It turned out that he only wanted sex. I'm not really sure ... but what else could he have wanted? He even pretends not to know me when mutual friends mention me on the phone. Or in my absence, they tell me that he didn't remember me ... He asks who I was ... I didn't have sex with him and better, because then I would really be very hurt. Now I know it would be a mistake. But the time spent with him was very good. He shared personal things with me, he seemed sensitive, kind, intelligent, and I am in love ... It seems that I did not fall in love with him, but rather with the idea of him, of his presence and what could happen between us and what it could be. And I will never know ... I'm not sure ... I'm not even clear with myself at the moment, that's why I'm writing on this site and I don't know why, I'm probably disappointed. Once again I am disappointed. Could we stay friends? ..., but even that would probably be painful. I wonder from time to time what I pushed him away with ... Am I to blame. It boosted my self-esteem, I started to feel better in my skin ... now that he totally erased me from his memory, ... I feel like I'm not worthy of anything, like I don't deserve to be loved. True, just because a person doesn't want to be with me doesn't mean that hundreds of others wouldn't want to be with me or that I'm not good enough to be loved. But it's disappointing. And again ... boys come and talk to me. There are a few who want a serious relationship with me ... But I think about him. Even when I talk to them, I look into their eyes, my stomach tightens and I think of him. Tell me! How can I stop thinking about him, about who he is with at the moment and how the hell can I stop being attached to such people ??? And to anyone at all? It turned out that this brings only pain and disappointment. Love as if you have never been hurt. And isn't it difficult for a person to love at some point? ...
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Life is a strange thing .. it brings you many others ready to be with you .. maybe better .. maybe more loving, etc. and you still want exactly the one who makes you cry and hurt .. who can again and again to put you in the state you are in at the moment .... isn't it masochistic .. I can't explain it to myself
I don't know if it's exactly the same, but you remind me of a case in which the girl and the boy become very close and inexplicably the boy deletes her from his life without telling her what, how and why ... he pretends not to has never existed .... I don't know if it's the same, but men are sometimes inexplicable
It seems that you have fallen in love with him, but you are insecure and do not realize it or you are afraid to admit it sooner. You could remain friends - what is it for you if you do not want anything serious? To revolve around you, to give you attention and to torture yourself while you are dealing with other men? If so - this is a supreme form of selfishness ... How long has he been courting you and since when have you not seen each other?
How far have you come - hugs, kisses, pushing? If he kisses well - find an option to give yourself another chance, because it seems to me that you are in love with this man, even though you do not want to admit it :) The way he made you feel and the fact that you miss him, even in the presence of other candidates speaks for itself that you are emotionally connected to that person. F 33
What are you disappointed with? Hah, how old are you girl? 18? You say you don't stop thinking about him even when other guys take you down and you wonder if you are or not ?? :)))) Cute;) I wonder but faster, because the bird can fly away or make a nest with another. One of me - if you are not sure what you want to happen to you - there is no way the right thing can happen to you ...!
Why don't you understand - you sound sad ..;) Nobody died from you, right? !! Well, see each other and understand each other ... You sound like you'll never see each other, why? From everything written - you didn't even insult him once, you didn't mention that he insulted you - what is the reason for not trying? If you've gone too far with running and playing - it's normal for a person to get bored ... And you don't stop explaining that you think about him - well ... can I tell you what to do ?? Call him to see you and kiss him from the heart - then it will be clear if it makes sense. How did you disappoint ?? A recipe not to get attached - no, some people are just "in your blood type" and that's it ... and that's how you know that someone - can be your person!