From the title it is clear what catharsis I have fallen into. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year now, he is wonderful to say the least, a dream for every woman both visually and mentally. Things developed quite quickly between us, because we both liked each other a lot even before we went to an official meeting. He is kind, good, honest, constantly compliments me, that I am very beautiful, that I look wonderful, gives me gifts, takes me on vacations / walks, spends 101% of his time only with me, literally puts me above all and everyone and that makes me believe that he really loves me very much. That's how the good part ends here ... In the whole thing I feel like the offshoot of our relationship, I constantly fantasize about a boy I met 2 years ago at sea. Then nothing happened between us, because we met one night, and he had to go to the other. Otherwise he lives in Bulgaria, but in another city quite far from mine. We are still writing to each other and he repeatedly invites me to visit him, and I want to go more and more, and sometimes I even unconsciously think of a version through my friend that I have to go to work in the city in question and met the other boy. It is also clear from the title that he is black and I deliberately do not mention him anywhere else because I do not want to emphasize this. I'm really curious and I really want to sleep with him, he's beautiful and very sexy, full passionate lips, snow-white straight teeth, his body is like a magazine .... sometimes in the evening when I'm alone I masturbate and think about him, I imagine how it is on me and I just end up in seconds ... I don't know if this is some serious sin or something wrong, but I really want to fuck, just thinking about it and getting wet to the knees. However, I am very upset about my friend, he does not deserve such a thing at all, only if he realizes that even thinking about such a thing he will not want to hear more about me .. On the other hand, I say to myself Well, so what, I will do sex with a black man 2.3 times, my desire will pass and I will be with my boyfriend again, it's not who knows what, and if I hide well I won't hurt anyone and I will be the happiest in the end. Maybe this will be sobering for me and I will start to care even more about my friend, and I care about him, he is important to me and I love him, maybe from what has been written so far it is not very clear, but yes, I love him. I want to hear what people who read this forum would tell me and I want to hear the negative and everything from which I would learn some lessons and advice. Please
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Only when you smell a nigger will you dry up
Come on, another provocation. Abe here, someone is deliberately trying to get women super low fat by posting such nonsense.
If the story is true, break up with your boyfriend and indulge in your fantasies. That's it.
If the story is true ... This is not only a sin but it is a vile dirty and selfish sin. Either live with your friend or leave him. You are a user. I feel sorry for the boy. The very fact that you write to him is infidelity. You have a husband but you write to another ... Betrayal. Your poor unsuspecting fool ...
To number 2: "Give the people a spectacle and wine" otherwise the site will become boring: D
n.2, because such things do not happen in reality ..... I have the feeling that some of the commenters on the site have no idea of real life. The author, as advice, does not know what to tell you. It is very naive of you to think that if you hide it, everything will be fine. It's obviously itchy and it's only a matter of time before you do. You better tell your boyfriend and follow your heart or exactly the other organ that most women think of. From there, whatever happens. If you lie, the chance of being caught is great, separately you will hardly be satisfied with 2-3 times.
I would tell you to open a thematic site where blacks fuck white women and then look for videos on torrent. See what huge dicks they have. If this thing comes to you once, you will always have a basis for comparison. Even now you get wet only with thoughts, and then you will not want to stop at all. It will not pass only 2-3 times. Decide what to choose and the consequences. Life gives us opportunities, but it also expects us to take responsibility and make compromises. The ideal fairy tale does not exist, both to be handsome and rich, both to adore and not cheat on you, both to be a nigger with a big dick, both for your parents to approve of it, and not to harass your children at school for being mulattoes. . Well there is no such movie!
The specific topic is probably made up, but don't think that there are no such women. There is more how.
FROM THE AUTHOR. I was constantly watching to see if they published my story because I hadn't shared this thing with anyone. Even a friend is afraid to say, not to accidentally make a foul, they and today's girlfriends are one ..... None of what I wrote is NOT a fabrication, I even saved a lot of work, I wanted as soon as possible to explain the situation.
Have sex with an African American man with a thrill. I would do with an African American. These women are naturally beautiful.
Abe it and I have written a lot of nonsense on the site and every time you connect, it's nothing.
11, now I understand why women don't let you go.
Disgust. I don't know if it's a fake, but as a way of thinking some of my women are quite real. Disgusting irresponsibility and impudence, extreme egocentrism, mercantilism. Hey, because of so many men, they hate women and consider them all whores. Tip - The author should first learn the meaning of the word catharsis, get rid of her friend and go splash with all of Africa and Asia, if you will.
It's one thing to love and have a serious relationship, it's another to just do it a few times because of sex just. You don't want a relationship, you just want sex. It's like a fetish for you.
