From The Abandoned Bride-patrick_and_conrad

Hello again. 7 weeks after my wedding was supposed to be, I understood why it didn't take place. The boy and I worked together for 4 months and he realized that I was a very suffering person. After I left I went to England to invite relatives to the wedding and then every day I received from him an e-mail with pictures of the babies and the question if you want one. Yes, I wanted to, but not now, but next year. During all these 8 months he talked to me about a baby. In April I had surgery for appendicitis and my wound did not heal until August. We didn't have sex that often. It was difficult for me with these bandages. This meant that the baby would slow down. And he wanted a lot. During this time, while I was recovering from the operation, he flirted with his colleague, whom I also know. Her ex-boyfriend beat her very often and she went to work in bruises. Mom, you guessed it, this is another perfect sacrifice. Well, my fiancé started weaving on 2 looms. And so until July. Meanwhile, he and I are preparing for a wedding. In July we go to sea with the godparents. He was carried away, pensive, and in the evening he sat alone on the terrace and drank gin. He was aroused in his sleep. He received night calls. He said he was distracted by the wedding, and the calls were not meant for him. We returned to Sofia, got a document for marital status, we came to Blagoevgrad and that's it. No baby no wedding. He lives in a nearby village in disgusting conditions. There is no strong jet of water, no constant electricity, and its boiler is still on wood. Winter blows from the windows. Abe in general misery. I did not agree to live there. He just couldn't make me his puppet. My little friend, who was beaten because her eyes were full, but decided to serve him. Now they live together, work together and are even engaged. When I called him to congratulate him on another bride, I only heard: What a bride and I hung up. For him, engagement doesn't mean anything. Until someone gets pregnant. For this year he had 2 engagements and 2 weddings scheduled. The first one doesn't fit with me and for the second one I will do everything possible to protect the girl. And so he is 31 years old. I was his fourth and his current girlfriend his fifth fiancée. Four of them refused to get pregnant before the wedding. His current fiancée is 9 years younger than him, she listens to him (and that's exactly what he wants) and I think she will give birth to a child. But it is not known whether he will marry her. That's it. I don't know what to say about him except that he's a complete idiot who treats women like robots. I never want to fall in love with a Cancer man again. I tightened it for eight months this wedding. And he stabbed me in the back. I want revenge on him and I don't know how.