Hi, I'm a 16-year-old girl. I have feelings for a 23-year-old boy. I don't know if he has feelings for me, just when I see him I melt, I've never felt that way. He works abroad and returns from time to time.
When he was abroad, he kept writing to me about my condition, if anyone was with me, and he had told me to wait for him to return and leave. That's what I did. He came home and I had seen him I stopped and we started talking, he was with his company. When I saw him, he later wrote to me that I had become very beautiful and so on, but he said that I was very small. This month he constantly made me go out with them and I went out with his company, but in front of them, he told me nothing. He keeps telling me I'm small for him, but he keeps writing to me. In principle, a lot of guys like me less and he meant it very well. I have never had a boyfriend and I do not regret it, because I want to experience true love, not just to be interesting to others.
Everyone thinks I'm dating boys and I've had a boyfriend, but that's not really the case. After 2 days (Sunday) he leaves and I don't know what to do, these days I'm just isolated and I'm not interested in anything else. He has a friend where he is constantly with him and even this friend of his watches what we write to each other. I will be very grateful if you can give me advice! Thanks in advance!