I never imagined that I would need to write my story to make it easier for me. Maybe that's what I'm hoping for now. Two years ago I had everything. I had a serious relationship, success at university and a good job. I also had many friends who would later find out that they were not my friends. It all started then. 2 years ago. I had a motor accident. It wasn't my fault, but God chose me to pay the price. The consequences - a motionless leg, impaired speech and inability to fully move his arms and legs. My brain is not damaged, but people can't hear it. I can write it, but hardly anyone will understand what hell I live in. My smile is artificial. I put it on so that my parents don't feel bad. Me! I just realized that my eyes do a wonderful tear function. And so. It all started then. My friend left me, which I don't blame her for, after all I'm a wreck. It's weird how at one point you get up in the morning, run to the kitchen to eat something, and then go out on the streets free. You walk away and don't even realize how great a treasure this is. Until at some point you remain locked up 24/7 nailed to the bed waiting for your doom. I would like to tell all this to someone close, but I can't. I would like to go to university again, but I can't. I would like to surprise my girl again at 03:00 at night with a bouquet of flowers and share with her how important she is to me. And now she's important, and now I'm glad she's happy, but it's not the same. I hope one day I have a chance not to ride a motorcycle. If only I could go back in time ... Here's some advice from me. No matter how many problems you have. Whatever problems you have. Will you fail at work, will they break your exam, whether you will fall in a race. Remember! You have the chance to try again and again. It may not be today, but try tomorrow. If you want to be with a girl, be honest with him. Show your love and you will see that it will come back to you.
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You are great. Thank you for sharing.
Boy, you probably don't know Russian, but go to YouTube and look for Dr. Bubnovski. And another time it was about his fate. At the age of 19 as a soldier, he had an accident and fell into a coma, with only one arm being healthy. Everything broken, including the teeth. In plain text, he is told to forget about family, children and that he will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. I put one of his thousands of videos: https: // www. youtube. com / watch? v = h3gKeMQ2jdQ I don't know if they will release it, if not, just search on youtube. True, he has been on crutches for 27 years until he manages to stand on his own two feet. He himself talks about depression, about the feeling that no one needs you, but he graduates medicine as a disabled person, only psychiatry allows him because he is in a wheelchair, and as he says, in the second year he understands that medicine can not help him. heals. His exercises are based on stretching, dero is said in Russian, stretching. Talk a lot, and all the basics. I think that his books have been translated into Bulgarian. I read them in Russian, so I don't know how it is in Bulgarian, they look elementary, but they are fundamental. You stop feeling sorry for yourself, you get out of the matrix you got into and you start the battle. You are young! This is the most valuable thing, believe me! Truly with love and courage! !!!!
To read all motorcyclists and candidate motorcyclists. If you want adrenaline, parachute. At least there the work is either open or not open.
Wow. I imagine what a strong man you must be, thank you. Many people would become depressed. Take care of your parents, they deserve to know that everything is fine with you and you will be fine. Another question is what kind of girlfriend will leave you at just such a moment. In your place, I will be sick at first, but then I will be very happy that she left me. She doesn't deserve your love and loyalty, if you were like that. You deserve something better. In your place, I would start over. Out of nowhere. What gives you pleasure to do and what you can of course. Start from scratch, everyday life and work, money livelihood business. Then think about where to find a person with good values and a good heart. I remember one place. Evangelical Protestant churches are full of people and girls who live good lives. Their faith teaches them not to lie, to love - this is what everyone needs in their relationship and others need sincerity. All virtues. And talking about God there may be interesting to you. Do you believe yourself. Think about what kind of person you will allow to yourself. Not to be like the former superficial, but to love you truly. Good luck.
What can I write to you - I read your story through tears. It always happens - we understand what we have when we lose it. And like you, we want to go back in time, but no .... Don't feel sorry for your girlfriend - she didn't love you enough when she left you. I am married and I state with a clear conscience - I hope the bad never happens, but I would not leave my husband because of a health problem or physical disability - crippled, crippled - I will always be by his side. Look, for other things - infidelity, betrayal - I won't even think about it.
I wish you well
Very sorry! I hope you get better!
"success at university"? My boy, you are severely illiterate. And I have no doubt that your accident is the reason for this ...