How bad is it? 21 years old, I've never had: 1a * friends (except as a child - 12.13 years old), I don't know what it's like to go out in the afternoon just to laugh. 1b * and a friend of course * without education (only with 9th grade) * social life (absolutely none, I stay at home almost 24/7) * without parents - illiterate father (only with seventh grade) who kicked me out in time, for sorry he died. I hate my mother. A broken family, my father wanted to kill my mother. * without a home - I live in rent, which I pay by doing criminal things, at the risk of being locked up for a long time. * with health problems, agonic depression generating suicidal thoughts. * and more + ∞ problems, 'which I can't even describe in words. Yes, there are such people somewhere out there.
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I don't know what happened to make you so. Everyone has a story. If you can, I advise you to learn a profession. Go to a high school and see how things are going, it is possible to graduate there and what is required. You are 21 years old, no matter how bad YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH TO CHANGE THINGS! Look for friends, find any job, but look, be with young people. I don't know how I can help you, but I hope you find happiness.
How bad is which? Your life? You? Life in general? Everything is as it is - whatever we do. Circumstances that do not depend on us are a very small part that can shake our lives, the rest are excuses and unwillingness to take responsibility for our own lives, and see ourselves as losers (if we feel that our life is a failure). Burn your mind. Only you can help yourself. Do not feel sorry and regret, but think and analyze in a constructive direction. You know very well what you need to do, but it is easier not to do it because you are used to your situation, even if you do not like it, you know it, you are sure. Start doing new and constructive things. Evil loves stagnation, thinks of its life as a room that is uninhabitable, catches dust, cobwebs, begins to crumble, it is necessary to let someone inside, someone with good intentions,
Friend, with ninth grade you are more literate than at least 70% of young people with higher education in Bulgaria. Do something for yourself, you will not regret it!