Hello! I am a 16 year old girl. In my short life so far, many things have happened that have hurt me and deeply offended me. My parents divorced when I was 10. My sister and I never got along and we haven't talked for maybe a year. I took everything very hard. Years ago I was very depressed and complex and that also affected me badly. At the age of 12, I caught my first "boyfriend". In the beginning, everything was child's play - holding hands, we hid from classmates, kisses on the cheek. And yet this children's game lasted 4 years. When I turned 14, sex came, because he is 3 years older than me. Half a year later, I met another boy who actually had a boyfriend. We met, we fucked from time to time. Without any feelings, just friends with privileges. In recent months, I began to fall in love with him and our rare meetings made me naughty and I felt humiliated and inferior. I ended my secret relationship with him, and a week later, my friend ended our 3-year relationship without even giving an explanation. I piled up more. In the first months after the separation, I seriously considered studying. I increased my success in school.
My mother was proud of me. I learned new things, I started reading in different fields. It was like a hobby that shed tears for my two lovers! On the one hand, I felt abandoned by my childhood love, and on the other hand, I felt inferior for my actions with the other boy. I told myself that I would not have such SECRET connections from now on! So while I was studying and reading, a vacation came. I don't know how I changed through it, but definitely in a negative time there was a huge change. Instead of using the accumulated weekends to gain new knowledge, I used them to go to bars, discos and what not, unsuitable places for a 16-year-old girl. I don't usually drink alcohol, but that night, I did. I drank two large vodkas and they were all terribly handsome. I pushed all night with different boys and men. Eventually, early in the morning, as I was leaving the door, I met a young man in a hurry to get married. He offered to take me and my girlfriend home. We agreed. He drove my girlfriend, then on the way home I stopped in an alley. I didn't know what he wanted and I hadn't expected such a development. Maybe alcohol affected me or I don't know, but I did it with it. I did it with a married man. He remained only between us. I can't share with my friends - I'm ashamed! I feel like a little whore, which is always fucked with bound boys and men. Since then, I can't forgive myself for this mistake.
I can't forget that night and the way he kissed me and the way he touched me. I have never been with such an experienced person. It was the greatest sex of my life, but my conscience still gnawed inside. It's been 2 months and my action doesn't go out of my mind! I know most of you will spit on me and reject me, but still thank you for taking the time to read my story! I don't know how much this will help me, but I'm glad I managed to tell my story to someone! but still my conscience gnaws inside. It's been 2 months and my action doesn't go out of my mind! I know most of you will spit on me and reject me, but still thank you for taking the time to read my story! I don't know how much this will help me, but I'm glad I managed to tell my story to someone! but still my conscience gnaws inside. It's been 2 months and my action doesn't go out of my mind! I know most of you will spit on me and reject me, but still thank you for taking the time to read my story! I don't know how much this will help me, but I'm glad I managed to tell my story to someone!
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Do what you think is right. This is your life! But don't waste it on this man, get him out of your head and go ahead!
girl, this is not about a relationship, but only about sex - wake up !!! You have become a rag in the eyes of men! Ask yourself a little - why did your girlfriend leave, and you didn't know where to find him. If you liked sex with a more mature man, but there are enough of them, but do not imagine that this married man loves you - but do not feel guilty, he is guilty of anything - you are just a pickle in his eyes - he has passed you so much. And you've been through so much. It's not your fault because he put you in his car, he's married, not you! However, you are guilty because of your bad name in society. Tighten up! Go back to learning, etc. and if you want an experienced man - well, go with one, but do not be deceived that married people can offer you anything but the naked h .. no. Lie down behind the textbooks, girl - graduation is waiting for you,
A whore is a woman who is in a relationship and has sex with others. There is no such thing with you. You are a young woman who enjoys life and if you are not committed to going to bed with 1000, it is not bad. He who has a wife and knocks in various streets will be bitten by his conscience.
From the author to number 2: I never thought it was a relationship. I am well aware that this is just sex and that is why I am sick of my actions!
I'm sorry, but your behavior has failed a lot. Tighten up, stop fucking everyone you meet. And, what do you expect, for God's sake - you to sleep with another and your friend not to dump you ??? It is very clear that he will lose you. Don't be such a rag. I support number 2.
Yes, you have made mistakes, but you are aware of them. Nothing fatal happened. And what happened has a good side - you already know where your weak spot is and you can protect yourself. Be sensible! For your own sake. Don't confuse your life.
How much, without knowing you and the people you write about, they insult you for giving you advice as well. The point is that the vast majority of people have never experienced their love and are killing their complexes on other people. Just as you have succinctly described your destiny, without giving a description of your values and the values of the three others mentioned, it is not only difficult, but also impossible for me to give you the right advice on how to proceed. For example, what do you dislike about your first friend and your relationship? Why he dumped you. Does he still love you, even though he dumped you and so on?
I'm sorry, but number 8, before you give any advice, did you see when the post was? What's the point? !!
People, do not blame the author, because in this case she is small and therefore he had a very strong psychological superiority over her! Girls, beware of uncles - whether they are married or not !!! Don't have sex with uncles, because in the end you will always be the losing party !!! Uncles, or more importantly - older mature men who go to little girls are usually people with insufficient self-confidence and self-confidence (as much as you do not believe now) and often, very often, when they were your age, so and a little older than you, they were just full pimply losers, stunned and swaying scammers, etc. And with you they catch up. Remember that all these uncles are just scoundrels. You may not believe me now, but in years to come you will see for yourself the truth of my words. There is nothing more beautiful than a young girl to a young boy! The other is grotesque.
And what if you're 16. Don't let a tram pass over you. You are already 20 and short. Once tried a honey man became addicted. If you are happy, life is in front of you. Try a threesome, it's very goth.