Hello, I'm writing here for the first time, but I can't think of anywhere else, nor can I tell a friend, so I'll tell you what's going on in my life and why I'm not sure. At the age of 14 I began to doubt my orientation because I had 1 boyfriend in my life who as it was called was a children's theater I always liked men or boys (I don't know how to write) with a nice body or face and I really wanted to be with someone like that on the part of the girls whatever I like and they know me pretty well never want to be with me for some reason I can think I'm not like the others with a nice body or face there are girls in the class who they find it nice but I don't know I don't have any self-confidence, I'm hunched over, but I'm trying to get better in any way but I still don't get weak, I know that if I had a boyfriend I wouldn't be able to defend him.
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Do not rush with suicidal thoughts. There is not so much drama. You can only be homosexual if you really turn your fantasies into reality, ie you have to have homosexual sex in order to be able to say that you are gay. You don't do it! Human consciousness and sexuality realize countless different types of fantasies. Just because of your fantasies, you can't and shouldn't be classified as homo-, bi-, or heterosexual. The important thing is what happens in reality and how exactly you experience your sexuality. Many people (much more than they admit) have homosexual fantasies, but do not experience them. That doesn't make them homosexual. My advice is to calm down a bit. There is time for sex, you are not too old. Work on yourself, growing and maturing. Read, play sports, get together with friends, find a hobby. When hormones stop raging in your body,
I don't understand what your question is, but anyway. If you doubt your sexuality ... I would too, and I've always known it. If you get aroused by watching gay porn and girls, you're probably like that. Wait until you grow up, don't experiment with a teacher, because here you see that someone has found out that you have homosexual tendencies and you will be eaten by mockery alive, unless you meet someone you trust. I so waited until university and now I'm perfect. At university, people are a little bit even more open and find someone who likes you for who you are is much more likely. Don't despair, life is in front of you. We just live in a crazy time, in which if you didn't do it before your 18th birthday, then you're slow and dead. There is nothing wrong with losing your virginity after that.
I see a problem - you need physical activity to improve your figure. You will need more energy to straighten your posture. being thin, you get tired quickly and relax (hunch over). Do chest opening exercises combined with breathing exercises. Hang and / or gather on a lever, lean back with outstretched arms, circles with arms, combined squats and stretches when standing up, arms at the nape of the neck turning left and right. Search the Internet for special exercises to treat distortions. Train carefully, you do not need injuries. Check your food to see if you are getting enough nutrients for your physical development. Reduce the checks, no matter how weak you are, you don't have to waste energy. You best judge what you are by what draws you. Bear in mind, that in professional porn movies and videos things can look much better than they really are. A relationship with a man or a woman is much more extensive than sex and having a good time.
I think you have a lot of free time;) Nobody can say what you are. If you are so interested, try a man and you will find out for yourself whether you are or not. And the smart one ... then the blonde one;)
Dude, it's not bad to be, three or four sexual, but it's not good to write one sentence in 10 lines and without punctuation. Lie down over the lessons and correct your spelling, you have a lifetime to find your partner.