Mrivet! Lately, I've become crooked and mean, and I've started to lose my sense of humor, which makes me even more sour (I'm already competing with pickles). So the above are caused by the fact that I feel hellishly lonely and rejected by everyone. My friends and I rarely see each other, and we fight a lot like stray cats and I feel unhappy in their company (on average, calculated for every 2 of my 3 lines, they start arguing with me together - and I still thought we grew up and that everyone has the right to deceive themselves as they wish ...). I love them, don't get me wrong, I just can't have fun with them anymore, nor can I share as I used to. But I can boast that I am the trash can (a great achievement, nothing) ... I try not to be mean to people (both friends and acquaintances), to be helpful and careful, but I continue to be rejected from everywhere, I can't find a place under the sun and that's it, there is no friendly umbrella to stand under (which Rihanna sang about). This feeling, the feeling of being superfluous, kills me. And I'm in love - for my not-so-modest 19 years, no one thought to take me on a date (NOBODY!), Let alone anything more - you can guess what a wonderful shade of green I get from anger when I see 13 -year-old with my dad, and I soaked like the last idiot on my own (sometimes I really feel like an absolute idiot, sometimes, sometimes ... say, say, 99% of the time). I'm not unbearable, 50 kilos 170 cm tall, but still no one wants me, which despairs me with the main O. I'm very breathless and there are days when I sit and shake that I will remain an old girl watching many cats . My idol, Bridget, she would say, "I'm going to die like an old maid and they'll find me in 2 weeks, eaten by a German shepherd ..." Because I wouldn't go to a disco alone (only a girl who doesn't like chalga at a disco) my despair that I had asked some of my closest people to introduce me to an acquaintance of theirs, but I remained hopeful. I'm obviously so awful that no one wants to hit me on the head with a friend ... What to do. Sorry for the long confession (if I bored someone - sorry, the risks of such stories) and if anyone has advice (or Tuborg: D), I will be infinitely grateful. :) not loving chalga at a disco) I had gotten there in my despair that I had asked some of my closest people to introduce me to one of their acquaintances, a free fellow, but I remained hopeful. I'm obviously so awful that no one wants to hit me on the head with a friend ... What to do. Sorry for the long confession (if I bored someone - sorry, the risks of such stories) and if anyone has advice (or Tuborg: D), I will be infinitely grateful. :) not loving chalga at a disco) I had gotten there in my despair that I had asked some of my closest people to introduce me to one of their acquaintances, a free fellow, but I remained hopeful. I'm obviously so awful that no one wants to hit me on the head with a friend ... What to do. Sorry for the long confession (if I bored someone - sorry, the risks of such stories) and if anyone has advice (or Tuborg: D), I will be infinitely grateful. :) the risks of such stories) and if anyone has advice (or Tuborg: D), I will be infinitely grateful. :) the risks of such stories) and if anyone has advice (or Tuborg: D), I will be infinitely grateful. :)
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Look now, this is somewhat normal for your girlfriends. People change, their way of thinking, their values change, and so on. So, don't mess around. For the rest, you're 19 after all, you're not 49 to say that youth is wasted. You say you look good, 1.70 / 50 rings sounds very good (believe me, I'm 1.90 myself and the taller girls make an impression). Even if no one wants you, I don't believe anything. Rather, you worry too much. You better get all those thoughts out of your head, shove a Tuborg Green in and look at things positively. But
Hahaha crazy poop .. You haven't lost your sense of humor calmly! As I read your story, I kept smiling. If you are not comfortable with your old friends, just do not go out with them. Go to a bar alone (they don't play chalga there) and you'll always find yourself having sex with someone, and let me tell you with people you don't know, it's much better and calmer to talk than with someone you know (at least I think so, I may be wrong). If you don't feel like going to a bar yourself .. come with me to the rock fest in the summer :))) And don't bother about nonsense .. as many men as you want, there are passengers for each train;))) Come on! One on the 18th
It is very good that you are tall and thin, but this is not the most important thing when communicating with people. People like radiant, positive friendly people. Nobody likes brawlers who like to impose their opinion at any cost. If you want to change the situation, start with yourself first. This does not mean that "you will betray yourself", but that you will improve.
The biggest blind people in all of Bulgaria are obviously gathered in your city. Because it is difficult not to notice such a funny person like you. Even the dumbest will at least be impressed by the 170 cm / 50 kg you mentioned. So you obviously live in the City of the Blind. By the way, who is this city? P.S. Keep it so fun!
Chick can offer you with a Tuborg :)
You like me very much :) I can offer you wine (it's very nice), red homemade, it helps :) You told it very cool, although the event itself and the events are not funny at all. And I feel like you and I understand you completely. The difference for me, however, is that I have a boyfriend, but it's as if I don't ..... You know what I understood .... it's better to be alone than to be alone you feel alone with someone. It is better to be unhappy alone than to be unhappy with the one next to you and to constantly torment yourself with questions like "where am I wrong" ... About friends ... don't be angry about that. There are such moments. By the way, sometimes he looks for guilt in himself, not only in them. Like you, I always thought that mine were to blame, but when I thought a little, I realized that I was not right at all and I started to feel dumb. . And make sure you're not "terrible" at all.
