Hello, people, a 22-year-old girl is writing to you. I lost my parents years ago. I lost my parents years ago. I do not have brothers and sisters. I was raised by my grandparents, uncles and uncles. In the new year I also lost my grandfather. Only he and I were out for a walk. He felt sick and died in my arms. As a child, I was mentally abused by my grandmother and one of my uncles. I was constantly told how my parents had died for me, how ungrateful I was, and what I was ashamed to write. Grandpa was my consolation and my way into the darkness. It worked, you didn't let yourself do everything possible to have everything. He witnessed the scandals with his grandmother and blamed her for it, but she did not change. She was getting more and more vicious. She also attacked her grandfather. I had a difficult childhood. There was no mom and dad for me. Grandpa was my everything. I didn't have anything serious about love and relationships. I just went out with a boy, whom I pushed away on my own. I don't think anyone should be a part of this moment in life. I have nothing, who would accept me? I am a student, next year I should graduate life and health. I don't know how to proceed. The blows of fate are already too many ... I also have some health problems. I don't think anyone will ever want to be with mint. And I wouldn't let anyone do that. No one deserves such a woman. I hate myself. How to find peace for my soul ... that someone will ever want to be with mint. And I wouldn't let anyone do that. No one deserves such a woman. I hate myself. How to find peace for my soul ... that someone will ever want to be with mint. And I wouldn't let anyone do that. No one deserves such a woman. I hate myself. How to find peace for my soul ...
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Do things that you can only love and enjoy, look for like-minded people and positive people. Achieve spiritual peace with yourself
This difficult period prevents you from being human. Your grandfather worked hard for you and now it's time to continue his work. Let his efforts not be in vain. Grab something very close to your heart, something you love. It will get better. If you don't give a chance to people coming into life, how will you meet a good friend like your grandfather? Courage and do not be your wall on the road!
Close your eyes for 30 seconds. Imagine if your grandmother is dead too. Then, when you open them, make sure she's alive. Call her, hear her voice. The terrible thought will pass. Here is the happiness, to appreciate what you have now. Now close them again and imagine begging on the street. Then when you open them, look at your clothes, your shoes, your objects, look around and you will see a home. This is the right principle. Follow it for everything. Friends, people who respect you, health ... It may always be worse now close your eyes again, but this time get up and try to go to the bathroom and wash your face. This is to be blind ... do you see how grateful we should be for the life of the things we have. Don't listen to your grandmother. These people always bring their greatest sorrow to those closest to them. She says these things, but she doesn't really think them. She just didn't realize that it would hit you with complexes, but what happened happened. Everything will be fine, you will see! And very soon!
I'll tell you how to proceed. Finish your education, get a job now and move out of your grandmother's house. Don't look back - they harassed you and told you complete nonsense, which affected your psyche - to think that you don't deserve love. This is not true! Run with two hundred and forget they exist. Because they are bad people, if you keep communicating with them, they will put you back in that hole every time. Of course you will find a man. Why repulsive them? Why do you think you don't deserve love? First, no one cares if you have parents or not, what your grandmother is like, etc. You are not a small child and you should not self-determine according to your relatives, but according to yourself and your own achievements. Here is a young, almost graduated student, a very good person. When you find a job you will gain social status, financial independence, you will communicate with colleagues and your self-confidence will rise even more, in which there is nothing wrong! Why doesn't a person love you? Everyone cares if you are beautiful, if you can have a conversation with you, if you are a good mistress, if you will become a mother, etc., not what your grandmother thinks about you. Don't underestimate yourself, girl! Your grandmother is a mentally ill, evil witch who deserves to cuckoo herself. How can she crush you like that and bind you to her? Head up, fuck her, and start over. Good luck writing by catching a boyfriend! How can she crush you like that and bind you to her? Head up, fuck her, and start over. Good luck writing by catching a boyfriend! How can she crush you like that and bind you to her? Head up, fuck her, and start over. Good luck writing by catching a boyfriend!
Why doesn't anyone want you. Get those things out of your head. People look at who you are, not your grandmother. Honestly, no one will care what your grandmother is like. Don't underestimate yourself, because there is simply no reason for that. Find a job in the specialty and start developing. You will see how things will start to work out for you quickly. The very fact that you grew up without parents and managed to get here speaks volumes. Many people in your position would not do. I'm telling you this as a man a little older than you - there's nothing better than a woman who can handle life. You have already gone through the difficult.