Hello, I am writing this topic to hear (read) a few opinions about my condition. I think I'm in a depression right now that I can't find a way out of. I may have suffered from OCD because I cleaned a lot, or maybe because we had a dog. I have been to hospitals (psychiatric clinics) several times, my ECTs have been done. At the moment my therapy is 4 tablets of Anafranil I think of 25 mg, 5 mg of abilifay and 300 mg of depaquin chrono. What worries me: that I went to a psychiatric clinic called madness by the evil mouths, that my ECTs were done. I have to hide these two things from people all my life, even from close friends and from a future girlfriend. What worries me the most is that when I got sick I developed an incredibly strong sense of guilt expressed in the fear of causing death and I'm afraid that I did not react correctly when I saw a bare power cable, that I caused accidents, etc. I try to describe the problems relatively briefly so that someone can read what is written. I have been receiving treatment for more than 2 years now, but I still do not find meaning to live, I have no pleasures in life, I think I do not deserve to live because of what I have done, etc. To complicate the situation even more my memory is not especially good, and I'm only 26, but ECT, medication, and illness have told me the brain game I think. I am from Sofia. For the memory of yesterday I drink Akutil. Do you think there is a cure at all and what is it? Greetings! Be healthy! but I still do not find meaning to live, I have no pleasures in life, I think I do not deserve to live because of what I did, etc. To complicate the situation even more my memory is not very good, and I'm only 26, but ECT, medication, and illness told me the game of the brain, in my opinion. I am from Sofia. For the memory of yesterday I drink Akutil. Do you think there is a cure at all and what is it? Greetings! Be healthy! but I still do not find meaning to live, I have no pleasures in life, I think I do not deserve to live because of what I did, etc. To complicate the situation even more my memory is not very good, and I'm only 26, but ECT, medication, and illness told me the game of the brain, in my opinion. I am from Sofia. For the memory of yesterday I drink Akutil. Do you think there is a cure at all and what is it? Greetings! Be healthy!
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There is a cure, but not the drugs - do psychotherapy or even psychoanalysis, but the second lasts 1-2 years. See a psychologist, not a psychiatrist. Prepare money and patience. Psychotherapy will help you within 6 months and focus on acute problems today, here and now. Psychoanalysis will dig into childhood and deeper into the subconscious, but it lasts a very long time. Stop the pills, they don't help as you can see. I don't see anything shameful in your problems, I think we all have or have had similar ones at some point in our lives, but you dig a lot deeper instead of getting treated. You won't have a girlfriend in this state anyway, and the one you don't like later because of such problems in the past must be a very elementary piece and you don't need it anyway. If your relatives do not support you, but separate from them and live independently. They may also be the cause of your disorder. Most of all, learn to love yourself. People are not interested in you and whoever condemns you because you were sick alone is quite a simple and flat person. Focus on your healing, find yourself, and then you will realize that your fears were unfounded. Consult a psychologist, maybe a psychiatrist, but who can do psychoanalysis / psychotherapy and not only prescribe nahaos medication.
Don't worry, from what I've written, you're not crazy. As for the lack of desire for life, I will tell you one thing - some people dream of life, and you have decided to take yours (or to give it up, I did not express myself correctly). The latter will not be bad to write it down somewhere or stick it in your head so that you do not feel like doing nonsense. Do not give up. If you feel the need, write more often in the topic / that in the site /. Good luck. XII aka One Unknown
Take responsibility for yourself and your life, do not leave in the hands of others / doctors, pills / responsibility for your health and condition. In other words, stop relying on someone outside, someone who is not directly interested, to help you and heal you. Especially psychiatrists with their pills can only harm you. All pills destroy the body and do not eliminate the cause of the problem or condition. There is hardly a person who believes that with pills he will be cured of anything, not only mental illness. I am writing to you from personal experience and that of my relatives - I myself have experienced such severe depression for more than 15 years, maybe 20. My father was in psychiatry for the rest of his life, he had crises in which he became aggressive and rioted, he really could to kill a man. I saw how far I got with pills ... I also tried to drink them at the beginning and saw their effect ... they put them in the hole irreversibly. What can be done? First of all, realize that the body has virtually unlimited opportunities to deal with any problem, whatever it may be. Realize that your healing is only in your hands, not elsewhere. Realizing this, make a decision for yourself that you will be fine. It's called relentless intention. Once you have made that decision, it will lie in your brain and work. The disease, whatever it is, gets stuck and remains with those who at some level, albeit subconsciously, have agreed to it. Do not agree. Make a firm decision that you will eradicate this disease. From there you will find a way out. I found it and got out, you can too. For starters, you need to monitor your thinking, to observe it and think only positively. You need to consciously and purposefully force yourself to think positively, not whatever comes to mind. Movement is also very important, it releases the corresponding hormones in the brain, which we lack. You have to do physical activity and have a connection with nature - train something, walk more in the park, in the woods. If possible, eliminate and refuse anything, person or situation that causes you some kind of emotional discomfort. But again, do not seek salvation from without, salvation is in you. Once you have decided to heal and recover, you will be given methods and ways. Good luck from me. which we miss. You have to do physical activity and have a connection with nature - train something, walk more in the park, in the woods. If possible, eliminate and refuse anything, person or situation that causes you some kind of emotional discomfort. But again, do not seek salvation from without, salvation is in you. Once you have decided to heal and recover, you will be given methods and ways. Good luck from me. which we miss. You have to do physical activity and have a connection with nature - train something, walk more in the park, in the woods. If possible, eliminate and refuse anything, person or situation that causes you some kind of emotional discomfort. But again, do not seek salvation from without, salvation is in you. Once you have decided to heal and recover, you will be given methods and ways. Good luck from me.