Once again I am convinced that the majority of Bulgarian women are whores. This is the opinion of people all over Europe about them, because apart from Negroes, Arabs and Gypsies, they cannot communicate with other people. She found the right boy, but suddenly she wanted to fuck the monkey. Then they wonder why people have such a bad opinion of them. It's best to tell the boy now that you need to break up, because you've already written him off in your heart. You will break his heart, but it will be easier for him now than later, when things get more complicated. And I wish you to marry the negro and give birth to an ink like him, and then, watching people call him the tailless monkey with the color of shit, all your life to break your heart and then feel the pain you are caused to her current friend.
12, and without you telling me, I see that the carp were biting on that topic as well. Moderator - in that case I delete it.
I'm afraid I'll give you advice and you won't listen to me ... But be a smart girl. You currently have a choice in front of you. Choice 1 is: to stay with your friend, to stop thinking about the other and to realize your action and not do it again. Thoughts give rise to actions. Control your thoughts. Choice 2 consequences is: you will cheat, you will lie, and in time you will be caught. You will break up with the one you really care about and you will suffer for a long time. You will realize that it was not worth it. So be smart, not a stupid girl. You're in a hurry right now, and you're not thinking adequately. You are ready to sacrifice something long-term for short-term stupidity. And I will not comment on this with hiding, you are trying to belittle the seriousness of your act. You call it a sin, but you are not ready to take responsibility for that sin. We are all with sin. We are born wrong, therefore only God can help us in such situations. Try to pray that you don't think about it anymore, you lose nothing, even if you are not a believer, miracles are accomplished by faith.
It is not based on fairy tales. There are also black ones with small canes. There is no guarantee that he will pull out a 25 cm mace and string you on it. Watch your pale-faced good boy and don't smoke. If he looks at you, if he loves you, what more do you need? In addition, all smokers, no matter how much they bathe and perfume - stink. This is from their gene. As well as the pulled ones. I had a boyfriend a long time ago - the same job. I loved him very much, gifts, restaurants, parties, we lived together, I took a break from work so I could provide everything he wanted, and he took it that he started going out behind me with a smoker, only he was an Arab. Arab in a managerial position, well-read, cultured, etc. We broke up, but we kept in touch, and at a meeting in a pub, after I asked her what she saw in that tarambuka, she replied that he was very kind, gentle, caring, as she understood all these things later, and for a start she had only sexual desires for him, because she wanted to try someone with a huge cane, like the one he had. Good, but very good is not good. It was very clear to me that she would not be here for a long time, as she did. Exactly 5 months passed and I saw her in such a state that I did not recognize her. From a beautiful girl, she had become a wreck. Physically and mentally. I was literally roaring to take it back, but I'm sorry, I have principles. She had moved out of where they lived with the tarambuka, she had changed her phone number, she had changed her job. She was penniless. Bad work. I'm sorry. After all, we have been together for almost 5 years, so I gave her BGN 4,000 to patch up my budget. Get back on your feet after a while. And he returned my money. But, the bottom line is, that these momentary impulses can play such a joke on you that not only will you miss the tame to chase the wild, but you can get so pissed off that you wonder where it came from. Come with health and a little intelligence.
Once you go black, you'll never go back. Once you try a nigger, you can't give up. You become a doormat for Negroes because they are racists too.
It is also good to conceive from it, so you will improve the gene pool of your genus and introduce new and fresh replications in the DNA. This will be good for the future mulatto, because the future belongs to other races, not the white one. And once convinced of your fertility and your ability to reproduce and raise primates can make you a conveyor belt for such, even a job can find you in a jungle in the Congo, in Burkina Faso.
Here, because of such apologies for women, I will never catch a Bulgarian woman deadly. Catching up with a Bulgarian woman is the most disgusting and humiliating thing, 0 morality, 0 intellect, nothing, everything is zero ... Not enough 6 million, let's become black now ....
Absolute provocation topic. Which woman would want to have ink. As long as you were tied to nonsense.
I work abroad and I have a colleague, a black Jamaican. He sweated a little towards the end of the day ... there is no such smell, brother. It's like sour beans, farts and an old rag in one.
Oh, many women want Afro, not Ganyov ink, because this word, in addition to the simple word, is also a defendant in some countries. Ganyo cannot step on the little finger of manners, respect, warmth and the size of the "ink". I know a few "inks" and they are my dearest people. But the poor ugly, complex, simple and vicious bastard can do anything but get even angrier. ;) Only malice you have rejected ganyovcheta, you will still sit alone.
