I love two men, but I haven't been with either. One is my first love, the most beautiful man I have ever seen in the world, but he can choose from many girls, and the other is the warmest and most passionate man I know, but he is very far from me. I have a pain from my past that prevents me from relaxing with anyone, but I want to be with a man who loves me and we do it tenderly. The tension around my exam commitments makes me suffer. They do not study and do not understand me as I am serious with the teachings .. And since I have not been with anyone yet, I can only love them .. I dreamed of behaving romantically and tenderly, and neither of them invited me to date ... although the other boy is very far away at the moment, but they both wanted sex, but I wanted things to be gentle and otherwise ... I don't know what to do ...
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Well, as long as you have such imaginary "requirements", you will sit alone and only dream ... If things in life always happened as we imagine them - eh-eh-eh! everyone would be happy! And that - 95% are unhappy. Why? To leave you, I could tell you that you are very tender, sensitive, romantic, etc. (probably this is the light in which you see yourself), but to save the nonsense, I will write it in plain text - you are very naive, inexperienced and live with an awful lot of self-delusions that you will have (probably painful) to overcome in your life. Romance is not where you look for it and the way you do it! Nor is anyone guilty of anything, or has not done for you something that "should" have done ...
to tell you the truth, neither of you is for you, you want to bring them together but it can't happen and they both just want sex and you want things to be different, my advice is to listen to your heart, but in my opinion neither one of the two is not for you
I understand how you feel, but I can't give you advice ... I need one myself :(