Hi, I'm a girl of 21, but unfortunately, I'm still a virgin. I'm not a mouse, but I look relatively good. I have never lacked attention, only that I grew up in a very problematic family and when I say quite problematic, I really mean a lot. My mother has always been very strange and hurt me a lot, but she has also done a lot for me, for which I will always be grateful. I can write a whole book about my "father" and still not be able to describe all the horrors he caused me. He is the greatest curse of my life and I could never forget everything he did to me. You may not believe it, but it's all true and I want to see what you think. I haven't shared this with anyone, because I'm too ashamed ... From an early age, my so-called "father" beat me a lot and punished me for all sorts, invented by him, nonsense. I never made white and I didn't provoke him, but I always took it. I don't even remember some of the beatings because I was too young, but my mother told me. Besides, "my father" is a drunkard and when he got drunk, he did various defeats, and when he sobered up, he accused me and beatings and punishments followed ... It happened that he forced me to admit something I was not guilty of, in order to stop to beat me and so I confessed many things ... He never supported me for anything and always insulted me cruelly. He kept saying that I was useless, that I was rubbish, that he called me all sorts of insults. As a child, every day after school, as soon as I got home, insults, harassment, and fights began over his fabrications. I grew up without any love and without support. I never believed in myself and over time I learned to punish and insult myself. You'll probably say, "Tighten up, girl, it's all over," but it can't happen. My psyche is totally broken, I have no self-confidence and self-belief. I just don't have the foundations on which to build my new self. They were built in childhood, and mine was ruined too early. Believe me, such tyranny cannot be overcome. I have an awful lot of complexes and problems in communication. I don't have a boyfriend and I've never had one, I don't have any friends either. In fact, I only had one girlfriend who betrayed me many times and I no longer believe in friendships between women. "My father" also reproached my appearance, although I personally and other people have not seen any problems in these areas, but this also affected me negatively. At school, too, I always had problems with my classmates because I was modest and quiet, I didn't have the opportunity to dress fashionably and have the latest phone model. As I got older (about 14), my father started sexual harassment. He stripped naked in front of me, masturbated in front of me, touched me everywhere, of course, forcibly. He kept talking to me about sex. The fight continued, the insults ... I wanted to die, all this disgusted me, I saw neither a way out nor a future. Sometimes he even messed with my vagina, that was probably the most humiliating thing, there was nothing I could do and my mother was sitting and watching. In fact, she never did anything to save me from this bastard.
My hope was in her, but I was disappointed. It wasn't until I was 15 that she rented a very cheap apartment, because she was tired of all the problems with that garbage. He didn't treat her very well either, but not as brutally as he treated me. I left immediately, and she promised to come in a few days. Well, he didn't come. She said she forgot about her promise, although I can't imagine forgetting such a promise, but anyway ... She's, to some extent, also an accomplice to that bastard. For as long as I can remember, she had sex with him in front of me, and quite openly. This, too, has always been quite difficult and disgusting to me. I look at sex as something extremely shameful, animal, disgusting, I really can't describe it to you. I'm too disgusted and I don't know how I could be with anyone and tell them that. In fact, do I have to tell him? I am terribly afraid and at the same time ashamed of being close to a man. I have no idea how I will deal with this problem and whether I will be able to at all. I feel humiliated, dirty, I am totally devastated. I had once taken my father's wine so that I could get drunk and escape from reality for a while. It was my first binge, I drank a lot and then I fell asleep. When I woke up, my father told me I was ... remember. I will never forget that either. I don't believe it happened, because I should have woken up if there had been something like that, or there were traces ... I still have doubts to this day, and I can't forget his words. I still can't believe that such a big bastard is "my father". How the hell did I deserve it ??? When I lived in the apartment, I was not happy either. It was very miserable, there was moisture and ugliness that I was very afraid of. I was alone - that was the hardest part. Besides, I didn't have heating for the winter, just a "blower" stove that didn't heat that crib at all, but I am still grateful for that.
