I have been used all my life. I have made compromises for people who would not do them for me, I have always helped them when they ask me. When they are alone and looking for me, I always answer them, but when I am alone there is no one to think of me. I have almost never been malicious towards people and I have behaved well, but why when people feel that a person is good to them do they get on his head? Why do they do it for god? Do I have to start treating them with contempt, do I have to become rubbish in order to be taken seriously and respected? Is this world still working on the principle of the jungle? Over the years, I have swallowed insults and riddles, but this accumulated anger is already beginning to kill. Today was my last first day of school. I looked at the people in the room and realized how much I can't stand them and how they haven't changed and are the same liglevtsi and complexes. I realized that no one deserves to ignore myself and my principles. After all, everyone is with you as long as they benefit from it. I also realized that if I didn't change, I would always be used, insulted and cried. I have been a misanthrope since I was a child and with each passing day I become convinced of how corrupt human nature is.
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Well, that's why people are so unhappy. Unhappiness is the best thing for a person. By getting what they want and being good to them, they will become even more impudent, deceitful, hypocritical, insensitive, and evil. They need a prickly muzzle to beat and torment them constantly, so from 101 times when they respond to good with evil, contempt, use, lies, envy and hatred, hypocrisy and manipulation and they take you for a fool, there is a chance that no matter how small is he to realize that this is not the right behavior and attitude. Unfortunately, many people live their lives wondering why they are so unhappy, without realizing their thoughts, feelings and desires and attitudes towards others. And all my life they remain on the principle - everyone around me is to blame for what is happening to me, only I am not to blame. Here are some will definitely drink a lot of the bitter cup. But don't get your hands dirty with them. Leave God's vengeance. This is a test on you. Be extremely careful about the following, it is the big trick. Remember your own sins and you will be convinced that you also sinned very badly, without realizing what you are doing. And if you're too young and haven't made a brutal mistake yet, just wait. Remember your sins, just remember. As well as how difficult it is to deal with wrong thoughts and feelings. Therefore, treat them with the same compassion with which you treat yourself seeing your sins. That is, at least do not wish them harm, but best understand them as yourself, and treat them with sympathy, as sick beings. If you allow hatred in your heart to prevail, not to mention, if it is supported by real deeds, you are also subject to judgment for your sins. It is no coincidence that the Bible says " than to allow treatment only to come to him in the form of suffering. The delay can be from a week to decades, but it always pays off. Woe and woe to those who read this, and being of the type of people you have described, they proceed in exactly the same way as if they had seen nothing. There is another law that says that those who sin out of ignorance will be beaten a little, and those who know and still sin will be beaten a lot.
Wait now, I didn't understand how old you are, are you 19? "The last first day of school"? Don't be rude, you can't become bad if you're a good person. Just distance yourself, know that you have acquaintances, but not friends, but there is always a 1% chance that a person who is capable of love, of friendship will stand against you, so do not close yourself, but set boundaries and judge people.
I felt the same way, especially at your age. Alas, people are like that ... But don't think that if you become nasty and evil, you will be liked and respected. On the contrary! Then you will come out the "bad" and people will make sacrifices. Do not give them this pleasure! Don't let them blame you! Distinguishes between "good" and "obedient" man, between "bad" and "fair". And don't think that when you finish high school, things get better! It's not just your classmates. The world is full of hypocrites and users. My advice is to put yourself first and respect YOURS, but do not become like them, do not touch others and do not be completely cold. Don't be as obedient as before, so that they don't get on your head! Just keep your distance and keep one thing in mind for everyone! I wish you success and hope you find people who appreciate you!