It Has Changed In Recent Years

Hello, I am 19 years old and I need to share and get advice. I have fears that my mother is not with everyone. The reason is that it has always seemed normal to me, but in recent years it has changed a lot, especially since I was 55. The first time I noticed any change in her was when I heard her speak against me. I was so offended that I left, and when she asked me why I was leaving, I said directly in her eyes, and she pretended that there was no such thing. Years later, she denied making such a comment. But I heard her. Then the incident happened again, during a phone call, when we ended the call I did not hang up first and did not take the phone off my ear. Then, as she closed, I heard her speak against me in front of someone. I also called at a difficult time to ask her for advice, she listened to me, and at the closing he made an ugly comment, as if I had just spoken to a very different person. And he denied it. I am very direct with her, but she is quite hypocritical towards me. The bad thing is that she often says about herself how direct a person he is, how if he has something he says it directly in people's eyes and does not like to be hypocritical. However, I think she is hypocritical. I guess that's what this attitude is called. The events do not stop, because she told me that I had lost a lot of weight, and then by mistake, instead of writing to a friend of hers, she wrote to me that I had not moved a gram, but she did not tell me so as not to offend me. I pretended not to read it, and she didn't even realize she had sent it to me because it was on "You" with the technique. In the same way, he mistakenly wrote to me how he tried magic spells .... I was sick and taking some drugs, but I was at a wedding that night, she told me that I should not worry about drinking them with alcohol, but I read on the internet that if I drink them with alcohol it will become white and I told her, then she told me not to drink them with alcohol as soon as I read like that. The next day she commented with my aunt how I wanted to drink them with alcohol, but it was good that she stopped me because it was harmful. My sister gave birth to a child a year and a half ago. In front of her she talks about how much the child is, but in front of me she says that she is gaining weight and that my sister has not lost weight from the pregnancy, but in front of her she says that she looks very good and well, that she has kept her figure. Now he tells me it's time for children and asks when he will have another grandchild. And if my friend didn't want me to weigh him down and go to them. He was insulted several times, and he happened to be a witness, they accused me of being guilty. Now they're screaming at him, that many respect him, but he has an opinion and speaks to them only out of respect for me. She writes to some strangers in a Facebook group and explains how much she loves them, but they ignore her and never respond. Just for information - if she told them that she loved them 20 times in the last year, she told me about 1 or 2 times. She writes to me about her life, and in the same group I am a member of, I come across her comments about how she was most important, and when her children were impudent and sought contact with her too much, she "kicked them". ", Cleared up and moved on to keep her calm, because she had no debt to them. Complains on the Internet from us that her life was spent in babysitting. I was in the hospital 6 months ago, I had a problem, she intruded and came to help me, although I refused, I managed on my own. Then I saw on the Internet, that she wrote that she didn't have a drop of time for herself because she was working with me to help me. I didn't want her help, I even refused. And she said how nice it was for her to help me and be around me. In the same group, he often reads something, thinks it's cool as a phrase, and then repeats it for a whole month, neither in a wedge nor in his sleeve, thinking it sounds very wise. My mother and I used to be very good friends, but I don't feel like a normal person anymore. I doubt how adequately her brain works. Does this happen to all mothers or is mine just not like the others I don't understand why she does that, I don't really understand. he thinks it's cool as a phrase and then repeats it for a whole month, neither in a legging nor in a sleeve, thinking it sounds very wise. My mother and I used to be very good friends, but I don't feel like a normal person anymore. I doubt how adequately her brain works. Does this happen to all mothers or is mine just not like the others? I don't understand why she does that, I don't really understand. he thinks it's cool as a phrase and then repeats it for a whole month, neither in a wedge nor in a sleeve, thinking it sounds very wise. My mother and I used to be very good friends, but I don't feel like a normal person anymore. I doubt how adequately her brain works. Does this happen to all mothers or is mine just not like the others? I don't understand why she does that, I don't really understand.