Why did he abandon me, he dumped me as a useless thing. You didn't even have the courage to do it all at once and finish. It stretched things, prolonging my agony for months. I asked you what was there - "nothing, I'm tired, problems at work". Do you want to go out - "I have a lot of work". Do you want to separate - "you only think about nonsense". Well obviously it wasn't nonsense. Whoever needed this procrastination had obviously decided. What I did and where I went wrong - I tried so hard. I am independent, I did not bother you with my problems, I was beautiful, supported. I'm not beautiful anymore - I have no desire to support myself, and there is no one for me. I only loved you. I've loved you for 13 years, you were the greatest man. You gave me everything I needed - security, protection. I knew I had my back to you, that even if I staggered there would be someone to catch me, although I did not stagger. I felt confident and optimistic with you. In two months, it will be three years since we separated. I told you terrible and nasty words, I was so offended and hurt that I was abandoned, not the forsaken. My big ego ... I'm doing well so far - I mean everyday life. I found a hobby that fills the long hours of loneliness. I enrolled and learned English and also the College of Economics and graduated. I pay my bills, I meet people. But I'm so lonely. There isn't even a day in those three years when I haven't thought about you. My first thought in the morning is about you. I dream about you. I recently dreamed of you several nights in a row. Such good things - that we are together again, that you tell me you are sorry and you will never leave me again. I know this dream will not come true. My good dreams never come true, only the bad ones. Please, come back, I miss you so much, please. You were everything to me, the only family I had, the only person I felt so close to. I'm scared, I feel like I'm walking on a thin rope over a monstrous precipice - just one wrong move and I'll fly. It's awful to be alone, to rely only on yourself, to maintain hypocritical friendships that only rob your soul. I need you, you complemented me, you gave me strength. When we were together I was not afraid of anything. Please come back. Please, God, wink at me, let's be together again. It's awful to be alone, to rely only on yourself, to maintain hypocritical friendships that only rob your soul. I need you, you complemented me, you gave me strength. When we were together I was not afraid of anything. Please come back. Please, God, wink at me, let's be together again. It's awful to be alone, to rely only on yourself, to maintain hypocritical friendships that only rob your soul. I need you, you complemented me, you gave me strength. When we were together I was not afraid of anything. Please come back. Please, God, wink at me, let's be together again.
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Men are disgusting creatures sometimes, and we are fragile and in love and do not realize how they can kill us for a moment.
Sections happen constantly. Does he break up with her mean he's a bad person? (depends on the reason and everything, of course, the author does not mention). All those who are abandoned have a tendency to make sacrifices. Emmy, precisely because I complied with people's wishes, always making them happy, I ignored my happiness, now I will say that one must look after oneself. In this case, he did the right thing by breaking up with you when he wasn't happy enough. Look at him from this side. You shouldn't be angry with him. You have to do the same. Start thinking about yourself again, support yourself, smile ... I think you will overcome it with a new love. 3 years is a long time .... It's time to tighten up and move on! Don't immerse yourself and think about it. Try to do the exact opposite,
What well written even a child can read and say, it is written with love and so much sadness. My sister loves to read such letters. You did your best and I can tell you you will succeed if he comes back, I wish him well.
To the author Believe that he will return and your wish will come true. Even God has shown it to you in a dream. A dream repeated several times means only one thing that your desire and pleas to God have been heard, but ... as you admitted above, you have insulted him with words. Look for him exactly with the intention of apologizing to him for the insults you have uttered and if he is still free and this is his desire, what is the problem of being together again. Hey, faith works wonders! Whatever the reason for his alienation in the past may no longer be relevant. But don't let the idea of reuniting come out of you, leave the initiative to him. Precisely because you pretended to be too independent and pushed him to part with words may have been the reason for your separation. Pride and pride are not the best adviser to a person, on the contrary, they can play a bad "joke" on you. Look at what you wrote: "I asked you what's up -" nothing, I'm tired, problems at work ". Do you want to go out - "I have a lot of work". Do you want to separate - "you only think about nonsense". Well obviously it wasn't nonsense. Whoever needed this procrastination had obviously decided. "Are you sure you didn't push him to do this yourself?"
Enough roaring. He will not return. At least he was honest with you. Would you feel better in 5 years in the same situation, but with two children and an unfaithful husband, when you can no longer restart your life? A blessing in disguise.