I can't forget my first love. She was so beautiful and at the same time scorching that more money. He left such scars in my soul that I could hardly stop seeing and remembering them. And I don't want to. I do not want to because it makes me experience everything again and again, every day spent with him, every moment of pleasure, joy, anxiety, tears and anger. I would like to take the tire and erase everything. But I can not. Why I still feel his after so many years. This feeling is endless. And it hurts terribly, it hurts when I see him, his wife and the circus playing happily married. I see that this is just a fake and is only for people. I know that in his soul he will always have a place only for me, and in mine he will be the only one for the rest of my life. But alas, we are doomed to seek solace in other imaginary loves, for no other reason, and therefore not to be alone. I will wait and hope that our paths will intertwine again one day
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Don't wait, take matters into your own hands. I have been married for 15 years and during that time I have not stopped loving the first man in my life. It was a great agony for me, but it's been over for a week. We are together again and I am happy. I met him on the street, lurked for the right moment to be alone and asked for his phone. And so the next day we saw each other, we understood each other and we are together again, the feeling that a person feels with being with the loved one next to him cannot be described in words. We are happy and I am not interested in anything else. Although I know he has a wife and a child and I have just take what he gives me and I don't think about the other. Do the same as me and I hope you are happy.
It's good that you feel such feelings, but how are you sure that his family is a farce ???? Why do you think that the fact that you once had strong feelings is valid for now ??? It is clear to you, but why are you convinced that it is the same with him ???
Not only am I convinced, but I am absolutely sure - he shares that he loves me to people who are close to me and he is sure that they will tell me.
And why did he get together with the other?