Hello, to everyone from "Share" !!!! I just want this weight in my chest to ease a little ... To share about what confuses me and makes me suffer ... it's weird. Sorry for the spelling mistakes, if there are any, it's just my moment. I have been married for 8 years. I have two wonderful children ... I don't work .. My husband doesn't give it to me .. I'm only at home hahaha if that's funny .... He makes good money for both of them .. I take care of the household, the children ... and only that. I miss my friends ... he distances me from them. He keeps me at a distance even from my relatives ... He doesn't even let me talk on the phone .. I feel trapped in this marriage .. Like a bird in a cage that wants to fly ... And every time I want to talk, he avoids the topic and just doesn't listen to me ... I'm tired of this life ... of loneliness ... He is away from home for weeks ... at work ... He travels constantly. I want to talk to someone to share .. but no one .. For some time I've been writing on Skype with a lot an interesting man who strangely made me look at the life I live ... This is ... The absurdity of my rotten life ... With my husband many. we became estranged ... I know that there is another ... for maybe 3 years. more because of our children .. I know that he is here because of them. With this interesting man, who has been writing to me for 6 months now ... I feel weird ... especially exciting. We've been talking on the phone lately. I like ... a lot of it. I don't know if it's a mistake. Is it normal ... I still don't know ?? All I know is that children will suffer the most. This man wants to see me .. MN. is nice ... i know he wants sex from me .. but i want that too .. am i guilty that I need attention .. a little tenderness .. to feel like a woman again ... to smile ... Well, I'm alone all day .. and he's gone .. Even when he's here he's tired and I don't pays no attention .. (I feel a special guilt .. I don't know why ... maybe because I longed for another man ...) I won't exaggerate .. but I'm quite sexy .. Men have always liked me .. They look at me ... but I've never been with anyone. a man besides mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... to feel like a woman again ... to smile ... I am alone all day .. and he is not there .. Even when he is here he is tired and does not pay any attention to me .. (I feel a special guilt. I don't know why ... maybe because I longed for another man ...) I won't exaggerate .. but I'm pretty sexy .. Men have always liked me .. They look at me ... but I've never been with others. a man except for mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... to feel like a woman again ... to smile ... I am alone all day .. and he is not there .. Even when he is here he is tired and does not pay any attention to me .. (I feel a special guilt. I don't know why ... maybe because I longed for another man ...) I won't exaggerate .. but I'm pretty sexy .. Men have always liked me .. They look at me ... but I've never been with others. a man except for mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... Even when he's here he's tired and doesn't pay any attention to me .. (I feel a special guilt .. I don't know why ... maybe because I longed for another man ...) I won't exaggerate .. but I'm pretty sexy .. Men have always liked me .. They look at me ... but I have never been with others. a man besides mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... Even when he's here he's tired and doesn't pay any attention to me .. (I feel a special guilt .. I don't know why ... maybe because I longed for another man ...) I won't exaggerate .. but I'm pretty sexy .. Men have always liked me .. They look at me ... but I have never been with others. a man except for mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... Men have always liked me ... They look at me ... but I've never been with others. a man besides mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ... Men have always liked me .. They look at me ..., but I've never been with others. a man besides mine ... And here I will say that I got married as a child. So I just wanted to share .. what bothers me .. (I even seem to be relieved). I'm about to cheat ... and I was firmly against it ... (Well, yes, he cheats on me ... but I didn't want to) ... Ohh, it's going to happen, that's a fact. That's what it's especially for me now. I am very confused. Thanks to those who read this and don't judge me please ... I'm confused enough ...
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I see my future in this story ....
I will not judge you. One leads to the other. But this with your spelling ... It is inadmissible! You are a young man. You live in an age of so many opportunities ... It's damn ugly to be illiterate. Makes a very bad impression.
Most women want tenderness and attention and usually can't get that from their husbands, they take us for granted and realize what they had only after they lost us. You are lucky to meet such a man and there is nothing wrong with wanting him, it is normal to be confused, but this is your chance for a little happiness and whether you will miss him or not is your choice. I only write to such a man, he is very far away, but if he comes he will not think for a moment. I don't know another man like that who can talk about feelings without worry and be kind, funny and sincere at the same time and need my attention. So act and don't be surprised !!!
... it starts with marrying a virgin and having no other men in your life besides your husband. That's how I would continue the title. Kubrat PP I agree to work on the spelling. It is not called infant, but virgin, and it does not come from "child"! Otherwise, your husband just keeps you dependent so you can't run away from him, that's all.
Apart from nonsense in this life, have you done anything sensible? Do you have positive qualities that I did not see?
When you think about it, do you see a future with the father of your children? Because I personally do not. You should change some things, because I don't think it's very pleasant for you to be alienated from your relatives and acquaintances. You said yourself that you know there is another ... then why are you with him? You like another person ... he has another, and you are united only by the children, but think about yourself. Find the man who will give you the freedom you need if you haven't found him yet.
2 I'm not convinced about the spelling, it's rather intentional. Look at the commas, the author is not illiterate. Otherwise, I would tell her that even if it wasn't this man, in time it would be someone else. From what you have written, I come to the conclusion that sooner or later you will cheat. M33
Dear, no one has the right to judge you! The greatest punishment is to live alone! I am in such a situation, but we have no children! It's sad ... Children will be better if you are fine too, make him think ...! Live for yourself and everything will be fine! I wish you happiness...
I usually close my eyes to spelling mistakes because it's human, but you're just talking about illiteracy. Get to read books and get an education, because I don't know how you're going to make a living after finding a lover and your husband decides to divorce. I don't want to be bad, but you're pretty naive. Which internet acquaintance wants more than sex from a married woman with children, unemployed at the same time? You will break your family, you will run out of money. Tip - get back on your feet first, gain financial independence, meet people, raise your children. When they pass one or two skype lovers, what will change in your life? Who will take responsibility for you and your children? It is very important to start a job, because sooner or later (as soon as the children grow up) your husband will divorce you. If you are 3 years old, so it's something serious, but he doesn't want to be deprived of the opportunity to look after his children. Play your cards well and be patient. First get on your feet, take responsibility for your life, then look for rights, entertainment. Laura
I do not blame you. Your husband is obviously looking at you with different eyes, he doesn't appreciate you, you just take it for granted. I wish you success and be happy! :)
Laura, I've always liked your comments and I couldn't believe it when I saw your signature in a comment where you make a spelling remark, but in fact you yourself have a lot of mistakes .. it is usually written, with one H, naive with I, grown up, without T .. internet acquaintance is written separately, because the internet is a stranger, as well as skype lovers .. nothing that the second word is put in the plural .. I guess that's why you wrote them in semi-bold .. I hope I'm not mistaken :) Otherwise the topic .. and I am like number 1. My advice to the author is to take what you can, once you live! :) Yves!
God, how could your husband not let you talk on the phone. My advice is to take your children and run and go to the person you are writing to and meet
Get out of there directly and start living ... because yours is definitely not life! Doriana
It's always been weird to me how do you decide that internet dumps are serious? Abe author, in my opinion this skype lover does not want anything more than one sex. And that this is not your life is not subject to comment at all. I, like your husband, would not tolerate him for 8 minutes, not 8 years. Find a job, take your children and move out while it's time. Magicians