My mother paid for everything and I appreciated that. I also worked here - there in the black until I turned 18. At one time I was a waitress in a small tavern. There I met a man with whom I felt the chemistry as soon as we met. I later found out that he did too. We went out a few times, I immediately became very attached to him. Sex never came because I didn't want to, and I later learned that he had a wife and a small child. Our difference was 12 years. Contrary to my principles, I was not angry with him for hiding. I was already attached to him and I was afraid of losing him. I couldn't explain my feelings for him, but I definitely knew I wanted to see him, but I also knew I didn't want to be his mistress and break up his family. It seemed like a marriage to me, according to interests, I never understood, but still. Now I realize that I was looking for the father I never had. There was no sex, and he obviously wanted to. In the end, he dumped me just like that, without any explanation, without even a "goodbye". He stopped replying to my messages and didn't look for me again. I suffered a lot, cried and blamed myself for losing him, but that too passed with time, albeit slowly. I can't call my next "loves" loves, so they are in quotes. I liked secretly or already busy or living far away, with whom we just wrote to each other, but I was always very attached and after all I bathed in tears and self-pity. (The end came when I said I didn't want sex right away)
After a while I started dating a very nice boy, but I also hit a rock with him. When he was refused, he immediately refused. He quickly found another and forgot about me. I kept comparing myself to her and wondered what surpassed me. She was a little thinner than me, I wasn't fat, but I had to lose weight to get it back. At least that's what I thought then. I started frantic training and starvation. I lived to lose weight - literally. I was interested in nothing but losing weight and getting my boy back. As you may have guessed, I developed anorexia. I worked out in the gym for two hours every day, and until I did, I didn't stop, no matter how tired I was. I hardly ate, and even after a little eating, I felt terribly guilty and cried. I kept telling myself that I was weak, fat, without will. I was constantly thinking about my weight and cursing myself for being born. I drank all sorts of crap to lose weight - cinnamon, supplements, even vinegar. And regularly. I hated every part of my body, I hated training, I hated my life. I can hardly describe how I felt. The pain was unbearable, I swear. I have also thought many times about ending my life. My life was a life of force ... I once drank a whole bottle of vinegar, on vacation, of course. This was followed by brutal vomiting, and I promised myself never to do it again, but it soon got worse. I decided I wanted to die and stopped eating altogether. I lived on only one coffee a day and nothing else. So I spent about a month. The sight of others was poignant, but I liked myself and felt good, except for the helplessness of doing daily activities. I could only walk, and slowly. My face was emaciated, my ribs were reading, my stomach was sunken, my thighs were as big as my calves, but the important thing for me was that my dream of being weak came true and I lied to everyone that I didn't feel like eating.
A little later, helplessness increased, and hellish pain began in the ribs and stomach. I took measures and little by little I started to eat again, but with the food I started to have bloating and heartburn. After a while the latter passed, but the swelling did not disappear and I decided that this time I would not give up and I would starve to death. I threw away all the food and had another coffee a day. This time I was determined that I was really giving up on life. I continued starving for a month and a half. My mother was very scared and begged me to eat something, but I was adamant. She had secretly made an appointment with me for a psychiatrist. I was adamantly against it, but she insisted and said we would just talk. I agreed. He asked me all kinds of questions, I didn't answer and I just cried - he asked very personal things. I felt like salt was pouring into my wounds. I quickly gave it up and he prescribed me 3 types of medication, understand antidepressants. To my great regret, my mother convinced me to drink them. Even after the first reception in the evening, in the morning I felt inexplicable euphoria. The anger and bad thoughts were gone, I was a new person, so I kept drinking them. Under their influence, they convinced me to start eating again, and that's what happened. Soon after, I gained a lot of weight and didn't eat much. It turned out to be because of the antidepressants. I, the fool, did not check before I started, and no one warned me. They ruined my figure. I was very angry and stopped them. However, I lost a lot of weight and ruined my metabolism. Do not take antidepressants! Never! You will be very sorry! In time I recovered, I stopped starving, so I had promised myself this time. I started eating, with the idea to drink laxatives - they get a lot of water out of the body and help lose weight. My stomach hurt terribly from them, but I didn't stop. I had to choose between pain and hunger. I chose the first one. I drank every night and went to the toilet several times.
