Hello. My name is C and I am 15 years old. Materially and physically I am not deprived of anything, but inside I am like a void. I want to share so many things with someone who will understand, listen and advise me. I used to share it with my mother, but she died 3 years ago, and since then I pretend to be strong, brave and a big nerd, but in fact I often could barely hold back my tears. I know you're going to say I'm in that period, but I just don't feel that way. I have friends, but not ones to share how I feel. I'm not very close to my father, and I don't feel he will understand me. My brother is depressed and I don't want to bother him with my problems. To top it all off, I've been vomiting anything I've eaten for seven months. In the beginning it only happened 2-3 times when I strained, but it is no longer so. I read somewhere that it was some kind of stomach reaction, but I'm not sure. I have all the signs of Bulimia, but I don't want to go to the doctor, because my family will understand, and then I'll be very ashamed. Many times I tried to stop, but it didn't work. I started training in the gym but from there the effect was almost non-existent. I have read a lot, watched videos of Bulgarian and foreign vloggers, but no one gave me advice to help me. I am not writing this for help or advice, but to share with someone what is in my soul ...
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Darling, calm down, everything will be fine. But I think you should see a doctor before it gets worse. You have nothing to be ashamed of, your family loves you and will understand you!
Echo go to the doctor, it's dangerous and not a joke
Fitness with absolutely nothing helps or if it helps, you will need at least 7-8 years to see the effect.
Soul, family is just for that - to share. Seek help because you may get worse. I'm sorry my mom died. It's really hard, but think about it. She would like you to be strong and healthy. Black Sabbath
Go to a psychologist. He will always listen to you, understand and advise you! You are probably depressed and from personal experience I tell you that you cannot help yourself or go away on your own.
From the author: Thanks for the comment N: 1. I still can't get enough of the doctor, but I'll try. For comment N: 3 I want to say that my father has been walking for 2 years and has lost 27 kilograms, with a very visible result. I was recommended to be on a program and a mile to try.