A year ago I met a boy ... then I was 16 and for the first time in my life I felt attracted to a member of the opposite sex. I had already begun to think I was wrong or a lesbian. When I saw him my hands were shaking, my knees were softening, my stomach was turning and my head was immediately emptying .... later I started sleeping with him because he let me know that this was the only way I could somehow to be around him, and I wanted to be with him every second. He was my first. He used me as a sex toy, he didn't even want to go out for coffee with me. He was looking for me once a week just for sex ... at some point I got tired of being used that way and I backed away. He has a bad reputation all over the city, I know it's easy, it's interesting that it's not worth it, I know it's different during the day, constantly various friends spot him and hurry to tell me that they saw him with another one. I know it's trampling me, I know it's rubbish and yet for a year and 2 months I'm not like before. I am very sick that he does not respect me for anything, that most of the time he does not remember that I exist and that he treats me like a sex doll without feelings and emotions, I went out with 3 other boys after that and with all I stopped contact after less than month ... I have the feeling that I will never break away from this man, and he can only ruin me.
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Her head is up. You have to forget about this mold once and for all and stop humiliating yourself so much, it's like you're a second-hand person!
There is a song by Emil Dimitrov "No one can take away my love from people" We do not love the greyhound, because of them, but because we are like that. Our own love makes us happy. ------------ I'm in the same drama right now. I haven't stopped drinking for 6 months. And if she says something to me, it is to insult or humiliate me. I'm not offended, I'm just asking her to separate as adults. But she's afraid to see me. There are no eyes with which to do it, there is no love to give me back and to separate as adults, and we lived 2 years back. He built an artificial image of me, went back to his shell, and now he's spitting the image out of there. This is very convenient. When we love someone and he cannot return, but has a conscience, he begins to hate us in return. I have a friend who recently got married and yesterday he told me only one thing, which made me very relieved.