The story is short: My brother has been annoying me my whole life. My father hit him to stop, because this child is really annoying. But I laughed. I was just grinning. I think my brother really deserved it, but I know that laughing at someone else's pain is anything but normal. I don't think I'm really sorry about that ... I rather feel bad because I know it's not normal at all. I don't want advice, I wouldn't refuse, but I'm not writing this because I want to know what to do. I just want to share because it will eat me up for a long time. I don't hate my brother, well, maybe a little, but I don't want him to get hurt. Or so I think ... Actually, I'm only going to ask you one thing. Do you think that my laughter was due to my anger towards my brother, or is something really wrong with me and I should consult a psychologist? Although I have a slight problem - I don't admit things, even in front of you. For example: I refuse to believe that I have strange habits. I know it, but I refuse to admit it, I'm just looking for an excuse for my actions (I don't kill dogs, don't worry). I wonder if I will really be honest with the psychologist or try to be normal to feel good. Anyway, after sharing I feel more relieved. If it matters, I'm 14, so I might be spoiled, I know.
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Hmm .. I don't know what's wrong with you, but from what I read and understood I'm overwhelmed that at least you have a conscience towards your brother and this proves that you more or less care about him. And you are still at such an age that everything around you looks funny. Apparently he is younger than you, it is normal for him to ask for your attention or to do what you do ... To follow you and not leave you alone. If so ... I want you to know that this is normal and you have to love him a lot, because he supports you, admires you and more or less wants to be like you. I don't know what your parents are saying about this.
I think that if you go to a psychologist, you will turn out to be abnormal in front of him, and not the other way around. And there is a possibility that you will come across someone who will make you crazy, because she wants to 'cure' you for a long time, because she may think that once you go there, then you need help. At the age of 14 you still strengthen your ego and it is normal to laugh at some wrong things. In those years we killed frogs and kicked cats, cracked tires and all sorts of other nonsense, and think I'm of the 'weak' sex. Sometimes laughter is also a way to relieve mental tension, notice that the funniest jokes are those that until the end you are not sure you will understand or they surprise with an unusual development of the situation, laughter manifests itself as a response to the created nervous tension . Like when someone stumbles, but at the same time, right after your fear that he will get hurt, you see that there is nothing scary and you laugh. At your age, I beat my older sister, and when she was boiling and decided to break my head, I locked myself in the bathroom and found it funny how she roared in the hallway, banging on the door. Don't worry, it's even nice to ask yourself these questions, it means you have the ability to introspect, which is a trait that psychopaths lack. Just don't let yourself like the feeling of crushing people or being amused by someone else's misfortune. I will summarize - I think you have no problem. that you ask yourself these questions means that you have the ability to introspect, which is a trait that psychopaths lack. Just don't let yourself like the feeling of crushing people or being amused by someone else's misfortune. I will summarize - I think you have no problem. that you ask yourself these questions means that you have the ability to introspect, which is a trait that psychopaths lack. Just don't let yourself like the feeling of crushing people or being amused by someone else's misfortune. I will summarize - I think you have no problem.