Hello! The truth is that I am writing the story without structuring my question at all. I met him in my childhood, rather in the first stage of my adolescence. Then when a person falls in love for the first time. It was not something spectacular! He was studying in the next class, his face was dotted with acne, and his words were lost on the way from the brain to the lips. and not be his friend. After a while, however, it happened. It was like a real fairy tale, like a teen movie. Together with him we created a noisy joint company of people with different interests, we experienced the death of people close to us, we shared our yellow pennies for breakfast. But my behavioral problem, existing since childhood drove him away. I always find a reason not to commit, not to destroy the walls of my heart. In time, I dealt with it, but a little late. So, as a child, he went with a classmate of mine. It was crying, jealousy, things my mind didn't even explain. Experiencing my first, sincere love for more than 2 years, at one point I forgot it. I forgot to think about him, to think about him.
I moved far away immediately after our separation, and I didn't see him for years. While in contact with a friend, I knew something, but this connection also disappeared over time. In the presence of social networks a few days ago, watching the Bulgarian movie 'bubble gum' with my friend, I just remembered, by accident. I opened it, looked for it. And his name, piles of photos and posts were in my hands. Beautiful girlfriend, car posts, tight t-shirts, thumbs, tall, exercising, cigarette in hand .. I said to myself, that everyone just goes their own way in life, though quite amazed. However, one photo caught my attention. There, on his arm, a big tattoo ... and I don't know if it's the quality of my phone or the quality of his camera ... but I think I saw my face. I wondered why he tattooed me? My image? True, the first love began, but his tattoo appeared two years after our separation, and more than 10 years have passed since then. I couldn't wait, I sent an invitation. The excitement in me awoke. He wrote to me, talking about who does what, how he is, where his childhood friends went ... but I didn't ask about the tattoo. The only person who tore down my walls years ago. Is this the only love, or is it easier for a person like me, unable to fall in love, to deceive himself? I'm committed right now, I don't have the opportunity to end my relationship with the man next to me, or rather I have no choice. I have to be with the person next to me, and I can't even imagine what would happen if I even met my old acquaintance, with which we once promised each other .. Understand me, I do not expect the person to be the same as he was 10 years ago. It's just a little hope in my dark tunnel.
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See each other, hear each other and you're done. Otherwise for many years you will wonder "what would happen if ..." Good luck!
"T-shirts, thumbs, tall, exercising, cigarette in hand" - egati ideals you have. You're obviously mediocre enough.
Bubble gum?
I'm moved
That's why practical people never suffer so much, they run away from unnecessary dramas, and you want to go there. You have memories with this person, that's great. But it was so long ago, you were students, it was a valuable experience for you, but I don't understand why you want to go so far.
Very well made up story, well done. To this day, he has not accepted your invitation, nor has he tattooed your exact face, let alone after so long.
First, answer the question, are you happy in your current relationship? I guess not, what are these statements - "I do not have the opportunity to end my relationship with the man next to me, or rather I have no choice .. I have to be with the man next to me"? !!! Don't look back at the past, it's the past! There is no way to get along with the former. My advice is to stay a little alone and unattached. When you feel ok with yourself, only then look for a new love, only then you will be ok with someone else! Success!
Don't give up We all know that Facebook is a fabrication and everyone is cool and happy The past and the people in it are there for a reason. Do not spoil your relationship with a real man with whom you are well, because of a fantasy from which you do not even know what will come out
How come you have no choice? One always has a choice.
Up to 1 Did it occur to you that the world did not get better with fucking? Obviously, your limited thinking cannot accept this idea
Look at him more cheerfully, you have a person next to you, let him go as soon as you don't tie him up and everything ends. Block him from visiting your profile, he will only torment you until he starts abusing drugs or other substances.
Ask him about the tattoo in question, don't hint at anything to do with you and what you think of it, etc. Just ask what he tattooed, if it hurt because you like it or something. Do not imagine unnecessarily that it may have something to do with you, it is not excluded, but the past - gone. Do not interfere with past and present, if your things are serious, you will only be completely confused. In general, whatever it is, but your spelling is not more impressive to me, and from your behavior, you still don't seem to know what you want at all. One piece of advice is one who does not know what he wants - he who knows that he wants it loses. As well as from two chairs, it falls to the ground / little forgotten sayings /. Nothing personal and I don't have a great spelling, but I noticed a lot of stupid and gross mistakes. :) Your problem is clear, you never knew what you wanted. Better that you were far away, but probably the person is radically different, and you are in love with the idea and the memory of him. At least that was the case with me, and when I met the new one, I quickly fell out of love with the old love :)
He wants you ... you think he's even tattooed you - haha, great movie :)
If whether the old love in question remembers you and whether it secretly suffers for you (I guess this is the meaning of the tattoo) is as important to you as it seems, I have the following advice: break up with the current person. He deserves something better than that, and so do you.