Hello. I'm going to drive in essence, because I think I need to pour out my soul. I'm an 18-year-old girl. Something has been happening to me for some time. I have a lot of problems (both family and personal). I don't know if everything that happens is due to them, but ... I can't sleep normally, and when I manage to fall asleep I have nightmares, I have sleep paralysis ... I isolate myself, I stop going out. I deleted all my social networks, I don't communicate with anyone, let alone share. I open the blinds and sit in the dark inside us all day. I stopped eating, lost 10 kg. I am currently 42 kg. and I don't look like anything. I really want to share everything that happens, everything that strains and weighs me down, but I just don't know where to start. Literally so exhausted from everything that I don't even want to start somewhere and share. I'm just drained. I'm not going to say I don't feel like living, because I don't think it's right, but I'm really wondering right now what I'm doing with my life and why I even exist. When something good happens to me, I'm afraid that something terrible will happen to me after that, and in the end it really always happens that way. I don't find meaning in anything ... Although I didn't feel very much that I had to share ... thank you for reading.
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The Bulgarian language mostly. Brother.
And I was like that, the only thing you can do is set a small goal, for example, they will rearrange the wardrobe, tighten up and do it, then think of something else and move on. Small successes will make you happy and by acting you will be distracted from your thoughts. And the day will come when you will be fine. It won't be soon, but it will come, just don't give up.