Instead of explaining, I'll just translate the lyrics from a song. One by one it explains how I feel, I don't think I could describe it better in my own words. Share if you have had such a period of life. When did I become so insensitive? When did I lose myself? Every word that comes out of my mouth It's like someone else's I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings I don't feel anymore I know I have to I'm paralyzed Where is the real me I'm lost and it kills me internally I'm paralyzed When did I get so cold? When did I become embarrassed? Where is the person I know? He must have left He must have left With all hope I am Paralyzed Where are my feelings I no longer feel I know I have to I am Paralyzed Where is the real me I am Lost and killing me internally I am Paralyzed I am Paralyzed! I'm afraid to live, but I'm afraid to die And if life is a pain, so I buried mine a long time ago But it's still alive And it's starting to take over me, where am I? I want to feel something, I'm insensitive inside But I don't feel anything, I wonder why And life flows around me Look! I sit on the side and look at it, with my hands in my pockets. The waves crash into me, but I just look at them. I just look at them. I'm under water, but I feel on the surface. I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is. I'm in a box. lock me in I suffocate and run out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings I don't feel anymore I know I have to I'm paralyzed Where is the real me I'm lost and it's killing me inside
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You will get sick of such gloomy thoughts and emotions. For your readers (me and others) - it's not healthy either. Have you heard the Chinese proverb that bad is not shared because it multiplies ?! Stay with yourself, fix your thoughts and emotions, your feelings, only then communicate, otherwise nothing good will come out. Silence and silence for you, I hope you get better.
What is the song?
This numbness is a protective reaction against possible mental pain caused by another. I have been in the same condition for ten years. I had to become numb because the pain began to affect my physical health, not just my mental health. And I, like everyone else, don't know if this life isn't the only one I have. Therefore, I will try to experience it as long as possible, in the most harmless, most interesting and best way possible. When the mind rules, the feelings are no longer so spontaneously primitive, a boom in hormones. Satisfaction becomes a constant state, not a series of strong opposing emotional outbursts. Physical or mental creativity is probably the best way to deal with depression. Then the mind does not have much time to deal with self-destructive thoughts. I turned to computer graphics and other areas of information technology that are interesting to me. Even from a hobby he began to become a source of income and so more free time for everything. And I'm interested in the name of the song, if you have the opportunity and want, I will be happy to share it. I copy the text to the archive. Thanks!