The Love That Ended Before We Fully Tried It

Hello, I want to share with you that whether you have lived with the person, whether you have slept together - love easily appears and can also easily go away. We met him on the Internet, started Skype conversations where we met, then we exchanged phone calls, we were together every day, albeit virtually. I felt great with this man, not that I hadn't seen him live. We wrote to each other for 3-4 months and finally met in my city. We spent about 5-6 hours together. I even met his mother and she liked him too. Everything was fine, until he disappeared the next day, I was used to waking up to call him and hear him, but this time he didn't pick up. Around noon they called me from an unknown number and told me that the boy was in hospital and whether I knew the numbers of his relatives, because only my number was found on the phone. I was like a blast, there was no word from him in the evening. I called him on the phone, the next day his mother called. So the woman called me every day to inform me, told me not to go because I was still asleep. Every day I hoped for good news, but alas - first an inflamed ear, the next day he was in a coma and so for a week, for the spring we had talked about coming, the day before I visited him in the hospital, although his mother had told me not to go and what to see a living corpse, I even fainted as I left his room. So on that spring date, when I was getting ready to go out with a friend, his mother called and said he was dead. This was the worst news for me, I couldn't recover for a few days and I just cried. I know most will say what love is, once you see each other live - I want to tell everyone who thinks so that they do not know what love is. Don't explain to me that you can't love someone you knew virtually. On the contrary, I was with a boy of 4 years. I lived with him, I shared a bed, but believe me, I didn't love him so much because he wasn't for me. And so fate took the love of my life, we could not even kiss. Yes, time heals, but I will not forget it, the unexperienced love will remain for me and I will never meet someone better than him. That's what I wanted to write that we can never be sure, I never thought he would die at 34. the unexperienced love will remain for me and I will never meet someone better than him. That's what I wanted to write, that we can never be sure, I never thought he would die at 34. the unexperienced love will remain for me and I will never meet someone better than him. That's what I wanted to write that we can never be sure, I never thought he would die at 34.