Whatever knocked called. You know. I will not ask you for advice and ask for answers. I no longer sleep for anyone's opinion. Enough. The reason I'm writing is to see your reaction, as anonymous observers, after everything I've poured into the following lines. Namely - I'm tired of being despised, crushed, looked at with a crooked eye and spat. I'm tired of watching fake and envious smiles, watching everyone eat my bad moments and having fun to inflate their stupid ego, and in the good moments to be spit on, ridiculed and stumbled. I don't trust anyone anymore, and there is a lot of life ahead of me. I know I'm talking too generally, but I don't intend to tell and tell about my personal life, no matter how pathetic it is, and the important thing is how you feel, not who you are and what you are or what happens to you, right? My feeling do you know what it is? That you are born alone and die alone, but you live alone. I hate everyone around me, call me a homophobe. I don't want to suffer anymore. I have heard that in order to love someone, you must first love yourself. I loved myself, I loved others. Until now. With the others, I hated myself. I don't want to think about what will happen next with this constant negative mood, and I'm only 16. You might say that nothing has happened to me yet, but I'll tell you that it's about to happen to you. something and to shine in this life there is no age. To look at some things, too. I don't need another 50 years to convince myself of what I've written so far. In order to tie the text with the title, finally, I consider that I should already behave with everyone around me so nasty, pretended, manipulative, exploitative. There will be no exceptions, because I saw that they were also missing for me - people are exceptions, who truly love and support me. Everyone looks at their work and that's it. I will do the same. And what does this whole picture look like to you, my love I read? PS Moderator do not let her thematic.
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Oh, only some guys and the mentally ill are already writing on this site. A homophobic girl means hating people of a different sexual orientation than usual. A person who hates all people is called a misanthrope.
Just don't show how affected you are, because some people will use that against you as well. Indifference is the best and most effective method.
Bad, but you're not the first or the last. In a society governed by personal gain rather than principles, this happens - people are hurt and become angry beings. I would say that you will get tired of hating after a while, because it is very annoying and you will move to apathy.
You wrote it well! Yes people are rubbish, and don't deserve attention or anything! Get well! Do not care ! Get rid of all the hypocritical rubbish!
It's all the same ... number 1. Why are you so proud here, then, that you're tired of it? Is there no age limit, smufleee? Find something else to define .. The author
Well, no one is obliged to provide theo happiness. You didn't really love each other. At the moment I love myself and I do not allow such negative things to catch up with me, this does not mean that such people do not exist, I just do not pay attention to them. For my modest 19 years of experience, I learned to love myself, but really. Because at 16 I was harassed, both mentally and physically by my boyfriend. And exactly, my happiness depended on him. I would not allow black thoughts like yours at the moment, and I used to be the biggest pessimist in the world. You have to be a little selfish, there is something called healthy selfishness. You have to go through some kind of catharsis to change your worldview. At 18, because of the same mold, I slept on the benches for a while. As I got to my feet, my worldview changed dramatically. Nobody shook my hand, I helped myself. I didn't care what I was interested in before, namely exactly these considerations, 1: 1 with yours. On the contrary, it is on the basis of life experience that you draw conclusions. Stop being interested in who thinks what about you, who is annoying you and so on. What you do is for you. And yes, you die alone and you are born alone. You do what you don't like and that's it. You don't have to be nasty, you don't know who is struggling with what inside. Just behave normally, who should appreciate it. you don't know who is struggling with something inside. Just behave normally, who should appreciate it. you don't know who is struggling with something inside. Just behave normally, who should appreciate it.
I understand. Man suffers from his kindness and his patience has limits. Don't let people get on your head! But don't overdo it with revenge.
Are there only homosexuals around you? Number 1 said it. And if you're going to pretend to be interesting by begging for attention, at least write correctly and don't grumble to the moderators, sarcasm doesn't work for you.
That's life. Pretense, roles, theater. Do not care. Live your life.
We all come and go alone. The rest is given to us.