Hello, everyone! My story is pathetic and sad. It's about education and my parents. I am 23 years old, I had an affective disorder and epilepsy for years from 9 to 22. Then a boy managed to help me stop the pills, which I have not needed for about 5 years, because I am cured. He (the boy) later turned out to be a bully, plus I didn't let him (I'm a virgin). Now I'm 23 and alone without a friend, better, but I cry from time to time mentally, I can't stand it. I want to study higher, I work, and ours and my brother too, but my father does not want to enroll me. According to him, we had loans, and these are only BGN 50 for water per year. I'm in pain, mentally shattered by drugs, going to the doctors, stressful situations, family scandals and, to top it all off, the first alleged love, which without even having sex called me "
" and beat me until I ran away ... why? :(. I'm so sick and sad that it happened to my life.
My mother wants to enroll me, even if we go, but I'm from a small town, the closest is Vratsa, but without my father's wish I don't dare He scolds his mother a lot, he accuses her of infidelity and what not ... bad words are said to each other, especially he and nowhere. The former, and ours are constantly and as if forever fighting. Life is not fair! I, a virgin, innocent and pure, have experienced so many years of nightmare and now ... My sets end, but most, sharpening their friends, using their bodies to pay I don't understand why, that's exactly what happens to me I'm beautiful, tender, vulnerable and sensitive Men look at me but I can't have a relationship without love or use someone for my higher education, it's possible. I just want to study pedagogy or pharmacy. I have an excellent diploma and diplomas from painting exhibitions. What is my vision and intellect for, as I have no support, love, partner or at least our desire to stop arguing with each other? They waste my youth and don't seem to realize it! If I don't have the right to education, I will always be with them and help them. I'm a housewife. Why don't they at least sign me up in absentia, instead of having unrealistic expectations for the expenses. I will do my best to do my homework, not go to parties and not smoke or drink. Here that my morals and virginity only seem to hurt. Every time June comes I cry because there will still be pleas, tears and pain to sign up and what in the end I was left again disappointed and AGAIN again. now I want change for so many years, BUT, alas, it will NEVER happen! The years fly by, I hope something changes! Thanks to everyone who read my story to the end and I know that you will probably judge and insult me, but be happy with me. I just wanted to share here anonymously and at least someone to give me real advice! Maybe you feel sorry for me, but this is life, not everyone has a happy childhood and a smooth education and a good friend in personal terms. I wish all of you on this site, what I did not have a childhood, love, support, happiness and most of all valuable people with whom every moment of your life is easier for you. Thanks again for your time! I just wanted to share here anonymously and at least someone to give me real advice! Maybe you feel sorry for me, but this is life, not everyone has a happy childhood and a smooth education and a good friend in personal terms. I wish all of you on this site, what I did not have a childhood, love, support, happiness and most of all valuable people with whom every moment of your life will be easier for you.
Thanks again for your time! I just wanted to share here anonymously and at least someone to give me real advice! Maybe you feel sorry for me, but this is life, not everyone has a happy childhood and a smooth education and a good friend in personal terms. I wish all of you on this site, what I did not have a childhood, love, support, happiness and most of all valuable people with whom every moment of your life will be easier for you. Thanks again for your time!
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Instead of writing another story here - this time you are a victim of your family, why don't you move out and sign up to study on your own. There is also a part-time form of education. I personally guarantee you that it is even possible to study and work regularly, because I managed to finish that way. I don't know a person whose parents enrolled them at university. From the age of 18 you can sign documents and it is your job where and how you will sign. Stop soaking at home and hold hands. If you want to learn - study, no one stops you. Tirades and self-pity will not help you with a guarantee - neither education will fall from the sky, nor your husband. Seek a psychologist this time, do not poison yourself with pills. I think you have a serious nervous disorder.
Recover girl ... You're 23. You 're big. Get a job in a big city and move out, you're not 15! You will pay for your education yourself. As long as you walked forward with the line, "Here, this morality of mine and my virginity only seems to hurt." Nobody cares about your virgin skin, but what you are capable of and what you can do to get out. You are not doing anything! It is true that your parents are not a commodity, but this is no excuse for inaction! When a person doesn't like something, he changes it!
