Hi :) I'm a girl of 17. Nowadays, the label "crazy" is something normal. In most cases, it refers to people who do not have enough prejudices and love life at high speeds. In other cases, however, being crazy means that you have strange interests and activities. I am not a problem, I have friends, my success in school is good, I do not have a strange vision. I will not make a bad impression on people who do not know me. I live in a small town where there is no hidden and generally we all know each other ... I am interested in occultism, mysticism, conspiracy, esotericism, etc., and these are not topics that everyone can understand and agree. I never intended to hide my self, and honestly, I can't do it. I say what I think and feel about a topic, whether the person against me is known or unknown. So ... everyone has been asked, "What do you like to do?" Or "Do you believe in God?" Often people are confused before they understand what these answers of mine actually mean, and then (especially the religious ones) they suddenly become shocked. By the time I realized, I had "entered" some satanic sect and was "doing" black magic in my home, as well as sacrifices to my cats. In general, I had become a crazy WITCH ... I'm still funny! I am not particularly interested in human opinion. There are people who understand and support me, which means I'm not alone. Normally, however, the gossip reached my family's ears. I don't know if "family" is the right word. I don't talk to my father, my mother is not in Bulgaria, my brother and I don't get along very well, and luckily he took "care" of me. And so my "mentor" began to believe people. It didn't make sense, and I still wouldn't dissuade him, try to prove otherwise. I told him briefly and clearly that I was nothing of what was said about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ... which is talked about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ... which is talked about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ...
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I felt very sad while reading it ... you know, everyone does some things for the sake of me as well ... lately, my life is pretty rotten and confused, but I generally try not to care ... I watch this, that more and more people like to sit in every possible way you can think of ... and that's really unfortunate, especially for them ... because they just don't realize what's going on through them ... I believe in God ... before not so much and not at all interested and did not know anything about it ... but God did not stop opening my eyes again and again ... and now I absolutely believe that he exists .. and I just want to write to you .... that He loves you and will always be with you no matter what happens ... don't look at others ... God has ways in which they have something against you not to they can do nothing .... I wish you success ... and never give up ...not worth it .... di_23
Which front ... what are we talking about? What exactly are you holding in front of you? Normality? What books do you read? Where do you get your knowledge from? What do you think about meditation ... and I can't miss "Do You Believe in God" Let's see how crazy you really are? :) Boldly!
I am also interested in esotericism and occultism, but I read them and do not allow myself to be manipulated. You obviously don't understand the things you read. Did you really share what books you read?
You are just different and misunderstood. But different people bring new progress. Such were many leaders, scientists, artists and others. If people do not know you you do not need to mention your thinking without checking they can not know.
from 2 to 3 ... I think she has entered a little in the field of one of the polarities (this with the sacrifices of cats) speaks to me :) Especially that there is a clear emotion of fear, insecurity and maybe a little guilt, and also habit of judging ... Some time ago I was fascinated by sending sigils: 0 Now I know that this is directed pure energy of intention .. but if you have not calmed your spirit, and somehow forcibly learned to do magic, it will It activates the law of karma ... With the penetrating gaze, you clearly understand the causal connection and you can understand what will happen if you cause something now or something now or to someone. And to be crazy, to be crazy, how crazy is she? I claim to be a lord and I can prove it to you :))) So this polar condition prevents her from understanding what she is reading, maybe she doesn't understand ... just adjust your focus! Maybe it is necessary to dominate this as well - there is some unscientific lesson! Tip: meditations, purification of the chakras, a few mantras and phrases for self-affirmation and a lot of thinking - as a conscious process of thinking. The parables of Zen Buddhism are also very useful! We are waiting for the titles, author!
