Hello, I want to share my story with you because there is no one else to tell what I feel. So, at the end of November 2007, my best friend went with a 7th grade boy, and we were in 5th grade, but anyway, and so this boy wanted to say something to my girlfriend, so in the break she and he , met in front of a shop, next to the school. With him was a friend of his, tall, slightly dark-skinned, with dark brown eyes, brown hair, and a radiant smile, on the first day I fell in love with him ... he was the boy of my dreams, the prince ..., after 2 days we left, we spent only 3 days, but after so much more, he offered me again, said that he loves me and that this time it will not happen, naturally blinded by his love..I accepted. So we were together for about a month and then we broke up. At first I tried to bring him back, I wrote to him and apologized to him for nothing, and I prayed to him, but he didn't even care. So after 10 days I realized that I had lost it, forever! And then came the worst, I started crying from time to time, that's how I saw him and I roared, his name was mentioned and I cried. I have the first letter of his name engraved on my hand as a sign that I will never forget him, but that did not move him either. New year passed ... supposedly a party and my heart seemed to be gone .... I even cried at dawn, because he had told me that he loves pirates, fireworks and various such thundering, shining and similar ... However, in March 2008, he wrote to me on Skype, and we got drunk ... I still loved him, but I couldn't tell him, I was afraid of losing his friendship. Now my heart is not whole, without it dreams turn into nightmares, without his smile there is darkness in me, without his kiss my lips dry up, and the eyes that have shed so many tears just want to close, I have no strength to cry. I'M READY TO EVEN FORGIVE HIM, HE IS HOLY FOR ME, I KNOW HE HAS BROKEN MY HEART, BUT IT'S BEATING FOR HIM; (; (Please, multiply advice, I can't take it anymore. Thanks, in advance;;
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Abe girl, tighten it up a bit, what are these things of those years ????? I know that all first love is great, but life goes on, do you know just how many more guys will go through your life until you find the right one ??? Now is the time to live to have fun, not to delve into such meaningless relationships .
I'm 15 (now I'm finishing 8th grade), I'm neither ugly nor stupid, I had opportunities, but my first boyfriend was in his late 14s. You will still have many, many more boys, and I was roaring and looking for him to get together, but I realized that it doesn't make sense, there will be other boys;). Look ahead.
I will love many boys, I will call many others "my love", but no matter how many others go through my life, he REMAINS MY FIRST LOVE !! (the author) Otherwise, to be able to have fun, and to be able to live, to laugh ... but I will always remember it.
Welcome to the "broken hearts" club, but know that in time you will look at the carved letter and laugh at your own actions. And to every next one you will give a part of your heart. And don't worry, it won't end because the woman's heart is like a round table - there is always room for another one ... just don't underestimate yourself and remember - you stand in front of everything else and it is clear - you will remember it for many years to come.