About a month ago I called the doctor with a complaint of depressed mood. And here and there you should not do research. I didn't do myself much to prevent a doctor from having to leave. The next day, figured each other out. But I think what they told me was wrong. how could i go, depression. It is better to live in depression than to start a hospital life. After I had time and thought enough about everything, in fact, I suddenly got a disease, I will not pronounce it. I don't think so. But it can explain the nausea, the dizziness, maybe the depressed mood for months. I choose not to delve into this. I did not tell the relatives. Today I managed to part with my husband with a lot of pain. Life in hospitals and a life that involves the surrounding 10 people with their whole lives in a meaningless struggle, I can't call life to last even for a day. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. To see the hope not fade in the eyes of my loved ones, to run out of crazy money, time and to have the suffering of those who do not want to suffer every day. No. I want to react my way. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. I will not tell anyone. Nor will I be buried from tomorrow in hospital life until the end of primary. For me there is this spring, there are the little joys in everyday life, there is the peace of the family. Only he is not there, but I will not involve him in this. So to take his life with me from where people do not return. He is a fanatic, I have no other way to keep him away. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision. No one else will catch that there is something that is not as before. This is my choice and I am more than sure that this is the right decision.
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What you are doing is wrong because you have ruined your husband's life anyway by telling him that you are leaving him and you do not know what people in extreme situations are capable of and he is sure that he will help you. Seek the opinion of at least three doctors in the best hospitals regarding the possible physical illness. There is no pointless struggle, especially when it comes to your own life. This is the most important battle
There are no crazy people. There are reviewed and unreviewed, but everyone is strange, everyone sometimes goes through a little depression or spring fatigue. I am against prescribing any strong antidepressants and medications, for me this is not right, unless it is a more serious mental illness. Then, alas, one needs to be examined and follow the advice of doctors, because otherwise one cannot live fully. It is wrong to be silent in front of relatives. Sharing helps, people help other people when they know there is a problem. Don't push anyone away. Take care of yourself, at least with visits to a psychologist, if not, at least let your relatives know that you are going through something difficult. You don't have to do it on a big question, you don't have to dramatize, but explain that you don't feel well and that you have to take some action. Take a necessary and well-deserved rest, spend a little money for a weekend in a hotel with someone close and do what is necessary to make you feel better. You are depressed, it does not end your life, it does not make you a second category person and it does not mean that you will have a hospital life. It means you have to take care of yourself.