Hello! 1. I am an 18 year old boy. In a few months I will be 19. I will try to be short and clear. 2. A little for me - I am a boy with a good appearance, self-confidence and desire for life. 3. Sexuality problem - I was the most heterosexual boy in the world. I was constantly thinking about chicks and thinking of options on how to fuck them. I really wanted to be a playboy and to have many women, to be different every night, etc. One night I got very drunk with tea (sage) in Sunny Beach and I was so drunk that I started to imagine kissing The next day we went out with a friend, we stabbed a babe, we even had sex with them, but everything was normal - as it always was. I came home from Sunny Beach and as I had made a movie to look I remembered that hallucination that came to my mind, when I was drunk. Then came the real downturn in my life. I began to wonder, "Am I gay?", "How can I think such a thing?". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) am i gay "," how can I think such a thing? ". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. This is something I've never thought of, I haven't been aroused by men still, I watch porn, but I have a little problem with erection, but it's from the pills that the psychiatrist prescribed me. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex .. P. With no mockery if you can :) am i gay "," how can I think such a thing? ". All sorts of crazy thoughts started to run through my head, I don't know who I am and what I'm fighting for, my self-esteem dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. This is something I've never thought of, I'm not excited by men still, I watch porn, but I have a little problem with erection, but it's from the pills that the psychiatrist prescribed me. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. my self-esteem has dropped ...
I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) my self-esteem has dropped ... I don't want to become a left-handed thread. It's something I've never figured out, I haven't been aroused by men yet, I watch porn, but I have a little erection problem, but it's from the pills the psychiatrist prescribed. I also go to psychotherapy, there the maniac (psychotherapist) tells me that everything was an illusion and so on, but the thought that I could be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) that I may be gay worries me ..
I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :) that I may be gay worries me .. I liked sex with women, but in the end my libido is lowered and I have no desire for sex. P. With no mockery if you can :)
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you don't have a problem dude, what did you think? What if you think you're killing someone, does that make you a killer? I like women, but once we had a blow with a friend while we were drunk and drunk, and what of it? !! Great job, whistle and don't dig so deep! Good luck to me.
Your story is a bit confusing, I don't understand why you go to a psychiatrist, because of this hallucination or because of some other problem that has nothing to do with it? Do you have "crazy thoughts" in general or just the one about kissing the other boy? Write more and you will get more accurate opinions.
You don't need drugs! You are not gay! Something normal happened to you under the influence of Kaka Mara ... Calm down, dude! Fix your harmony with yourself and don't take these anti depressants and forget the maniac only you can help yourself !! Good luck !!
If you go to a psychiatrist because of this "hallucination", you better not give your money away. Calm down, in the end you didn't even really kiss him (at least that's what you say), you just thought you were kissing him - one thing is the thoughts, another is the actions, only you know the thoughts. The problem is that you're used to seeing yourself as a playboy who has a lot of women. You probably won't like what I'm going to tell you, but there are many opinions that the bisexual is embedded in every person, but in some people it is almost not manifested, and in others it is stronger. You do not want to accept that there may be 1% bisexuality in you, which is extremely rare, as in this situation. I'm not saying that's true, but it's a possible theory. Live your life calmly, be with a woman and don't put those thoughts in your head, if you let yourself be obsessed, it can happen, that you believe in yourself that you are gay and you are not. Just accept that you had such a thought for a moment and that's it.
I don't think there is a man who has NOT imagined contact with another man. :) I'm pure hetero and I hate any such contacts, but I also imagined. And I don't see what these pills help you with, if it's because of this "problem" of yours, you better stop them :)