Good, but I had to spend a lot of money on pills, and it hurt a lot! Well, I switched to English salt, it is terribly bitter and I vomit from it, but my stomach does not hurt and it clears everything well ... 4 years have passed since then and I still drink it. It is very harmful, but I have no other choice. I have problems with peristalsis that four doctors could not solve and I gave up. I'm very bothered by her drinking, but I can't stop. I still feel guilty after eating and I can't overcome the disease, even though it doesn't look obvious and I'm hiding from everyone. To this day, I am very sensitive, closed, silent. I can't make friends or relationships. I am terribly lonely and have been trying to beat the disease for more than four years. My father does not regret anything and continues to drink, and my mother, as always, pretends that nothing happened. And as for the men in my life, only rubbish sticks to me. I try to prove myself, to detain someone, but it doesn't work ... They promise something, and as soon as they see that I don't want to jump into their bed right away, they give up. My dream is just to be with someone to love and support, nothing excites me anymore. I am desperate, help me with advice! I long for love, and those around me are only interested in sex. Would you guys get engaged to a girl like me? Anyway, what do you think? My father does not regret anything and continues to drink, and my mother, as always, pretends that nothing happened.
And as for the men in my life, only rubbish sticks to me. I try to prove myself, to detain someone, but it doesn't work ... They promise something, and as soon as they see that I don't want to jump into their bed right away, they give up. My dream is just to be with someone to love and support, nothing excites me anymore. I am desperate, help me with advice! I long for love, and those around me are only interested in sex. Would you guys get engaged to a girl like me? Anyway, what do you think? My father does not regret anything and continues to drink, and my mother, as always, pretends that nothing happened. And as for the men in my life, only rubbish sticks to me. I try to prove myself, to detain someone, but it doesn't work ... They promise something, and as soon as they see that I don't want to jump into their bed right away, they give up. My dream is just to be with someone to love and support, nothing excites me anymore. I am desperate, help me with advice! I long for love, and those around me are only interested in sex. Would you guys get engaged to a girl like me? Anyway, what do you think? My dream is just to be with someone to love and support, nothing excites me anymore. I am desperate, help me with advice! I long for love, and those around me are only interested in sex. Would you guys get engaged to a girl like me? Anyway, what do you think?
My dream is just to be with someone to love and support, nothing excites me anymore. I am desperate, help me with advice! I long for love, and those around me are only interested in sex. Would you guys get engaged to a girl like me? Anyway, what do you think?
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Hello! First of all, my recommendation is to actually visit not once a psychologist / psychotherapist, who does not prescribe you medication, but with whom you can comment on your whole life. You would receive the most adequate help from such a person, who challenges you to experience the bad things, to make sense of them and to overcome them. You were very unlucky and I don't think you can do it alone. Otherwise, I was raped at the age of 14, I also come from a naughty family and I am relatively an outsider. I shared that I was raped in front of men, if necessary. If the situation is appropriate, if I consider it appropriate and if the person is correct and I trust him. Otherwise I didn't have to. I have met men who in no way vaguely reminded me of the night in question - I have never met them again. Such encounters lead to spectacular degradation in overcoming trauma, even as isolated cases. My father also drank a lot, at this stage it still continues. The consequences are that I don't hold men who drink a lot in my life. I have had cases in which the man explains to me that he generally does not drink, and every night when I am with them he pours himself. I have had cases where a person tells me that hard alcohol does not lick, but it turns out that there is no problem at the expense of driving a car after 2 liters of beer. I just told them we were done. In fact, anything that reminded me of my father or rape is removed from my life without hesitation. It's good to share and experience with a psychologist, but in your life everything that tells you about a nightmare makes you degrade if you have recovered even a little. From then on, not all men just look for sex. I have had cases where with a mature man we are like students and holding hands, just hugging and kissing for months. What I explain at the beginning is that it is very important for me to establish a mental and emotional connection before we have sexual contact and I have always asked them to wait for me to initiate something more than just kisses, hugs, etc. Who does not suits, you immediately understand. There are those who were just angry when I told them - respectively, we did not go out anymore. As a matter of fact, I haven't had a long-term relationship, and I'm currently without a boyfriend, so I don't know to what extent my tactics work, but they make me feel good and comfortable, not to get depressed and everything is exactly. Better alone than badly accompanied. : -) As for friends - you need a job in a small team, to visit a club outside of work - sports, dance, art. I am generally an outsider, but at school I still had a girlfriend, in the neighborhood I currently have a girlfriend, I have a lot of social contacts and acquaintances, with whom I could also comment on some things. It's nice to get a pet if you like. I have both a dog and a cat, which at times are always by your side and although they are not human beings they can lift your spirits simply because they exist. Because it makes sense to go home, because someone is waiting for you, because someone needs you. This basically teaches you to truly love. I couldn't love until I took my dog 3 years ago and suffered a lot of failures in love.
