Hello, I am writing to you from time to time - I decided to write to you now, just to share ... some time ago I wrote to you that surprisingly I lost my mother in 2 weeks - she passed away only at the age of 59 ... 9 months later no I see no other way out but to end my life and follow my dearest ... After my mother, I no longer have a family, I have nothing ... I don't see my future ... and I was left completely alone ... I tried to live, but in practice I do not live, I only exist as a factual existence ... I live in my memories and my past ... Lately I have fallen into a real hole and nothing helps ... now I am just waiting to make the year her, her monument and ... to go to her - I hope there is someone here to bury me, in fact - all this ... Well, I will lie and if I say that I am not afraid - I am afraid, on the contrary. .. I'm afraid of death,but my mother was my whole world so much that without her for me life here on Earth - no ...
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Well, you know - your life is yours - I'll just ask you not to catch fire and not to throw yourself under a train - there are people who want to live in peace. Now seriously - do you think that your mother would want for you? Tighten up !!! Life is ahead of you. I'm sorry about your mother, but she still lives through you today. If you kill yourself, it kills her forever - you will not create a family and children in which to continue life? and you will practically become the killer of the last of it. Is that what she wanted when she gave birth to you and separated you from her morsel for you? Look, live longer, see how things will develop - death has not escaped from anyone. You can do suicide tomorrow, but LIVE TODAY.
Hi Mothers is now in a better place. You stay here to continue learning from life. Take it as a challenge you have to overcome. Suicide alone is a mistake. You have a lesson to learn, namely overcoming the grief of losing a loved one. Tighten up and move on.
Possa la sua anima trovare la pace do not choose the path you commit suicide this is not a solution
And after you commit suicide, it will turn out that instead of "running away" you have actually planted yourself on duck eggs, namely - you will be severely slapped through the hands and mouth by spiritual beings far more advanced than your mother. As a cover - you will be returned again, to a new body, and again placed in the same situation, hoping this time to act more adequately! You better start now (to act adequately) - №2 and №1 told you very well. My mother passed away at the age of 55 and what? This neither prevented me from starting a family, children, nor distracted me from my career. Apparently you lead a sufficiently empty, closed and useless life when such thoughts occur to you at all. So it's time for a general reset, set to factory default or as you will call it there - coming out of the trance, in short, and taking matters into their own hands.
Your mother is currently in a place where there is only love, so don't worry about her. Live a little longer, you don't have to interrupt your life, she doesn't want that, and don't worry about her.
Hello, I'm a boy of 20, I can hardly imagine What exactly it is to you, from the side it always looks different (in most cases much easier to solve) than to you it actually feels like. My story is far from dramatic - seen from the side My long-awaited first girlfriend left me, from depression I got to the point that now I leave my studies abroad, I have no idea what to fill my day with, I stay at home, I feel sick and nothing I can't decide, let alone rejoice. My inner feeling is that I was born to be a Lonely One who cannot talk to People, who will never be understood and will never experience the joy of talking to a person. Anyway, my idea is this - yesterday, on another day of lonely wandering in our sea garden, totally desperate and lonely, I sat on a bench among the people. After about 10 minutes, a 17-year-old gypsy girl sat on the next bench, she looked cute, I just wanted to talk to her and THANK GOD that she asked me if you wanted to sit next to me, because I imagined saying hello to her, she laughs at me and I have to get red with embarrassment. And what happened, I spent 3 hours with him, we walked and talked - what if he was a gypsy, some of his teeth were missing, he didn't speak completely correctly and people looked at us with ridicule - did I talk to him - yes, did I drive pushy strollers with him (I hadn't done it in 10 years) - yes, and most of all - Did I feel noticed that I existed, did I feel that I had a friend by my side, even though I didn't know her at all - Yes. And although I don't know anything about her, that throughout our conversation I was afraid of losing that conversation that She encouraged, that I was ashamed and not completely calm, today I am thinking of going there again, to the sea, hoping to see her again, to talk to my new friend. TO HAPPEN SOMETHING DIFFERENT FROM MY THOUGHTS ON THIS TODAY. My idea is, go somewhere where there are people, I know you're braver than me, because you've experienced harder things, so like someone who also sits alone, and just talk to him - So you will enter at least for a while in his world, and MOST OF ALL - you will come out of your own, in which the same thoughts are constantly and incessantly spinning, exhausting you completely and making you think that there is no point in continuing to live. I wish I could hug you tightly, stand with you, because I think we humans are happiest when we know that someone is sitting next to us of their own free will, and I don't mind time passing, just sitting together, even and Non-speakers,
Okay, I can't figure out if you have a problem, in the sense you have a disability and you can't handle the situation, it's hard for you to take care of yourself and something like that?
