I've been unhappy all my life. What did God make me to struggle for? I don't fight anymore, I don't want to meet people, they only fuck me. My father beat me, I was a jerk at school, I stayed at home all day playing stupid games and watching matches and I still do that. I can't progress, I'm antisocial. I hated the world and people, I think everyone is my enemy. Internally, I am slowly dying of loneliness, but I can no longer have friends and a boyfriend, I am already too antisocial and there is no escape, I am 20 years old. I tried to look positive but after 1 day I became depressed again, remembering that I was nothing. I just want happiness, I don't care so much about material things as most people do, but I can't. I'm done already. He will never be normal like the others. I think I have to kill myself, but I'm afraid to do it.
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Calm down, in 60-70 years your suffering will end on its own. You just have to grit your teeth until then.
Author, you say that you still stay at home all day - playing games and watching matches. And you weren't so interested in the material. And who supports you? Start to be more interested in the material - work more, make more money. This will give you more self-confidence, respect, contacts and connections with other people, and why not a suitable girl for you. If you have the opportunity - study, develop constantly. It is unlikely that then you will be up to grumbling and thinking about suicide. I admire the people who had a difficult life in their childhood and a bad family environment, but managed with great enthusiasm and stubbornness to overcome this environment and achieve a lot.
Boy, you urgently need to see a psychoanalyst. They help
Number 1 - people at 80 are stubborn just to be able to grumble about what was wrong with them, so dying is not an option even after so long
Go to a construction site to work. First you will carry buckets, then you will learn a craft! God, let me be your age!
You don't have to stop the checks - they are your consolation. Of all the complaints, I think that if someone fat pays attention to you, you will decide that you do not like it. In other words - you still live a quality life.
You have to be in the company of girls. If you have a cousin your age and she is from your city, you can write to her and sometimes go out to a restaurant and so you will find yourself in the company of her friends. to hang out with boys and watch matches.
Why am I not your age to see ..
Can you hear me !? You are 20 years old, you are not 70. In psychology from 9th grade (from memory) there is a lesson on personality development, according to which there are certain stages. Do you know what stage you are in? Early adulthood. In my memory, at this stage of one's development, one can feel lonely if one has not had the opportunity to form close relationships with other people. Overall, this stage is characterized precisely by the fact that human relationships (love, friendship, etc.) affect the ego and create a vision of life. The development of 20 years is to try to expand your comfort zone. What are you doing? As a child, you watched matches and played games, and as a 20-year-old you did the same. You feel sorry for yourself, but you keep doing the same thing and you expect a different result. Listen, if you don't want to be lonely, communicate. If you want independence, it works. If you want friends, maintain and build contacts. If you don't want to get involved in games, enroll in various courses. Live at full speed. You are 20 years old, you are not retired and now is the time to get to know yourself and challenge yourself.
Well, when you're 20, don't be 70: D Things are just beginning. It would be pretty silly to give up in advance. True, efforts must be made. Stretch, then make a compliment, make a second, eat your slaps ... Run 10 km without a break, swim 1-2 km, Gain experience;) it's not scary. Get rid of distractions. Stop matches and games directly from the outlet. Stand for a while in a situation "and now what to do". You will always dream something and you will start.
Hahaha ... hahaha ... brother, are you making fun of us? Here, in this forum, there are people whose daughters are prostitutes, whose children have died, people who are divorcing and their spouses are cheating, people with mental disorders ... and you are still 20 .... your life is not only not yet has started, but it will not start in another 10 years. Why do you think your drama is so special? Oops ... wait, someone promised you that life is easy ... well, he lied to you. You're still useless, do you know why? Well, because you haven't even tried to start living yet .... And do you know why? Because you or your parents have placed high expectations on your life. You have entered an artificial world of dreams ... so many dreams that you have suffocated. Get her out and get into any job .... construction, shopkeeper ... no embarrassing job. He won two leva. Then change her, then again and so .... so you become confident, then confidence will give you courage for something else. You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to kill yourself, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... that's how you become confident, then confidence will give you courage for something else. You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to commit suicide, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. My family beat me too, and I was harassed both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will still be at the bottom, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... that's how you become confident, then confidence will give you courage for something else. You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies while you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to kill yourself, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age I had spent the barracks for a year, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... then confidence will give you courage for something else. You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to commit suicide, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will still be at the bottom, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... then confidence will give you courage for something else. You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to commit suicide, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will still be at the bottom, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to commit suicide, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... You all want to be managers of multi-millionaire companies when you're 16. Your parents told you you were something special ... well, you're not! There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. You don't need to commit suicide, you need slaps, because you're a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age I had spent the barracks for a year, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will still be at the bottom, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to kill yourself, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age, I had spent a year in the barracks, and I had already changed 5 jobs. Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... There are at least 500 million Chinese better than you. We will not talk about others. Not to commit suicide, but you need slaps, because you are a spoiled breadwinner ... like most children in Europe now. At your age I had spent the barracks for a year, and I had already changed 5 jobs. My family beat me too, and I was harassed both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ... Mine beat me too, and I was bullied both at school and in the barracks. Now, however, I am super successful in many ways. Take your hands, laziness! I have bad news for you, though. Not only will you become successful, but you will also lose money and self-confidence and you will be at the bottom again, at least twice more, up to 30. And you have already given up ...
When I read the story, I thought it was written by a 70-year-old man. You have two options to live your life. 1. to toil 2. not to toil Think about everything that will make you struggle Think about everything that will help you not to toil. .. And he did. :)
As others before me have told you, you need a psychologist. And from some work. And in your free time, play sports, learn languages or something other than matches and games. In this way you will learn to communicate with people. Take a dog, with it you will not only not be lonely, you will have your best friend, but you will make your life meaningful by taking care of someone. You will have occasions to go out and meet other people while walking. If you don't have the money to buy, take it from a shelter, caring for dogs has helped even prison criminals to become human.