What you have experienced is terrible and everyone in your place would fall into your situation. It is important to understand that you have the power to change things. Now. In this moment. Nevertheless. The point is to realize that change must start with you. The things that have happened to you have built you a gloomy idea of the world and of yourself. I would advise you to look for a quality psychologist. From those who do not prescribe drugs and will not immediately make you talk about personal things, but will gradually build a relationship of trust. In my opinion, the right psychologist will help you look at things from a different angle and give you a head start in the right direction. I advise you not to deal with men for now. More or less, women build an image with the relationships with men from our fathers. You need to change yours first. Its possible! But you will have to make an effort and work in this direction. It's worth it, though! Life has many good sides that are worth seeing. Fight for! You can! G30
I think you have suffered a lot from the lack of love and everyone in your life has used them to their advantage and you have reached depression and despair. Don't be angry with all kinds of men in this world, but not everyone is like your father and those who left you when you refused sex. Sex is a good thing, but it's not everything in this world. I know you're pretty hurt and your life is hell, but be strong. Georgi 31
The heroine, like the author, needs a good PSYCHIATRIST, not a psychologist.
And all this because of a leshper? I have no words.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart, everyone, for your support and for taking the time to read my story! Appreciate, really! I wish you success with your deeds and a merry welcome to 2019!
I think you're trying to impose yourself on your partner, maybe subconsciously. She worries that they won't "try" you and run away, but many women have been through this. A man accustomed to sex will not take seriously a woman-girl who is taken but not given to him, but at the same time tries to blackmail him, it is very annoying. Or that you tried to lose weight without being fat, the change is only worth it for a person who knows who you are and wants you for who you are. You are still very young, my father cursed me in front of my friends, and my colleagues and relatives as a child and teenager, it's all about alcohol. But I changed a lot when I left, when you grow up you realize things more clearly. Keep in mind that in many families such things happen, not just me, you or that one. And I'm drinking right now, besides, you need a lot of intimacy.
The author needs a man who is romantic. It will be easiest to create a profile on a dating site because it is easy to understand people looking only for sex.
From the author Another question that bothers me a lot is when I find someone serious, should I share all this with him or is it better to grit my teeth and keep quiet? Surely my worries would be evident when it came time for sex ... I am very, very confused and scared. I'm afraid of being abandoned again.
Hello! While reading your story, I cried - I am terribly sorry for everything that happened to you. "Men" like your "father" don't have to live, they're complete freaks. I don't know how I would help you, but if I knew you personally, yes, I would get to know you, I would give you a chance. In my opinion, you need a specialist to whom you can pour your whole life, like us here, and make it easier for you. I also agree with the above comments. I sincerely wish you all the best, because you have suffered too much and you deserve happiness. Good luck and hugs!
You were unlucky, there will always be consequences from your bad life. Think about judging your father, he deserves prison. Retribution will come or he will die suddenly, because of alcohol, or when he becomes helpless and grows old, don't help him, leave this dog in torment! I am a man of 34 and with a child from a relationship that lasted over 10 years. If I find you, I would certainly like you and give you love and warmth, precisely because you are good and have suffered. If a man shows reason and patience, he will be satisfied. I guess if you love someone sacred, you will be able to have sex with him. Whether you are weak is not from stamp3 in abv fundamental sense, a decent man is looking for a meek woman, to love, to cuddle, to cook and to be caring, to have sex too. The reason is that very few women remain weak all their lives, giving birth and becoming over 40, few remain weak. If you can change environments and go to another city and country, never look for your parents. As they get older, they will regret their mistakes.
I don't think the story is real or at least not yours, maybe some parts ... you don't write as a person who shares, but who invents as if it were a story of a bystander. Such a difficult story with such well-chosen words ... It hasn't been many years that it has been realized and experienced. I'm sorry, I don't believe you, I don't understand what sharing fictional stories on this site gives you.
Hi, I'm a 20 year old girl and I'm also a virgin. Your story is very close to my personal life - my father is also a drunkard and imposed domestic harassment on me and my mother. This is a serious sign in my life and it is difficult for me to write it even anonymously, so I will not go into details, I am convinced that you know what I went through .. I also do not have much experience with boys precisely because of the situations in my family. I am closed in on myself and this affects me a lot in everything I do - whether it is a love affair. Like you, I always come across boys who are only looking for carnal emotions, but we must be reasonable in such moments! We need love that we are deprived of all our lives! That is why we must look for it, and not fall foolishly into someone's hands, who will take advantage of us and will not reward us with the happiness we need and deserve! Do not give up! There are many values guys, not all are idiots! One of these guys is just for you, it will help you cope with the experience, because it really takes time and learn to love ...