Hello, Stop, Stop, Sit down and think - and say no. No more bad - whatever - Tell yourself you want the best for yourself. And now read what you wrote above as an Author (see how sad everything is - you don't want it anymore - then don't accept it) You sound like life has failed - NO, I DON'T dare to object to you (but to look at my peers you - I do not recommend it) YOU / you are you. Now sit down and write for yourself what you want from this life (and I advise you not to be modest. Ask a lot without worry. Write your dreams for yourself and with no one, don't share them with anyone and then read them regularly and tell yourself what you do it to achieve them The fact that you have self-respect for yourself is great, I congratulate you. What exactly is the obstacle to enroll (money or what). See where you can study Sofia-Pleven - somewhere it's time to live. No matter the love, she will come alone. When a person is confident in his abilities and desires. He shows it to the world - step by step, step by step - drop by drop. It's time for you to change. It's time to say to yourself - I CAN. You are big - you are already a wife - stop blaming yourself - stop blaming your parents too Calm down - repeat it constantly. Find a way out of the situation. Talk to your parents - I'm sure they love you - talk to them and tell them everything. Parents always want the best for us (but they think they know what is best and are willing to give it to us as they see it) - Tell them. No matter what they tell you - Come on - live. It's time for you to change. It's time to say to yourself - I CAN. You are big - you are already a wife - stop blaming yourself - stop blaming your parents too Calm down - keep repeating it. Find a way out of the situation. Talk to your parents - I'm sure they love you - talk to them and tell them everything. Parents always want the best for us (but they think they know what is best and are willing to give it to us as they see it) - Tell them. No matter what they tell you - Come on - live. It's time for you to change. It's time to say to yourself - I CAN. You are big - you are already a wife - stop blaming yourself - stop blaming your parents too Calm down - keep repeating it. Find a way out of the situation. Talk to your parents - I'm sure they love you - talk to them and tell them everything. Parents always want the best for us (but they think they know what is best and are willing to give it to us as they see it) - Tell them. No matter what they tell you - Come on - live. Parents always want the best for us (but they think they know what is best and are willing to give it to us as they see it) - Tell them. No matter what they tell you - Come on - live. Parents always want the best for us (but they think they know what is best and are willing to give it to us as they see it) - Tell them. No matter what they tell you - Come on - live.
As a 23-year-old, you have the right to make your own decisions. It is clear that you want to have a good relationship with your family, but you need to be more assertive and a little more extreme in order to have a chance to get serious attention. In a very extreme case, you may 'run away' from you. As people tell you, apply to a university with dormitories (it seems that everyone except the private ones have it) in order to have cheap accommodation. Then you don't need a very expensive job. For example, in the dormitories of Sofia University you pay between BGN 30 and 80 per month. (depending on the unit) with consumables included. That is, it is enough to have a 4-hour job or not every weekday (to be able to more successfully combine study and work). I started working all day on weekdays (ie like most people), but they let me go from work for 1-2 hours a day to lectures, which I then made up for in the evening or on Saturday. That is, it is ACHIEVABLE, you just have to have the will! M25
First, stop feeling sorry for yourself and blaming others for your own failures! At 23 you are already a BIG MAN, not a child from kindergarten! My mother at your age gave birth to her second child, had already graduated from university and started her career! You have decided to study pharmacy - great! Pack your bags, buy a ticket for 10-15 leva, arrive in Sofia. There are small private accommodations that you can pay for with a part-time job. There is a part-time study. You will meet people, most of whom are decent. My wife and I could help you if the site was not anonymous - she is a lecturer at Sofia University of Pharmacists. We have vacant housing next to Student City, which we give cheaply to students. Just look - there are certainly many more possibilities. You have the Internet - you are not in an information blackout. You MUST take your life into your own hands! If you wait and hide like that, and someone else is still to blame for what YOU did not do, your job is ruined! How many times and how many people do you have to REPEAT this in order to do it 100%?
Dear girl, I understand that you feel like you are in prison, and I would say that the comments are quite direct and intolerant, but they are somewhat true. What you can do is somehow find a job in a bigger city - try jobs. opensubtitles2 en, or contact some of your relatives or friends in another city ... there must always be someone there to help you, so little by little you can live your own life, the way you want it to be. Maybe this sounds too bold to you-but be brave-I know you have it in you :) Good luck