see I can't help you because I'm only 13 years old but I'll tell you life is wonderful you only have 1 life go to a psychologist as the others say I was diagnosed with an illness last year and I was depressed by the illness I talked to the psychologist and I got better do like me go out for walks with friends you will unload so it's with me I don't know I'm small and I can't say who knows what
Come on, you'll hide! What kind of people are there in the world, and what kind of things do they do ... On the contrary, overcome it and don't tell it to people, and when necessary, admit that you had problems, and fortunately you recovered. You will talk about your personal success. I will tell you briefly, I am a 30-year-old woman, I have been on medication for 7 years, I was totally mistaken for all kinds of therapies and doctors. I roared constantly and hid from people until one day I decided to love myself-yes ... and if you want to believe, it happened right away, I started thinking about myself, saying to myself that I am not complete with these depressions anyway , at least to be a little selfish. And I stopped blaming myself. At first it was strange for my relatives, because this is a radical change, but 5 years later I am already a married woman with children, for whom depression and accusations are just a bad memory. For OCD, you also have to help yourself and it will be a lot easier for you, but for a start, start pampering yourself more. If you don't like your job, change it, if you don't like studying, change it, if you don't like food, change it. But don't give up on them, because they will get you out! And know that you can help yourself a lot, even on your own.
I am 12 years old. I suffer from chronic depression. They appear and disappear. Only I know what the hell I'm in when I'm depressed (I'm sorry now). From the side it is easy to say "take control of your life", "think positive". Alas, this is not true. There are depressions that appear for no reason, ostensibly not from an event in our lives, the biochemistry in the brain is not as it should be. Then medical treatment is needed, psychotherapy unfortunately does not help! I give myself as an example, I am a cheerful and nice person, I think positively, I can't complain about the lack of attention from women. Everything is fine and suddenly .... depression ..... out of nowhere ..... In such moments, the only thing that keeps me going is that I know it will pass. I wish you success and a speedy recovery :-)
I also have depressions caused by guilt. I did something very embarrassing at the age of 12, and now at the age of 30 it does not give me peace. How to deal with guilt.
Watch comedies and smile often. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Go out often, play sports. Start solving math problems and study poetry. I hope I helped.
@ 9. here is an anonymous place, he shared. the fly may have grown into a huge elephant. The author of the topic writes.
8, do not speak from the side. As I wrote, I have experienced severe depression for many years and the things I say here have helped me get out and I am no longer depressed. Everyone talks from personal experience about what helps him. If anyone has been helped by going to psychiatrists, psychologists and taking pills, let them know. And depression does not come suddenly out of nowhere and is not without reason. Everything has its causes, a disease never comes without a cause. Just because we don't always know the reasons doesn't mean there aren't.
until 11 I was a girl myself and as a child I masturbated on another child. Now this makes me cringe and I feel very, very bad, I can't forgive myself
Hello, writes the author of the topic ... at the moment I may feel an idea better. what i wanted to say is that it just obviously takes time for the pills to affect the nervous system, which is different at different strengths of the disease. obviously it took me so long to change things. And as long as I wrote not to call the Devil: D Greetings!
Hello! You sound like a confused person to me. Try not to dramatize so much. Ask more, but the ECG is not a test for "crazy", nor just (this cliché) crazy, go to a psychiatric clinic. You suffer from some form of guilt ... or I don't know exactly because I'm not an expert, but I actually recommend that you don't sit back and expect that a handful of pills will fix your life and problems. The psyche and its disorders are treated through face-to-face therapies. Turn to a specialist, he will help you look deeper into yourself, to take matters into your own hands ... Because life is good and it makes sense. I wish you from the bottom of my heart to discover the joy of life! Success! :)
For the ECT protocol, it is not an ECG, but electro-convulsive therapy = electro-shocks. the author!