What you have experienced over the years has made you look bad and sad look at the world, but don't! Be smiling, cheerful, do not lose heart! Be strong!!! Everything should come with time, do not hurry, wait for your moment, but do NOT make hasty mistakes, please! You deserve the real thing in this life, don't stop repeating it every day, even if that day has been terrible for you! Never dare to say to yourself that you should not be in this world and think of causing yourself something from which there is no going back! You are young, you have to start a family - to raise children, to shower them with all the love you have kept over the years, because I myself know that you want to cling to someone now and stay hugged for a long time - this is due to the fact that you have never been allowed to love because you have never felt love from anyone before. My advice is to wait and not give up. Seek happiness, girl! The past will always haunt you, you will always have bitterness in your mouth ... But you deserve much more and you have to get it from someone valuable. Free your heart and look only for people who will make you happy! that you have never been allowed to love because you have never felt love from anyone before. My advice is to wait and not give up. Seek happiness, girl! The past will always haunt you, you will always have bitterness in your mouth ... But you deserve much more and you have to get it from someone valuable. Free your heart and look only for people who will make you happy! that you have never been allowed to love because you have never felt love from anyone before. My advice is to wait and not give up. Seek happiness, girl! The past will always haunt you, you will always have bitterness in your mouth ... But you deserve much more and you have to get it from someone valuable. Free your heart and look only for people who will make you happy!
Psychiatrists prescribe drugs that are damn harmful and totally ruin your health.
What are these fake comments? Was she strong? She could? The girl wants a normal answer, not learned clichés .. Well, author, what can I tell you .. This is life. He and I want a woman who doesn't think only about sex and profit, but ... About your past, fuck it, stay there - you can't change anything, so don't think about it. I hope you meet someone more decent, I really wish it on you (as long as you don't lie to us). Come on, I hope this year is better for you: p
Thank you, number 15, I wish you a real and loving woman! I'm not lying about anything, I haven't even shared everything, because it would be too long a story. I wouldn't benefit from lies, just a waste of time.
Yes, you complain that everyone only wants sex and you mention at the beginning that you are a virgin. Obviously the topic is fake, you are not interested in anything but money. Stop posting such topics, no one cares about them or cares. Enroll in a psychiatrist not a psychologist.
I would give you love and understanding just to make you feel better. It is a pity that this cannot happen. You will meet the one who will make you happy, sooner or later.
I'm one of those guys I would wait as long as I had to. Even what the hell to wait for, this is not my priority at all. Yes, I love sex, but it must be due to feelings. I wouldn't even press her if I found out she was smaller and wanted to wait. However, I have 1 friend who wants love and a serious relationship and women only use him and make fun of him because he was very nice, they even call him a woman. He is always punctual at meetings, buys gifts, makes compliments. In general, it is given to the last and only one girl is interested ... but they take advantage of the kindness and do it to the monkey. They cheat on him and he suffers humiliation, forgives and finally dumps him again. You are a real hit for someone who is really looking for a decent girl for marriage. For example, I prefer one like you instead of one who has been with 10 people and is interested in an attractive lifestyle. You don't need a psychologist. You need love and understanding that only your spouse and friends can give you. Unfortunately you don't. I know how it is. Otherwise, does anyone want sex for you in the beginning ... run away !!! From the experience of a divorced woman, I know that men over 30 think only about sex and do not care about relationships because they are tired. They played. Married people are looking for variety and don't get involved at all.
Thanks for everyone's support! ❤❤❤ Number 7, I didn't try to impose myself, I even tried to comply with those I had feelings for, but they kept pushing me for sex and, of course, it was over. And, yes, I'm dying for intimacy, but I have no one to get close to. I live in a small town, there are almost no young people, and I am very, very closed. I don't know how to make contacts at all. Maybe I'm a hopeless case. Who wants to believe, who does not want, do not do it. The story is absolutely real and I wouldn't waste my time writing fiction, I just don't see the point. Number 12, some people have such difficult stories, yes. How exactly do the people they invent write? And why does it take many years to realize everything? It is obvious that you have not gone through such trials and I hope you never have to. I have shared the story in order to pour out my soul and read the opinions of people who have gone through a similar journey. Number 18, how do you make money writing fiction on anonymous profiles? And why do you think the story is "obviously" fake? I don't understand why every second or third story you write is made up. Who would waste their time in this ridiculous way ??? If you can't help it, don't interfere. Don't waste your time writing or mine reading.
