger than you can imagine, but also to everyone else. By keeping the warmth in your heart, you have not hurt anyone, even though you have been hurt many times. From this, according to human feeling, there can be none. I am happy for you, not because you have experienced all this and survived, but because by surviving you have become more and more wonderful. :)
ZDR I see how long it took from what was written. and now I read again after so many years, I want to thank you for everything and THANK YOU for your support.