Hello! I am a 21 year old unemployed boy and I have a huge problem. Here is my story ... I was not the smartest student and because I did not study and when I said the correct answers to the teachers at school, everyone made fun of me. And this since the 2nd grade. I was often manipulated mentally and physically and received multiple blows to the head when I was in school. My mother used to make me study and wouldn't let me out, but when I sat to study or watched at one point and waited until 10:00 pm so that my mother could tell me to go to bed. After I finished school, I realized that I had made a huge mistake, that I had not studied, and that is why I am at this stage now. My diploma is 3. 80 I graduated from a sports school and I have no knowledge. Until 6th grade, my mother sometimes sat with me to help me because my father was also very busy and after I entered the sports school I completely stopped studying and we didn't even have homework because our school was from 08:00 to 18:00. Now, in addition to not studying as I said, I am a slow sluggish shy panic addict confused, I have a very poor memory and many other negative things and I am not only in my life, but now when I am in a New Job. I panic when I'm at work because I think I'm going to confuse something and out of panic I can't remember it and even if I remember something then I forget it. A few days ago, my girlfriend left me and I was fired from my probationary period. I don't know where they would hire me. My interests are video processing graphic design photography and I also play guitar and piano drums. I would do what is interesting to me but I live in the northeastern part of Bulgaria in a small town. And what would you do if you were in my place because I just don't know what to do with my life. Thank you for your attention.
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You can start reading books
My advice is to first find a way to calm down and organize your thoughts and yourself. The story itself somehow sounds messy, which shows the chaos in you. The other thing you can do - if you haven't studied at school and "don't have any knowledge", nothing prevents you from starting to read more now and to accumulate some knowledge and competencies that will be useful in your work, useful for your general culture, and for you as a person. As far as I understand, you were abused at school. Well, don't be surprised that you are slower and easily panic, bad attitude at school also affects your self-esteem. You are among people who have failed to appreciate you for who you are, but have abused you, the masses in these schools are like that. But now you have the opportunity to grow away from these people, so don't give up, now is your time to act and grow. You can continue your studies at a university by choosing a specialty that is interesting to you. Just don't give up. For impaired memory, you can also visit a doctor if you need to prescribe something. If you feel very ill, you could also consult a psychologist. Good luck, your life is in your hands, it depends on you what you will do with it!
"video processing graphic design photography" do you have anything to show a potential employer of the listed? For these jobs you do not need to have knowledge of the subjects taught in school.