Number 21, at the beginning you write on behalf of a boy, and at the end you write on behalf of a divorced woman. • _ • Last?
<21> Please specify what gender you are;)) "I'm one of the guys I would wait as long as necessary." ... "From the experience of a divorced woman, I know that men over 30 think only about sex and they don't care about relationships because they are tired."
Author, I'm 11. I am from Sofia and I am a decent, good person. In my previous comment I left one thing for you, please read it very carefully.
Numbers 23 and 24, don't you understand that 21 and the author are the same person. She is so fascinated that she forgets when she writes as an author and when as a commentator.
At 22- "I don't understand why every second or third story you write is made up ..." Because we are not idiots was the author. Half of the topics and comments on them are yours. At least think of them as people. My father raped me, but unfortunately I'm a virgin, my father was messing with my mother's vagina (only a sick person can make it up), after 2.5 months only for coffee my mother took me to a psychiatrist (did she take you out of the cemetery, or from the morgue) and other and other nonsense. You write when we can't help but interfere. Well, we help those who are still tied to fabrications - rule number one on the site.
I'm 21 where you can't understand me lol. I wanted to say that I learned from the experience of a woman who is divorced, ostensibly from the experience of a divorced woman's speech. but that you are: D How is the mood people? are to write that even without you I have nothing to do hahaha
It is extremely unfortunate how many arrogant and blinded people there are even here. It's too unfortunate even. 27, you missed a lot of what I wrote, but anyway ... I was completely expecting such useless comments as yours. If you don't believe, why do you write at all? People, open your eyes and hearts. Read more. See what's happening in the world. Judging by your way of thinking, I think you'll be amazed at what happens and what people breathe the same air as you. Read about graphomania, it won't hurt you.
27, you claim that you are not an idiot, but the content of your comment, indirectly, says the exact opposite! Read my story again, then read your mini essay, and I hope you see what I'm talking about. Let me tell you a little - what you wrote has absolutely nothing to do with what I wrote. And, indeed, read about graphomania, but without missing lines, as here. :) You will find it interesting, I hope. The author
The author, you really are a psychiatrist. A normal person would not write such things about his mother and father, nor would he accuse others of graphomania, since he himself is a graphomaniac squared. Therefore, whether others are an idiot, let others judge.
Number 11, I read your comment a long time ago. Which part should I emphasize? I hope it's not the one with the trial. However, I would not do it, and we all know how our judicial system works
32, again spoke very unprepared, as I expected. Who are you to say where I am and what I am ?! Do you know me? Do you know how psychiatrists work? No, right? Read. And I didn't accuse you of graphomania, I just gave you an idea to read. That you have recognized him / her as such is something else. :) Why not write about my mother and father? I will write about whatever I want. The site is for sharing, if you haven't figured it out yet. It is best not to start verbal battles for which, more than obvious, you do not have the necessary intellectual resources to win. You only expose yourself further. If he doesn't tell you the subject, just leave. It's fast, easy and painless, and it's free. :) Try it. I wish you success! The author
Author, did you read the whole comment 11 ??? !!! The man gave you a chance for personal contact, I just do not understand how it is possible to be so reckless? I'm saddened by your story, I hope you get your life in order, and you have a lot to learn! Success!
35, I read it, I'm not reckless, but we know we can't make contact. Unfortunately, no personal data is published here
37, after the 80's hints from different people I will write to you that the person HAS ALREADY written his e-mail almost DIRECTLY. I can't be clearer than that. Either you don't read, or you heat up very, very slowly. Read 11 again, but with the mental activity that it is difficult for you to give the last one.
11, how do you know that in the old days will regret? Or are you just guessing? I ask because I have another case with my father and my grandmother told me that one day he would regret it. I'm not the author.
