It is said that the artists were very emotional and prone to depression. Well ... I think so really. I don't know where to start and I can't find a way out of depression right now. Every day I say to myself: nothing is happening to me, I have not achieved anything in this life, why should I continue? Almost 6 months ago, I broke up with a man ... whom I loved very much. I dedicated my life to this man and finally ... the guy found a beauty, a beauty, he didn't need me anymore. He was also an artist. I have helped him many times and now after this separation, I am so disgusted. Many times he said to me: I fell in love with you because of your art. So tell me how to keep doing this? Even more so given the fact that he is also an artist. Even more so after all the circuses that I did and he did .... he said to me: "Look at you! What have you achieved in life? How old are you and you haven't achieved anything. Who will take you like that? You are a walking curse. "Well ... he may be right. Even with each passing day, I think more and more that he was right and that I am nothing. I have a friend who takes care of me. He is not an artist. But I still can't get out of this hole for a long time. And the crisis with art ... has shaken me before, but I can already feel how he put his knife to my bone. .. I don't have the will to do it. I used to find pleasure in creating. Now I don't find pleasure anymore. I avoid people who are artists. I find it ... feigned, stupid. I put an end to it maybe. Now ... and that doesn't support me. I'm considering the option of going to a psychologist, it might help me, because I can't handle it. Really ... I don't have the will. And if this ever happens to ... my ex-boyfriend ... I can only tell him this: I'm sorry. But most of all, I feel sorry for myself for allowing myself to get into this state. I hugged my depression on my own. I let her in myself. It is normal for a boy to seek his happiness elsewhere. I want to get out of this world, if I can, because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry because ... I can't stand the shame of who I am. I can't anymore I don't want more. I'm sorry
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You just need a psychologist or a psychiatrist. You have to start respecting yourself, otherwise there is no one. If you see his ex, tell him to look after his work. Leave the past and act!
That's right, if you were a real artist, you would turn your grief into art. And you, like any average muffin, came here to roar from another Don Juan:) ... Less self-pity, and more work. From passive, energy must become active.
Thank you. That's exactly what I needed. To find out that I'm an average muffin with another Don Juan. thank you
And I'm a painter and I write poems, I'm like a scribbler without a muse, I somehow breathe. Well let me express myself in prose. Don't get depressed, catch up and start painting, this way you will alleviate your pain, and you have a friend, you have nothing to feel sorry for. For years I felt sorry for myself and even painted over 100 portraits of my muse, but I overcame the pain and advanced in painting :)
And why don't you draw those emotions? I want to see your depression, so I will understand you best, and everyone else! Then attach your "feelings" and give a link! And yes ... we all fall into a similar hole sometimes, but at least most of us certainly do what n 2 says, so ... show it! I will supervise :)