It's so disgustingly quiet! You just want to break the silence with a desperate cry! As if it was always like that .... As if there was never laughter, there was no noise or any sound at all .... Yes, it's so awfully quiet! It is quiet in me too ... In my mind you can no longer even hear the words he said to me and brought me all the happiness of the world with them .... In my heart it is quiet, because it is already tired of going out on you. ... My soul is quiet, because I am already used to wandering alone and desperate ... I no longer look at the world with open eyes, nor do I "put on pink glasses", I just close them and see nothing ... I used to imagine that we are together with you, that finally everything you promised me has come true .... but alas! I can't even imagine that anymore, and when I close my eyes ... I don't see anything ... nothing but darkness ... darkness and silence ... that's all there is left! Not even a fraction of what it was! Neither the good nor the bad with You .... You are already with Her .... I am alone .... I have nothing more to say or do, except the usual, ie to smile again and to said: "I'm glad for you and very much! You are my best friend, how happy I am that She is next to you!", and my essence is to cry ... NO! What am I talking about !! I'm not crying anymore! I don't even cry anymore, as if my tears have been shed and I can't even cry for You! How I want to tell you the truth in your eyes, not to write you messages .... I want to tell you "I love you, I have not stopped loving you since we met and I continue to love you, even after we broke up, even after you hurt me, even after you told me you were with someone else and I'm your best friend! I LOVE YOU !!! "But instead of telling you all this, I just keep going and I leave you ... to Her !!!! Oh my God! It's so quiet inside me! I can't even realize how quiet it is! I have the feeling that you have never been by my side and you will never be! God, how disgustingly quiet it is !!!
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For God's sake: When you come out of puberty, you will get better, don't cut your hair! Gencho 11
If she's with another, then she doesn't want to be with you. I am in a similar situation, just the man next to me cheats sometimes, I have already decided and got rid of him, we do not have anyone - if he does not want you, but wants another - to stay with the other, and you tighten up, from your experience I say - it does not help to suffer for him, and it is not worth it
It is obvious that there is a lot of pain in you. I don't know how old you are, but know that after the bad comes the good. Maybe he wasn't your husband. But think - you will meet him yet. And again there will be noise and laughter And it will not be quiet !! Keep your head up!
God, God, God !!! Hepten will sober up next to you here! And have you been with a bastard like me .. Well, what to do .. And now what? Number 1 wrote that you are in puberty, but not for me. You are not even in puberty, but you are much further away. I could be wrong. Anyway. I'm on blue Johnny right now. Do you know who the blue Johnny is? The most expensive thing that not everyone could afford. And why am I so fond of alcohol? Because I'm like you. I'm like his motherfucker! I have everything and I have no love. Yes, it's quiet when your love is gone, when you gave it to someone who doesn't want it ... It's quiet, it sucks, it's rotten and apart from blaming yourself, what else can you have left ... Nothing. Quiet, dark and cold. And what if we die with you now ???? What to do, stranger friend, to die? It's not going to be filthy filthy bastards. You didn't know. I will lie to you and deny you, and I will fuck you hard and I will take revenge on you again and again! And why is everything so unfair? Why do I make such wonderful women like you suffer and I call them whores and what not? Because I'm rubbish ... Because I have no way out, stranger friend. There is no way out. Either you have to give up and explode, or you come to me here to fuck and become a piece of shit like me, and I'll even play the guitar for you .. Ha, ha, let's think about doing it with you here a club of people with unrequited love, ha, ha, ha! Here is a suggestion to the administrator, ha, ha !!! I will finance an apartment, I will supply only with blue johnny and appetizers and we will poop and sing with grief, but we will not give up !!!! Don't give up on the author !!! It's quiet, it's dumb, it's cold, but don't give up !!! Deny yourself fuck hard and sing !!! There is no way out, damn it.
The author: I never get out of puberty, at least not really, and unrequited love torments everyone. I'm not a whore, I don't drink and I don't fuck yet, but I hope the bad will pass soon.
Play music. Kiro Kirkata
Advice from me an abandoned and injured person play sports and commit to something not to think and slowly you will recover not in a hurry but hatred helps as well as we will not strain to live with others success beauty.
Thanks for the serious comments!