I want to kill myself, but I'm only 14 years old. I can't do it because I have too many goals that can't be achieved in a day or two. The other thing that stops me are my friends, my parents and relatives. Lately I have met many different people with whom I work in a team and we fit together perfectly. I'm not like that, but I became - a person who does not fight with teeth and nails. Now every obstacle is ruining me slowly but surely. I collapse with every passing second. I can't stand MENTALLY. I've never had a hard time at school, and now ... I don't see the point in life. IT WASN'T LIKE THAT BEFORE ... My friends and parents don't feel like I'm in that situation. Everyone knows me as the radiant girl or the one who never stops having fun and laughing. This girl will NOT come back ... I am happy on the outside, but I am dry on the inside. I'm collapsing from the ground up. I study acting and I control my emotions well. And I don't let anyone know. I used to be combative and stubborn ... I was with friends recently and we had a great night ... then I thought I wouldn't do it, but now I'm not sure ... Today I saw a hearse and I thought that if I had done it, I would be inside now. HELP !! I have to think about whether this is exactly how I want to give up EVERYTHING.
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Hello! I want to ask you what makes you feel, "I'm happy on the outside, but I'm dry on the inside." I'll follow this story, but please answer me. Greetings! B117 :)
You know, while reading your story, I saw no specific reason to commit suicide. Is there one at all? Do your parents beat you, do your friends betray you, why do you commit suicide? !! As far as I understand, you live because of these people, which means that they treat you well. Even at school you have no difficulties. So what's the problem? !! I did not understand what it was. * Yasa
Share in more detail .. I don't know how I can dissuade you. If you are sure, go ahead, but life is ahead of you. If there is something for a person to fight for, goals in life, and if he feels satisfied ... Another question is whether you lived in vain. I can't persuade you not to do it, but I really can't find any reasons to do it. People our age say to themselves, "Life is ahead of me." And what are their biggest expectations?
hello i am a person who has gone through this path i have 3 unsuccessful suicide attempts and i can assure you that by suicide you will achieve nothing you will only harm yourself and your loved ones i don't know why you want to commit suicide but whatever is the reason it is not worth taking the most price you have I would like to contact you (skype) to talk you can write to me at [email protected] to exchange skypes and talk
You are still very young and have not seen anything in life. Give him a chance to show you that he is nice :) Think about your parents. To a classmate of mine, a brother? he committed suicide and people have been devastated ever since. Don't be so selfish. At your age, I have fallen into such crises, by the way. Then, however, the meaning came on its own. Don't do it, there is no going back. You will hurt many people without being guilty of anything. I'm telling you, give life a chance and you'll be able to like it!
Hello! Your story really moves me, because I've been through it too. Two years ago, when I was the target of all the ridicule and the world was literally pouring into my head and I thought so. But do you know? you have to look at things very positively. People are born to succeed and fail in different areas. It's normal for you to be crushed, but I think you have to say to yourself, "I don't care what happens," to believe in yourself, and you're going to be the same radiant girl again. I'm not telling you to stop caring about everything, but only about such transient things as a school test or a test.
Everyone has such periods in their lives - do not be fooled! :) Make them at least 2 x 14 years old and only then make the final decision! The meaning of life is not where you look for it, and its forced interruption will get you into a lot of trouble (your mind can't "die" - be sure of that!). So - smart! Just experience things, good or bad, and try to participate creatively in them. And sometimes have fun if you can. The other is ala-bala.
FROM THE AUTHOR !!! I have problems at school ... I am EXCELLENT - in the greatest sense of the word .... But this year I am devastated ... all this load affects me. I said that I was happy on the outside and dry on the inside, because I used to feel REALLY HAPPY, and now I pretend ... NOW I AM HAPPY ONLY EXTERNALLY, NOT MENTALLY ...
Don't drool! Behave like a responsible person. And ... reduce the chalga.
Almost all teenagers at some point feel daka. Go to a psychologist, look for something that excites you, find a friend, something radically different.
Author, from what you wrote (8 comments), it turns out that your problem is that you are an excellent student, but I can't believe it is so. What are your problems at school? Certainly not the estimates. Are your classmates harassing you? If so, move to another school. And for the load - you have to get used to it, because it will be so in the future! It will not be as before - easy math problems up to 5th grade and short lessons in storytelling. Many people have been through this. They continued to fight and did not commit suicide. There are much worse things than a school workload. Here I am, for example, I have bad success, the class and the teachers hate me, I don't have many friends, and on top of that - I like a 3-year-old boy, and he doesn't like me at all and only hurts me. But did I kill myself ?? - Of course not. Life is not easy. Do not give up! If you kill yourself, you will cause a lot of sorrow to your loved ones and you will not achieve anything else. * Yasa
I have long since collapsed mentally .. for the same reason INSECURITY IN YOURSELF .. and for another reason - the parents .. is I hope you do not make sense. Life is a mirror! If you smile at him - he smiles at you too! :) Come on, I hope I was useful! Greetings, Imortalia!
Look, I know what it's like to be an excellent student. If you think that your parents are just to control you and pay for education, food, etc., it is not true. They are also your friends. Seek their help first, tell them what worries you, if they can't help you (rarely happens) seek a psychologist. If you don't want to "worry" them, talk to your friends. These close people welcome not only the joys, but also the moments when you need them the most. They may remind you of moments when you were very happy. Do not rush to decisions, in puberty, this is the time when a person's consciousness is blurred. I hope this comment was useful to you! ;)