I was completely lost. I no longer know what I want, what I do and what to expect. I have never had anything real in my life. No friends, no love, nothing. I'm sinking. I kept saying to myself, you are young, the future is before you, dare, there is time. But time flies and passes. And the lost years? I can't wait. I want now. Before I didn't pay attention, I tried to do other things, I improved. But now? Now I want to live, I want love, I want things to happen to me. I'm sorry, I won't have anything tomorrow. It's just that gloomy thoughts have come over me now, I'll be fine tomorrow, I'll continue with a smile, even though inside, deep down, the disappointment lurks. Thanks to everyone who read this 'thing', I had to share it somewhere. :)
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Hello. I understand what you are- I am completely too! I'm tired of being sad. I really know what it is. But we just have to manage somehow - to find the good things in life. Despite everything, he thinks positively. Smile at life and it will smile at you.
Oh my God, what he wrote describes me right now. I feel just like you. Lost, lonely and it really sucks. And honestly, I'm tired of living in freedom. So stand up, smile, find the meaning of life. I hope you find something that makes you happy. Because you deserve it!
If, as you say, "tomorrow I will have nothing" then it is just a bad day and a bad mood. That is, there is no problem. However, if you constantly think and feel that you are completely lost, that you do not know what you want, that you have nothing real in life and you sink, then things are different. Then I would understand you, because I feel the same way. I know how hard it is, I know that people around you would have a hard time understanding it. I can't give you advice, I can't even give myself. I just want to tell you that I fully understand you and I wish you to fight!
Darling, I don't know what to tell you, I feel in a very similar way. I try to change things, but it seems like a habit, the momentum is too strong. Maybe in our case it's luck. We have to wait and hope.
Although I don't have much experience, I'm 20 years old, yesterday I was suddenly rummaging through Facebook and came across a very inspiring photo, so to speak, I'll quote it for you. "Every depression should be greeted with a smile, depression will think, that you are an idiot and will run away from you and will never return - said Robert De Niro, although it sounds a bit humorous, when I thought and smiled I noticed a positive charge in me, my mood improved and I thought ... think about yourself and BOLDLY FORWARD !!!
How old?