Hello! I don't know why I'm writing here, I just wanted to share my feelings and thoughts with you, because I have no one else to tell. Here is my story briefly. My boyfriend and I have been together for about a year or so. It all started as a joke. I saw him and fell in love. In general, our relationship started very difficult, I thought that over time the differences and differences between us will improve, that they will harmonize, but I see that I was wrong again. I believed him, trusted him and accepted him as he was. After a while, however, the lies on his part began. He lied about absolutely everything, he did not allow me to his feelings to his thoughts. I realized he was playing mosquito. They had withdrawn a lot of money from a bank account, but I couldn't figure out who did it because it wasn't in my employer's name in England. Anyway, the money went away, then I realized it was him. I forgave him, gave him a chance. We went abroad together, again with my money saved over the years. He promised me that he would succeed, that he would progress, I believed and hoped. I broke up with him for a while, but after a week or so I ran into his arms again, because I thought I couldn't breathe without him. He continued with the mosquito and the other lies, and still continues. He doesn't feel the need to share with me the important decisions he makes. I will not go into detailed. A man appeared, we met every day in the subway, we started flirting without words, then we talked. I realized that he was married and had two children, but once he stopped me and kissed me, I pushed him away, he told me it would not happen again. I started avoiding him, one day he came to apologize to me. I told him ok, and left. But I think about him all the time, I want to see him and talk to him. My boyfriend no longer hugs me, kisses me, etc. At least everything was perfect in sex, we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. we don't do that anymore. She doesn't want me as a woman either, I just feel so lonely that those 10 to 15 minutes spent on the subway with the other one work well for me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. that those 10 15 minutes spent in the subway with the other reflect well on me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. that those 10 15 minutes spent in the subway with the other reflect well on me. Today we talked again, I know what you will tell me that I am a whore, I may be, but he pushes me to do so. I don't know, I want him to hurt as much as he hurts me while he writes to his ex, because he likes pictures of others on social media, while he plays my money in casinos and while I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. dpkato likes photos of others on the social network, while playing my money in casinos and as long as I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line. dpkato likes photos of others on the social network while playing my money in casinos and as long as I support him from being with him. I no longer know what is right and what is wrong. How should I feel and act. It's just empty and cold inside me. Thanks to everyone who read my story, and if anyone has found a part of themselves in it, let me draw a line.
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If a woman has to give money for something to her husband, then she will tease him all his life and complain. For me, the situation is this - stop pretending to be a princess and expect that in some respects everything will go smoothly and that you are special and deserve the best and will fly from flower to flower until you find it and fix things until it is late. Compromises are made in the name of your relationship. The easiest and most popular thing is for everyone to be selfish and to complain, and if they don't like running away and looking for happiness again, this is a dead end path leading to loneliness and dissatisfaction.
"If you love two people at once, choose the second. If you loved the first enough, you won't fall in love with the second." Johnny Depp
I know two people who gamble and one thing I can tell you - it's a disease, almost no one got away with it. (not to say anyone) It is stronger than the man himself, and even if he stops for a while, it starts again, forever. You have to accept this and not hope that one day it will stop.
Go to a psychotherapist. They will take it from you abroad. Read about the reviews about it on the net before choosing it. Your friend is for the garbage, but you need support. If you have girlfriends, they will do the job too. Share.
Get rid of them both! (F30)
The first one is not worth it at all - you are with him by inertia and maybe for fear of being left alone. But, really, it is not for you in any way (lies, mosquito, lack of intimacy - point in question). The second has entered your thoughts because you feel lonely when you are with the first. That's not enough reason to be with him. Tip - differentiate yourself from the second, and with the first, categorically and as quickly as possible BREAK, and finally. I say it like a man.
The author to example one: I do not pretend to be a princess, nor do I think that I am the greatest of all. You have no idea how many compromises I have made, I have not given him money once or twice, I can hardly stand it. Apparently, you are one of those moldy people who think that all women owe him
I read everything and ... I'm already starting to wonder, leaving my girlfriend alone for a long time, did someone kiss her so accidentally? I can't understand how you take it so lightly ??? And on top of that, you flirt. Well, now at my age, if I say, I break up with my girlfriend, so they are all either already fucked or have already been with 100 people. The only thing I consider is not to break up with my girlfriend and to keep her first because the work is serious !!!