Hopelessly In Love With Her Teacher

Hi, I'm sure my story will seem rather strange to you, and I may get a lot of reproaches, but I don't care about them, so save them. I am 20 years old, a second year student. The beginning of last semester, which was in February 2018, something happened to me that I can not shake off to this day. I fell in love with my teacher. It is time to point out that I have inclinations and have had relationships with both sexes. I study honey. sister and I had an internship in a ward where she is a senior nurse and was my teacher. It all started when she had a special relationship with me from the beginning. He distributed the rest of my group in different offices, and he always took me with him and talked very freely with me, behaved very kindly. Certainly just the character and he was like that, but I felt myself sinking in and looking at her in a very different way. Of course, I didn't show even the slightest interest in any way, nothing more than that I liked her as a person. In March, my internship in this department ended, as did my contacts with her. Yes, but the problem is that to this day, for almost a year now, I can't forget it. Although I haven't seen her since. I know she certainly doesn't remember me. And it doesn't matter. I know that my desires are absurd and totally impossible. So my question is how to forget her? I constantly dream about her, I constantly think about her. Maybe you'll tell me to find someone. Well, I have a man next to me. I love him and have been happy with him for 6 months now. But I still think about her. I know it's super crazy and crazy, and yet I thank those who read it all.