Ever since I was a baby, my mother has said that I am the curse in her life. I have taken away her chance for a career, and my father - he wanted me, but when I'm sick and no matter what happens, he doesn't care. They have been arguing a lot since I was a baby. They break, they push, everything is mine. When I was a child, they quarreled and I still remember how they hit my high chair and microphone, my dad went to England and everything settled down, when he came back- A real third war, they quarreled, my door took him away, they quarreled again - my old phone he took it away, they scolded me- the laptop took it away from me, but this time it was awful, glasses and bottles were thrown in the air, a beer flew right into the phone, laptop and TV, the phone is fine, also the TV, the wall and my picture, on average, my laptop ... In it I had memories, projects, games, data all about mine. They hardly care, they act like strangers, mom will take my laptop, but the family does not buy. When I see the glass I remember, I have nightmares. I don't know anymore ...
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I'm sorry! It's not your fault, it's just that your parents grew up in an environment that shaped them to be. Forgive them, forgive yourself.
One does not choose one's family. But understand that you are no longer a child, you are no longer a baby. You can't change your parents, you can't go back forever and think about what it was like when you were a baby and a child. Most of us haven't lived in super-close-knit families, but we're getting a lesson on how not to spend the day with our kids. Take it that way.
Honey ... are you an adult? Whatever it costs you, find a job, rent me a room and start living normally! If you are under 18 you will have to endure a little more, but if you do not get involved and fix your life. It is not easy, I tell you from personal experience, but you have no other choice!