tighten up
Author, I can't support you. Why? You haven't tried all the options. Did you love your mother? That who doesn't love her except for a few exceptions? You have no other relatives? Almost everyone sooner or later is left without living relatives (except for some who do not outlive their wife / husband). What are you doing? Are you looking for friends and people to lean on and be with you for the rest of your life or do you decide to put an end to everything? And don't tell me the numbers, you won't find them anywhere. You write on the Internet - something that was not possible in the 15th century. If they then complained of loneliness, everyone would believe them. But today to claim such a thing ... If you want, you will find it! You experience yourself as a victim - there is someone on the Internet who likes to sympathize with others. You are evil - there will always be someone living here to be rude. You're bored - there will always be someone on the Internet who wants to make people laugh. You consider yourself an indigo - there are others. Whatever you are, you will find yourself. Unfortunately, this also applies to lawbreakers, but that's not the case, is it? Say it in plain text: I am afraid of life! And I'm afraid of making decisions! I'm afraid of taking responsibility! I do not read those excuses, because the only thing that is true in the last paragraph - about the fear of death. You are afraid of everything and now you expect us to encourage you that death is not scary? Because life scares you even more than her. Well, no! If you want to live, if not - do not! This is your responsibility, but at least don't lie to us if you're thinking of leaving this world soon. you will find yourself like. Unfortunately, this also applies to lawbreakers, but that's not the case, is it? Say it in plain text: I am afraid of life! And I'm afraid of making decisions! I'm afraid of taking responsibility! I do not read those excuses, because the only thing that is true in the last paragraph - about the fear of death. You are afraid of everything and now you expect us to encourage you that death is not scary? Because life scares you even more than her. Well, no! If you want to live, if not - do not! This is your responsibility, but at least don't lie to us if you're thinking of leaving this world soon. you will find yourself like. Unfortunately, this also applies to lawbreakers, but that's not the case, is it? Say it in plain text: I am afraid of life! And I'm afraid of making decisions! I'm afraid of taking responsibility! I do not read those excuses, because the only thing that is true in the last paragraph - about the fear of death. You are afraid of everything and now you expect us to encourage you that death is not scary? Because life scares you even more than her. Well, no! If you want to live, if not - do not! This is your responsibility, but at least don't lie to us if you're thinking of leaving this world soon. I do not read those excuses, because the only thing that is true in the last paragraph - about the fear of death. You are afraid of everything and now you expect us to encourage you that death is not scary? Because life scares you even more than her. Well, no! If you want to live, if not - do not! This is your responsibility, but at least don't lie to us if you're thinking of leaving this world soon. I do not read those excuses, because the only thing that is true in the last paragraph - about the fear of death. You are afraid of everything and now you expect us to encourage you that death is not scary? Because life scares you even more than her. Well, no! If you want to live, if not - do not! This is your responsibility, but at least don't lie to us if you're thinking of leaving this world soon.
Number 4: who doesn't believe in Rebirth ???? I am very annoyed by religions when they threaten people with things that have not been proven. And one more thing .. as many books I have read about reincarnation there are so many different options - in one it was written that if you commit suicide you will suffer for 100,000 years and in the other it was written that even if you live badly you can go to something like heaven ? Live your life with reason, not fantasies.
It's easy for you to talk and give advice when you're not in her position, but I'm just telling you ahead and a lot of struggle is needed, a struggle for life. What does not kill us makes us stronger!!!