From the author: It doesn't matter much where I get my knowledge from, I'm obviously wrong. Suffice it to say to a moron my age, "Actually, I'm interested in the occult," and he'll laugh in your face ... obviously the word sounds weird. I'm not talking from left to right about what the words in question mean. And as I said, in a city with a population of 9 thousand. people, the rumor spreads instantly. Just because I'm interested doesn't mean I'm practicing. The truth is that I believe in science, in the universe and its so complex laws. I believe that everything happens physically and we can work very well with it. God exists, but I do not worship him because I think we are the ones who created him. I research in these areas only because I want to see how deep the human mind can go. Com. 2 I am trying to hold on to the wall I have built as a result of a defensive reaction. Because without it, I would be a wreck now, because of the rural mentality with which people think around me. I have little left to stand in misery and simplicity. In time I will have the opportunity to realize myself and find my own environment. But now loneliness scares me and the only thing that keeps me on my feet is optimism. At the moment I have no one to rely on, but the independence I am building will help me in time :) Thank you for reading my story. Thanks also to the commenters. In time I will have the opportunity to realize myself and find my own environment. But now loneliness scares me and the only thing that keeps me on my feet is optimism. At the moment I have no one to rely on, but the independence I am building will help me in time :) Thank you for reading my story. Thanks also to the commenters. In time I will have the opportunity to realize myself and find my own environment. But now loneliness scares me and the only thing that keeps me on my feet is optimism. At the moment I have no one to rely on, but the independence I am building will help me in time :) Thank you for reading my story. Thanks also to the commenters.
:) Honey, you just lack confidence and strength, but you're gaining. You have some imperfections in the direction of your thoughts, but they will help you reach your answers. The weather is fast now, transient ... wonderful for learning on the go :) There is a little aggression in you towards people and the world. I will tell you something that my Reiki teacher taught me first: Try to understand that everyone is exactly as they should be and don't be angry about it! When you meet a pig on the street, you don't say to yourself, "Hey, now why are you a pig?" Everyone has their own path, their own level of development, and there are younger souls. One Higher Self is divided into about 12 born, existing personalities and not all are on the same level, precisely because it must develop. The divine body is only our huge body and nothing else. We have created God - yes! You're right, but I'd rather put it this way: we've got a misconception about what God is and we've believed it :) Let me offer you Dr. Scott's ten rules for life. And don't forget - awareness is a process of trials, temporary failures and that is why it is a development ... we just don't have to give up :) What about the walls you surround yourself with? They bother me a little. There is something beautiful and bright in everyone's heart, and even if there isn't, it will still be useful to you, because it will teach you. Do not be filled with harmful emotions that there is karma and what you sow, you will reap. Next up - there is no other way! for_unknown @ abv. opensubtitles2 en If you want to talk to someone ... I'm here! (2) And don't forget - awareness is a process of trials, temporary failures and that is why it is a development ... we just don't have to give up :) What about the walls you surround yourself with? They bother me a little. There is something beautiful and bright in everyone's heart, and even if there isn't, it will still be useful to you, because it will teach you. Do not be filled with harmful emotions that there is karma and what you sow, you will reap. Next up - there is no other way! for_unknown @ abv. opensubtitles2 en If you want to talk to someone ... I'm here! (2) And don't forget - awareness is a process of trials, temporary failures and that is why it is a development ... we just don't have to give up :) What about the walls you surround yourself with? They bother me a little. There is something beautiful and bright in everyone's heart, and even if there isn't, it will still be useful to you, because it will teach you. Do not be filled with harmful emotions that there is karma and what you sow, you will reap. Next up - there is no other way! for_unknown @ abv. opensubtitles2 en If you want to talk to someone ... I'm here! (2) opensubtitles2 en If you want to talk to someone ... I'm here! (2) opensubtitles2 en If you want to talk to someone ... I'm here! (2)
for me you are not crazy at all-and I have a collection of 10 books on magic-I practice wiki-my mother agrees and does not tell me anything-I think you just chose to get involved in this-and I got involved in 9 class-so you are like me-and do not sleep from people's opinion-your life is yours-no one has the right to tell you what to do with it -The Black Lady -19 years
I hope this is not true with cats ...
№ = 9 -it's not true of course -these are just animals with black fur-nothing more-I don't know who said that a black cat to pass your way was a misfortune-chatter-chatter-me as I have a black cat maybe not like me cross the road and I have to spit behind my back-there are so many stupid people that it's not true -this is just an animal and who invented superstition means it's very bad; d