I have a girlfriend who falls in love with blacks because she had an affair with one. She says it's unforgettable and of course,, size matters,, ... and in this case I just have nothing to impress her with, let alone if I fall black, just tickle her.
100% fictional story
I am a woman, but when I read something like that, I am ashamed of my gender. Not that men are more decent, but that's another topic ... Specifically, your story smells a lot of fake, but if it still isn't, I advise you NOT to cheat on your boyfriend. Even if he never finds out what you did behind his back, it won't change the fact that you've cheated and you're a traitor. You say you love him, but you don't. A man who loves doesn't even look and doesn't see others at all, let alone plan infidelities ... It's best to leave your boyfriend and do what you want, because you neither love nor respect him. Allow him to find a girl to give him the love he deserves.
It is interesting if the author had posted a topic like I have a relationship with a wonderful man, but sexually want another. But she hadn't specified the other's race. There would be condemnatory comments again, but malice and sloppiness would not escape. How come these Bulgarian men are always spitting on blacks, Roma, Arabs, etc. The strange thing is that I have rarely heard such insulting epithets from a Bulgarian woman to women of different races or nationalities (even English women, etc.). A Bulgarian man still doesn't like something.
FROM THE AUTHOR Despite the large percentage of negative comments, thank you to everyone who took the time to read what I wrote. By # 33, yes I agree. I notice a rage, not to mention an envy, emanating from the male comments. And just for sports I want to say that the boy in question is neither miserable nor smelly, on the contrary - a completely normal and very attractive young man who studies medicine in Bulgaria and comes from a good and wealthy family, a native of Cape Town. I do not intend to have a relationship with him, I want him purely physically, because of something unexperienced that remained between us in the summer in question. The reality is quite selfish, yes, but I want to take everything from life when I'm young. Tomorrow I will wake up at 30, at 40 And what ?! I don't know if I'm going to go to him at all, a lot of things are holding me back, as I shared in the story itself - this is a fantasy of mine that I have been thinking about more and more lately, it does not mean that I will do it tomorrow, as it is called, nor does it mean that I do not love my friend. And to the men commenting here, I can only say that male malice and envy are stronger than female. Men are very complex when it comes to an attractive and sexy man, especially to blacks, this feeling in them intensifies, perhaps because of a number of things that surpass them.
You don't want to be unfucked at 40, you don't want to fuck yourself. Because then at 40 you won't be able to lie to anyone taking an old rag, huh? It's different to tie a bastard, fuck a black man behind his back. Today is nvgara, tomorrow will be someone else and will not be a fantasy. You're just with such a whore mentality. Okay, why don't you break up and fuck with niggers at will? Or you are another whore who doesn't mind having one to fuck her and one to care. When you're young, you fuck, fuck, but your friend doesn't deserve it. You are disgusting and selfish. If you don't like the comments, the men were complex. And are you very cool, think how low you are. It doesn't matter if he's a nigger, but you're not a commodity, and I hope your friend finds out before he fucks, because I'm sure you will last like a typical pussy and you will fantasize about the negro. Remember, however, that one day everything will come back, tomorrow they will do the same to you and you will roar again how nasty men are. But you don't do that when you do it, do you?
Number 33, I don't know if you're a troll. But no one envies monkeys, it's just weird. The fact that there are actually such women is clear, homeless without a sense of belonging, but these are obviously too complicated things for individuals like you. Even if he is the most beautiful of the blacks, he is still uglier than the ugliest Bulgarians. For women, this is also true in full force. White women are like goddesses to other races. Whites have developed this world.
Well, after this 34th comment, you can't fool someone that you don't troll.
Although you troll, I'm very interested in you telling me how black people outperform us, so you wrote?
To no.10 "African women were very beautiful" With these small goat tits, with bloodshot eyes and big buttocks, they look like kayak ants. If you call that beauty, you should have been born in Monkey. Even Negroes don't want black women, so they try to catch white fools. Only the craziest scumbags are caught with them. I hope the author finds a herd of macaques and chases her through the trees.
