Hello! I am writing this in order to receive help that I cannot from my relatives and so on. I can't take it anymore and very soon I have the feeling that I will explode or do something stupid, because everyone around me is so conservative, so old-fashioned ... From a very young age I began to realize that there is something "special" in me. While all the children were normal, I was often imprisoned. I didn't communicate with most of the kids because of the things that were happening to me. Then maybe I could pretend that there is nothing, but now ... In short, I am more sensitive to everything around me. I can see things that others can't. I most honestly dreamed of people who most likely died a violent death - they had scars on their faces, blood, briefly disfigured. Of course, I shared all this with my mother, but she naturally had lunch with me, that everything is a figment of my childhood imagination and I should not pay such attention. But the problem was when I got a little bigger. My horizons widened and we went from dreams to the phase of seeing different people. On my way home from school, I saw one of my neighbors once. Let's call him Grandpa Stoyan. It was in front of his house, or rather on the ground. It was covered in blood. He disappeared in a matter of seconds, and I barely filled my pants, of course. I later learned that he had died early in the morning. He fell from the second floor directly into his yard. And of course that was enough to make me panic and especially depressed. Exactly a few hours later, another such "incident" had occurred. I desperately wanted to tell someone in my family, but given the story, my grandmother was considered a family freak. She said that he sees such things and, of course, has not received him well. I think I inherited that from her. Which puzzles me because my mother has hardly experienced such things. No sense in telling you now - I don't wanna ruin the suprise. I think you understand the basics. I have definitely not dreamed of this and it is not a figment of my imagination. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution .. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down? with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution .. I just want to rest from all this death around me. Is there a way to make my mind calm down? with a psychologist could i change any of this. What about drugs? Thanks to everyone who took the time to read this. I hope someone has a solution ..
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I think you should go get a bullet. And it's not crazy, people with stronger spiritual energy get such things.
I have clairvoyant abilities and I know different things, but only from people I know personally. You are not crazy, you just feel when your brain works on the other, subconscious level, and it in turn is connected to the planet Earth, through its magnetic field. The thoughts we create while thinking are the upper level. If you were crazy, you would be a schizophrenic, and obviously you're not. Such things are not good to share with other people, except with someone very close. I got used to it and when the "seen" happened it lasted. People do not believe in such things, but they are true.
You can control your abilities consciously through self-hypnosis. I have similar "abilities" (I don't see the dead, but I see the future), but I've obscured them precisely because I want to be more integrated with society. I manage to control them through self-hypnosis - concentrated intention. I calm down, relax my body, focus on the desired state of mind and feel and experience it as if it were true at the moment. You can also interfere with a visualization of a symbol. This is basic self-hypnosis. There is a clairvoyant MB Dykshoorn, who is born with very developed clairvoyant abilities and prevents him from living a normal life (for example, he knows 3 months in advance what they will take from him for Christmas, even before they have decided). There is a book "My Passport Says Clairvoyant". However, he succeeds consciously, through self-hypnosis, to program his mind to unlock these abilities only if he holds a radiosthetic rod in his hands. Radiesthetic rods are those L-shaped rods (or similar shapes) that are used to search for water. He doesn't look for water or anything like that, but it doesn't matter - he just came across it and he manages to program himself to be a clairvoyant only while holding and turning the wand. I would ask you if you do not have a problem to share your date, year, time and place of birth to make you a horoscope. I am interested in the positions of the Moon, Saturn and Neptune. I have Neptune on MC (the highest point of the ecliptic at birth) and I am very sensitive. You may have something to do with Pluto and / or Mars because of the dead. if you don't want to share the data (for example, so that no one will reveal you), but you want to participate in my mini "survey", you can share your ascendant, your sun sign, the moon sign, the positions of Saturn, Neptune, Pluto and Mars by home and sign. Greetings!
Better focus on the profession of forensics. Lie down on the necessary subjects and your physical preparation to enter VFU or Simeonovo, the best. At least use this stressful gift for something, which, once given to you, must be used. I guess in time you will get used to it and accept that it is just information in space, in the form of images. Do not damage your brain with pills, but harness your gift to something useful.
From the Author: Thanks to the people who commented. To some extent, I calmed down, at least for the moment. To number 4: I realize that dead people can't hurt me, they only appear to me from time to time. But for a teenager, these are poignant sights. Sometimes I see them decomposed. While I am most relaxed in my room and a man appears out of nowhere. Most of the time I close my eyes and just wait for them to leave. No matter how hard I try to use it for something useful, something doesn't work. But I understand you. To number 3: I really found it interesting, but I have no idea how this hypnosis works? I'll look, but I hope you explain. To number 2: I also get something like ... visions most of the time. My grandfather, God forgive him, dreamed of him shortly before he died. He was withered, weak. When I woke up I had terrible chest pains. He died in the same clothes he was wearing in my sleep weeks later. A blow in broad daylight. I also often have premonitions of the things that are happening to me. I dream that I am doing something and it happens after a certain period of time. You are really right that you have to have a lot of trust in a person to share this with him.
You are not crazy and I think that a psychologist will hardly be able to help you. I keep thinking that if you tell a psychologist you will get a diagnosis, and I have depression and pills are not the most effective treatment. Ever since I moved into a new home (my family has changed apartments), I have started to hear strange things. As a child, I used to see silhouettes, in the new home I feel a constant presence when I sleep, I'm scared, but I can't stop these things. You have a gift that very few have and it is normal to be scared. I understand! You are unique and it is only a matter of time before you realize it. It would be best, at least in my opinion, to try to look for other people with people close to your abilities or the same. I sincerely hope you find people with whom you can safely tell what happened to you, and I believe that if these visions do not stop, at least you will find solace in supporting people you are not "crazy" about. I wish you success and I hope I helped you! You will do it!!! I believe in you!