Honestly, number 38, every day I thank fate for what I have won and for what I am. Most of all, I am grateful that, despite everything I have experienced, I have not become as simple and evil as I am here. Upbringing, for example, has also always been important to me and always will be, but because of people like you, sometimes I have to forget that I have one. I'll tell you in plain text, I don't waste any more time with congested people. First - my mental activity is working at full speed, I cope with all my daily activities more than great. For reference - study and work. In my free time I learn a second foreign language. Second - my question was asked to number 11. You in the role of what / what do you appear to be interfering so ruthlessly? When you start reading comments, read them all and make sense if you have anything to do with it. Pay special attention to detail. There you can find out what I mean, but you can hardly handle it. As for you, it will be difficult. And third, I didn't ask for your opinion, if this literal nonsense can be called that at all. Before opening the topic of mental activities, make sure that you have them, but it is obvious that you do not. Reading your comment, I can clearly see how arrogant and hollow a creature you are, trying to prove theories through long-worn jokes. You demonstrate the level of "Australopithecus", and you believe that you are smart ... There are people like you everywhere, you can't stand out from the crowd with anything, and people are looking for something different, remember it. Probably, you also have complexes, that's why you decided to "venture" in anonymous sites, right? It hurts, I guess. I am very grateful that I am not part of your huge class. Try using your head for more than just blabbering. Also work on your upbringing, it will be of great benefit to you. Getting an education is also a very good idea. And most importantly - be careful not to choke on your own poison. When I look, you have a lot more. Sorry for the nice site, you ruined it. I will no longer waste my time reading your nonsense. May God protect the people I love from those who have stopped me!
№11 wrote your name in the e-mail to abv to contact him. Just read it carefully.
Abe, you don't hope for this author! She was crushed by life, harassed by her father, half starved to death, and what energy did she get to write comment after comment ?! And aggressive, yes!
Author, what question, what upbringing? The person (number 11) wrote an e-mail, and you write "we know that there is no way to make contact. No personal data is published here". Instead of being offended by nonsense, read the number 11 again for the fifth time until it has been deleted, but with even more mental activity. I'm stupid, I'm stupid, but ...
If she was aggressive, I would be in her place too ... So this n11, what are you exposing yourself to, dude? You don't know her or anything, and now you promise her love ... egati hahoto. Author, don't get too attached to these individuals.
That's right, number 49. Number 11, apparently people like you already and the abused women reject them. Learn to cook for yourself.
Author, I saw that you ask in the comments whether to share your story with your future friend .. Well, my answer is no - do not or you will regret it. There are many men like n11 and when they see a woman who has had a naughty past (victim of naughty people) they cling to her, imagining that she will perceive them as a knight on a white horse. " , only when your relationship becomes serious do you share these things.
I'm 11! Answer to №49 - Not that I promise love, but I am a decent person, the author has suffered a lot, I also in my childhood, I am happy and looking for good people, and even a friendship is a good thing. Answer to №50 - You make quick and unproven conclusions that someone has rejected me, in which there is nothing wrong in principle and that I can not cook. I lived almost alone as a child, now I look after my child almost alone, I cook, clean and look after a child without any problems, I have good financial opportunities and a good education, there is an interest in me from the female class. Unfortunately, in my hometown of Sofia, most women only strive for new clothes, stones, currency, cars and excursions. I am looking for a modest and good girl. You don't know me to say "people like you", what? - educated, with a prestigious job, caring parents? To the author: I left you my e-mail hoping to contact me, I thought she was a gentle and modest girl, I was hoping for friendship or why not something more. Good luck if you can break away from your environment.
From №11 to №44 I think so because I have seen such cases, one such is my father, before he was like a beast, he did not care much for me, now as he gets older he only looks for me and even helps me with various things. Otherwise, I think that as a person gets older, he feels helpless and scared, he begins to see things differently. For example, why did I treat her like that, now we could be close, help each other, especially as a young person he feels strong and carefree, as you get older it is different in my opinion.
I'm 44, thanks for the answer to 11. Author, 38 doesn't bother at all, nor do the others who write to you that 11 gave you the email, you just understand it in 1 way. There really is no other way to explain it to you. Otherwise, it's hard for me to believe this story, maybe ... because I just can't figure out what "father" is the one who joked with you. But I also can't accept your mother, she has no character, so she couldn't help you with anything more. Take care of yourself, you can find a decent friend to share this whole disgusting story with, he will relieve you more or less, believe me. But you still know and I really wish you success like the others.
What naive people are here is not true.
And the ones where you always write under various topics that they are fictional, where are you so sure? You do not know the author, nor are you aware of her life, nor anything. It is absolutely idiotic to label "truth" or "fiction" a story you have no idea about. Maybe you make up stories and judging by yourself, you think that others do, but not everyone is like you. 'Come on, good health!