Hi, I'm a girl, almost 15 years old. I don't know if I have a problem or most children my age do, but I want to share how I feel. I haven't had a real friend until now, which means I haven't even kissed. This is not because I have no suggestions, there have been guys who have liked me for years and I have rejected them several times. I've always tried to refuse to be careful when I refuse a boy, because those are feelings after all. If you're wondering why I didn't accept any of the suggestions, it's because I don't have feelings for these guys, someone may be surprised, but for me butterflies in the stomach are more important than writing tied up on facebook. I have always wanted to travel the world, to see new countries and cultures. I don't want to work in a regular office and go home with two children and a romantic man.
At first glance, it sounds like the perfect life, but to me it seems like a prison. I want to do something different with my life, my dream is to always remain a child without thinking about loans or problems at work, but this cannot happen. I know I'll grow up one day, but I'm afraid of what might happen. I don't want to fall victim to the murderous daily routine and be forgotten after 100. I want the world to remember me with something. Thanks for your attention, I would be happy if you comment on whether, in your opinion, I am nothing more than an ordinary depressed teenager who is just looking for problems or I can really be something different in this world. I know I'll grow up one day, but I'm afraid of what might happen. I don't want to fall victim to the murderous daily routine and be forgotten after 100.
I want the world to remember me with something. Thanks for your attention, I would be happy if you comment on whether, in your opinion, I am nothing more than an ordinary depressed teenager who is just looking for problems or I can really be something different in this world. I know I'll grow up one day, but I'm afraid of what might happen. I don't want to fall victim to the murderous daily routine and be forgotten after 100. I want the world to remember me with something.
Thanks for your attention, I would be happy if you comment on whether, in your opinion, I am nothing more than an ordinary depressed teenager who is just looking for problems or I can really be something different in this world.
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Start doing art. The most famous people are the people who have been and are engaged in art. I hope I was useful to you! ;)
Hello lovely girl!! :)) I'm also 15, in a few weeks I'll be 16. I want to tell you that it was the same with me ... I'm a nice girl and unlike most my first kiss was at the beginning of my 15th year .. I also reject boys, I'm not a lesbian, but I just want to keep the child in me for as long as possible ... You shouldn't worry about that at all, it's even better !! It is better because when a person waits, he waits, he always finds something good ... And yes, boyfriends are really up to date, but every evil for good !!! I guess in high school and now you meet new and new people, this is an advantage !! But thank you for that !! Well, think about it - our peers go with 20/25 year olds, even more ... OK, sometimes I don't mind, I also liked a nice football player, a great boy, but he was too big and I rejected him precisely because I can't give him much .. We are still children, we don't need boyfriends, serious relationships and problems !! Keep up the moral values, today it is very difficult to meet decent people and I BELIEVE that one day, sooner or later, you will find the right boy !!! Regards, B !!
I really liked it. It really makes sense, but one day love will hit you, and you won't be able to escape. Don't worry about not feeling. I am the same (16 years old) No boyfriend, no kisses and meetings. To me, it's just nonsense I don't depend on. I love the freedom of action, fun and the art of creating memories. :) By the way, I don't just show them that I don't like them, I cut them in the most brutal way. I make them hate me and don't think about me anymore. (I do not advise you to do it either - I show you that this is your life and you should not look at others that they have boyfriends) I do not want you to be complicated by the fact that you have not been with anyone. My girlfriends just get angry and even take the sections very hard. They waste their nerves on small things and miss the real thing. They close, roar for another paw that has gone wrong, that he is in love. And then I realize that I'm the wisest of them all. I'm not in control of such teenage emotions. Hormones are rampant, but I have control and use energy in my other passions. I love myself and I feel safe! - М
It's like reading about myself (but I'm almost 14) We think the same way and recently I even thought of sharing something like this here on the site, although I rarely log in ..
Well, who doesn't want an exciting life, not the programmer in whom everyone lives!
dudes give ideas how to commit suicide without a gun because i don't have permission to be something painless thanks
I feel exactly the same way I'm 17
Hi, I'm almost 15, girl. I also don't want to live a programmed life, like most people. , we will not love each other, I guess children, just because that's how it should be .. then what will be my daily life - I go to work, I rot, I get angry with life more and more with each passing day, I go home, I cook .. and so every day .. something I do not like this .. The idea of number 1 to do art is very good. It can change you as a person, but for the better. And for the boys - in principle, I often reject my proposals, because they are always from boys who do not attract me. Those I like never reciprocate, and I just can't be with a boy I don't like. I can't take them for anything but using them ... Don't worry, you haven't kissed yet. My first kiss was a few months ago, but since she's not in love, what? It is not something who knows what when without love. I have not kissed with love yet and that is why I say that I have not experienced any special feeling when kissing .. but .. there is time for everything ..
From the author: Thanks to everyone who commented. Thanks for the advice with art. If I have to be honest, I adore him. People have said that beauty will save the world, and what could be more beautiful than art? I like to grab a well-sharpened wooden pencil, stand in front of a white sheet of paper and draw what I feel or be struck by enlightenment and leave everything else in the background, just sit down and start writing, then think and rub everything and start anew until I can express what I want and feel satisfied with myself, but I'm on highs and lows, more on lows: D. My lady in literature has praised me several times for what I gave her, but my muse rarely comes. Now I'm into acting. I'm thinking of starting to put more effort into art, but we are all good at thinking: D, I hope to succeed in action. My other passion is mathematics, but I don't think I will be able to develop it if I do art.