Hello, I wrote recently here but my soul does not find peace, no matter what I do, I made an appointment with a psychologist and so on so that I could have my say. I write about the girl who broke my life, and made me sink to such dark limits of my soul that I never thought I would meet, I dream of her every day, I think of her every second, I was there, but I don't think I had her. . Today she will come for her luggage, despite everything she has done, I want to do it again, I go home to live together, I can't imagine life without her, I don't see the point of existing, I stopped existing, she was pregnant and threw the baby and I secretly hope everything is a lie, whether it's a farce or a bad dream. The girl has a bad reputation, very bad friends, I'm not afraid of anyone, we were a man and a woman until recently, damn it, I didn't have to look for such reasons, I know I'm weak, and we love and suffer men. The fathers also suffer for the killed babies, so that creature deserved life, I begged her to give birth to it alone, I would look at it, I don't blame or spit on it, it was a very bad person and had no moral values, but I still burn for it, for the voice and her hands, her eyes and before her I didn't know what it was like to be with such a nasty and bad girl, I didn't want her because I wanted to, I kept myself when she was 14 she was forced to prostitute herself, separately the village where she lives is famous and she slept, with super many people today it is exactly 11 days since I put a bite in my mouth ... I know she will find happiness elsewhere I passed on my principles, I was left without friends I can't recognize myself, she also cheated on me a lot I've trampled to be with her, and I can't go to work because of my depression, she left me under the pretext that she had written me something I didn't know. I secretly hide the hope that she will come back someday, but there is no point in deluding myself, I feel nothing because she left me, she hates me, I can't spit on her, I just want to give her love and everything I have, even though I don't have much. I see her everywhere, I hear her voice and I feel her hands, I curse the day she left me I curse the day I met her I don't know what to do, today their luggage will come and she will return my engagement ring, the phone I don't want to return anything to return it herself but alas she will not do it. I totally don't see the meaning of my life .... I wish you a good day and see you soon hehe :) I can't spit on her, I just want to give her love and everything I have, even though I don't have much. I see her everywhere, I hear her voice and I feel her hands, I curse the day she left me I curse the day I met her I don't know what to do, today their luggage will come and she will also return my engagement ring, the phone I don't want to return anything to return it herself but alas she will not do it. I totally don't see the meaning of my life .... I wish you a good day and see you soon hehe :) I can't spit on her, I just want to give her love and everything I have, even though I don't have much. I see her everywhere, I hear her voice and I feel her hands, I curse the day she left me I curse the day I met her I don't know what to do, today their luggage will come and she will return my engagement ring, the phone I don't want to return anything to return it herself but alas she will not do it. I totally don't see the meaning of my life .... I wish you a good day and see you soon hehe :)
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Why do you miss this evil woman? And to come back to you, you will go through the same hell again, only this time you will lose a lot of years, nerves, money and energy on someone who stabs you right in the heart.
And I came across a naughty man whom I loved very much, but now I can only hate. I feel that after hatred will come indifference, and love is a thing of the past. And she may be with someone else, but she won't be happy. Such people are never happy, there is always something wrong with them. Dare to get rid of it, move on and do not waste your life on such people.
I know how you feel, because I experienced all these sufferings with my ex, with whom I was for almost 10 years, I went with him when I was 15 years old. And I was like he dumped me, I cried, I didn't eat, I didn't sleep, I didn't do anything. I didn't even get out of bed, I didn't pull the curtains in the room in the morning. I had no desire for anything, I almost failed my school year, I could lose my job. I would have encroached on my life, I saw no point in anything. In the end I couldn't stand it and went to a psychiatrist. This man literally saved my life, because if he hadn't seen me and prescribed me medication, I would have committed suicide the next day, I had decided. Well, I started taking my pills, I felt less bad, after a few months I felt even better. I continued with my studies and work, during the summer I traveled around Europe ... Let me just tell you that my ex is back, after a long deliberation on my part, we got together, but nothing was the same as before. It made me suffer so much then that even if I wanted to, I couldn't love him the same way. What offended me the most was that all this drama was not caused by something serious like infidelity, but by everyday nonsense and misunderstandings with his mother. Eventually we went on together for a while, but that magical feeling of love had evaporated. After a while we broke up. Then I fell in love again. What do I mean by that? Well, there is a way out of every hole, you just have to have a desire and a lot of will on your part. I have no right to judge other people, no one is perfect and everyone has problems and sorrows, sometimes he acts immorally and hurts his relatives. Still, think what good it will do you to be with someone who cheats on you regularly. Think sober, what would she bring you More happiness or more sorrow? Equally of the two? Think and make a decision. I know that when a person loves, he tends to forgive everything. But you shouldn't be a fool. If you think there is hope that it will change, try talking to her. I wish you success, whatever decision you make. And don't forget that you must first love yourself, your dignity, and only then will you be able to give full love to another person.
Brother, when she dumped me, my hair turned white, my blood pressure was 240/120, my psychological state ... I think you understand. But it passes. With me for 2 years. I just woke up one morning and my love was gone. And it was so nice. That was 30 years ago. I have fallen in love 3 more times since then, but with normal, human love, not with this madness that was the first time. 10 years ago I found the real one, so far I am with her and with her - until death do us part.