Author, I think you understand very well what causes negativity in most comments. And basically this is not the skin color of the object of your desire - here is full of topics of women who cheat on Bulgarians and there you can read the same things. We are not talking about any envy, nor about the notorious size (by the way, the world "record holders" in this respect are white). To envy that someone has been or will be with you is completely absurd. It's just that no one likes hypocrites and traitors. How would you feel if you knew that your friend was masturbating thinking about another, for two years he dreamed of fucking her hard, because she is nice and beautiful, besides she is new and interesting, and you are a newspaper read, although do you give him everything, pamper him and please him? Will you be ok and uninjured if you stretch it 2.3 times like that, just to satisfy his "thrill" and then go to bed with you as if nothing had happened? Even if you don't care, it's not the case with him and you write it yourself. And if you think that it is not ugly, to put it mildly, to be with one, but to want to be with you, then you are an impudent and mean woman. It doesn't matter what race, ethnicity, etc. is the other. Even more unfortunate for your boyfriend and especially for you, if you think that life is just sex and pleasure, thrills, satisfying the urge and taking. Attractive and sexy men a lot, will you go to bed with everyone? And then you will love and appreciate your friend even more? It would be funny if it wasn't disgusting. And the fact that by one coincidence you did not sleep with the other, because he left, does not mean that you are faithful to your supposedly beloved friend. On the contrary, you have cheated on him emotionally and continue to do so. From the moment you wanted another, you have scratched your relationship with the person who loves you. It is hypocritical to say that you love it, that it is bad for you, you just want to keep it (with deception and lies), because it is profitable for you. And because you know that with the other you have no future, you will be one of the many dash and simple Bulgarians, curious to try black ..., which he spent. That stops you, not the "love" for your boyfriend. № I am 13, for the record - a woman. And I will say it again - everyone has the right to know with whom a person shares his bread and bed, who he has let into his life and to throw it away as soon as he finds out that he is a liar and betrays his trust. And lies always come to light and everyone gets the retribution they deserve. you will be one of the very dashing and simple Bulgarian women, curious to try black ... that he has spent. That stops you, not the "love" for your boyfriend. № I am 13, for the record - a woman. And I will say it again - everyone has the right to know with whom a person shares his bread and bed, who he has let into his life and to throw it away as soon as he finds out that he is a liar and betrays his trust. And lies always come to light and everyone gets the retribution they deserve. you will be one of the very dashing and simple Bulgarian women, curious to try black ... that he has spent. That stops you, not the "love" for your boyfriend. № I am 13, for the record - a woman. And I will say it again - everyone has the right to know with whom a person shares his bread and bed, whom he has let into his life and to throw it away as soon as he finds out that he is a liar and betrays his trust. And lies always come to light and everyone gets the retribution they deserve.
But. 28 Because of geeks like you, people in Europe have such a negative opinion of all Bulgarian women. Sheep like you are a shame for Bulgaria. After the collapse of the EU, all these smelly refugees will be thrown back into their homeland, along with all the scumbags like you.
Author, it's not your fault! It's your friend's fault that he got caught with a Bulgarian woman. I have ignored them for a long time and I do not deal with them, as well as with gypsies and Romanians, because they are dumb, without any style and taste, but mostly that they cannot be trusted. To top it all off, when the Bulgarian woman sees blacks and gypsies and smells of sauerkraut, their legs automatically get on their necks and start rubbing their buttocks on the ground and out of their mouths and start drooling. How can I catch up with some Ghana after she's going to fuck behind my back without blinking.
You generate negatives due to the fact that you are in a relationship, there are many people who have suffered here from previous partners with similarly mediocre thinking. And as for your fantasy with your dark friend (racism is as unnecessary as they are). I think it's based on current porn genres. Mapuko tends to have a big love pen and you wonder what it's like to set it up for you. In short, you make a bad impression with the lack of any mental activity with your two folds.
And why don't you offer your boyfriend to do a threesome - once with the one in question and once with a girl at your friend's request. I think that's fair. The point is that the other boy must agree. So you can offer him something like that first and then to your friend.
But are there still people here who believe that Negroes are older. What age do you live in? If your size is so important, better with a horse or a donkey, they are really big.
Fictional topic, it's good that the balaks have caught on
49- this one may be exactly invented, but that doesn't mean that there are no Nashenkas with Negroes. It had happened to my relative.
As many commentators before me have said that your story is made up, so I will say that everything you have written is fake from beginning to end. You try to fool us, but you don't have enough brains to make us believe you. A boy from a good and wealthy family from Cape Town (South Africa) to study medicine in Bulgaria is a big lie. Such boys from wealthy South Africans, especially from Cape Town, go to study medicine in England, but not in Bulgaria. If you don't know what the truth is in South Africa, at least she would have said it was from Zambia or the Congo to make us believe you. Only these tales show that you have no shame when you decide to lie. Whatever you're trying to say, you're a nasty liar.
I understand from your comment that you did not have a relationship with your friend when you met and you were probably single then. Think about why things didn't work out then, and now that you're committed, you suddenly feel like it. Just go back mentally when you don't care about him. If I were you, if I had such sexual problems and I had to masturbate often, maybe I would take advantage of the invitation.