From the author: To 1, you're right, I'm terribly worried. 2, On Sonisfier? With the greatest pleasure (as long as he somehow gets BGN 60, there are 2 ways, where - PP or PPP, in translation Save More or Make More Money ...) If you want, can we make an appointment? (skype, e-mail that telepathy is not a big force for me to admit;)) If you know how angry I am that Skunk Anansie dropped out ... 3, I am aware that interpersonal relationships are of paramount importance. After all, I grew up among people and I notice what is valued and what is not, no one likes to pout on him and spoil his fun, right? As for imposing the opinion, I will quote myself: "everyone has the right to deceive himself as he wants ...";) And it's not like I'm not looking for mistakes in myself. 4. It depends, rather, the city, where you have self-confidence fluttering around the freezing point, people demean you to "wow, something dirty stuck to my sole", but everywhere else it must be the same;) I'm a shy child and I'm worried that the city is not so huge, and that some acquaintances read on this site, so just see someone you know me: D 5. Great! The fun starts here! 6. Thanks for the suggestion * she blushes like a young virgin in front of a handsome bachelor with a Delhi crooked hat: D * I hope that things will get better with you too! Otherwise, I am far from thinking that they are the only ones to blame. I know that I bear at least 50% guilt in every dispute, because if I were holy water, I would say, "Okay, that's right." and not to know too much (I am considering the application of this principle, in case of success,
Alone does not mean lonely! When you are 19, everything is ahead of you. The thoughts you shared get out of your head. Keep in mind that everything repeated (even in the mind) 10, 100 or 1000 times eventually becomes true. Therefore, just repeat things that you want to happen :) I think that the universe, the Great Mind, God or whatever is there wants for us what we want. He tries his best to fulfill our desires. And when something we want doesn't happen, either the right time hasn't come or we don't want it badly enough. This is generally. Be sure that luck will find you on its own :) Finally, a piece of advice if you allow me: In order not to be bored while you are alone (and not alone), use the time for self-improvement (generally speaking). Be practical! Learn something new, enroll in a course, learn a language or whatever you can think of. Because when your man appears, you will want to be with him as much as possible and you will waste time from everywhere, which means that you will not have enough time. Good luck and don't sour! Smile! wanderer
8. The problem is that I begin to deeply doubt whether "my man" will show up;
Author and I am very angry about them .. However, I lied about something else (only that it is 55 cents, ha think of them: D) Write me an e-mail kamikadzeivka @ abv.bg that there are a lot of people here skype (not that anyone has stepped up to look for me;))) Come on :)
Look at the guy with what you say about your measurements 170 cm / 50 kg - I don't know what. For me you are fragile and not beautiful. Otherwise I wish you success !! Without bad feelings I tell you this about weight and height, just do not think that everyone likes super skinny girls.
Great sense of humor and self-irony. Congratulations! I just wonder how you are so funny (I really read what was written with a smile and I was amused by your style) how you failed to grab the attention of an intelligent man. A topic about pie makers was recently released. Why don't you take a little to do it and you - obviously men like it - the chandelier.
11. I have never said that I am beautiful, on the contrary. I was just noting that I was not an elephant (to cover the sun). ;) Apparently something was lost in the translation. : P 12. Well, I can now answer how - when I like the person I went out with (God, I also happened to go out with someone ... I already lead 11-year-olds with 1 point, hahahahaha), I behave like a complete tree (what a tree, a stump straight ...) and so I fuck up the whole thing. And as for the chandelier - I like to vote, but something ... something, abe, the only reason I'm not a champion of male repulsion is that I always surpass myself. At best, they perceive me as one of them and no "romantic" (and not so romantic) interests. Some stupid carousel happens and I'm already sick of riding so much on it.
Abe, woman, you're very cool. Why don't you have fun without caring about what will happen (I'm talking about meetings)? It suits you to be spontaneous. Don't think much of him, be the way you are here!
You! I ... I don't know what you find in me. The others consider me a complete nuisance and only when they see me they run away like the devil from incense ... Shouldn't I have taken off the black metal make-up from that party;) But they run away. I'm seriously starting to think about the otherwise so interesting question of whether a person understands when he goes crazy. How does it feel to be nerdy? If I have a little common sense left, I might as well write a book on the subject (it will become a bestseller and finally I won't just listen to vampires, I have a feeling that carrots will be vampires soon too ...: D) And so ... The social my life is already worse than that of my 70-year-old grandmother, I tried your advice - I adjusted, I went to a bar alone, I tried to be a little more spontaneous, nothing worked. One will say to oneself that they have bewitched me with some black magic (don't they have another dye? I'll buy them a box of paints already),