I love a girl we have known each other since childhood I have had some aspirations for her since then I shared that I love her but things didn't work out she didn't believe me we just wrote casually and nothing more but in me the feelings started to grow a lot over time and plus she has a friend for a long time and I'm not the person who will give her the inclination to part with him to be with me I'm not so brazen I don't mind the friend and she just chose him and I fully understand her and admit it I was somewhat friends with her boyfriend, he once wrote to me not to deal with her, I apologized to him and I stopped, I stopped dealing with her because of her because she didn't look for me after that and I let her do so because the story is longer I have the feeling that if I reveal a little more people in it will know each other.Problem that we haven't written and seen with the girl in question every 8 months to forget her and it doesn't work I tried what I didn't block her everywhere I just can't get out of my mind I can't accept the fact that I'm not her and I can't be with her because our paths are different they will hardly cross and that's it I know and it eats me from the inside every day this feeling I recently had black thoughts of suicide because I just can't live without it for nothing I have no desire everything is meaningless to me only when I'm on something then it's not in my head I know that so nowhere I will not get enough of this I write here I will ask you to upload my story and I apologize forilliteracy no one understands me I was left alone with almost no hope for life in me I will be grateful if you give me some advice on how to deal with this situation
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How can you do this to someone else is unnecessary.
From the whole text, I did not see 1 comma. Did Cyril and Methodius die on Shipka for that? I have no words, little ...
Hello;) In order to have a chance not only with her, but also with any other girl, you will first have to take matters into your own hands and deal with your emotional problems. No woman would take a desperate and shaky young man seriously. There is no way to help yourself if you continue to sink into this hole. Go outside and start living life to the fullest. Purify your thoughts and find a job that satisfies you morally and materially. Only when you fix your life and get on your feet can you look for her and show her what a cool boy she missed. Believe me, I know perfectly well how you feel and that's why I want you to come up an hour sooner and see how wonderful life and the people in it really are. It's like talking to myself 5 years ago ...
Every day I am surrounded by rubbish and sloppy, I live in Lyulin, I'm not poor, I don't need anything, they give me pocket BGN 1,000, I don't see what else to do with this money except to go to a disco and sit there until the morning. I will not forget it no one can help me just wasting your time so it was written
Auror ... Should I write to her in another month to ask her how she is? Or not deal with it anymore?
Until comment number 2 - Cyril and Methodius did not die at all on Shipka peak, my friend. And to the author - only one thing I did not understand - are your pockets for the month BGN 1,000, or for the day ??? Because if they give you BGN 1,000 a day, then your 101% are doing something illegal and / or immoral. About unrequited love - I also had unrequited love, but I never thought of using drugs, and I had the opportunity to do so. The worst I've ever caused myself is a difficult period of 5-6 months in which I drank more than normal. Yes, I've been thinking about suicide, but it just doesn't make sense. Death is the only guaranteed thing in this world, boy. There is no point in causing it yourself, or sooner or later it will come to you. Just accept that you will never have this woman's love and that's it. As I accepted, so you accept that if you can't, you can't. It sucks that it will hurt you for the rest of your life, but there is nothing to do. And if you don't stop using drugs and discos, you'll be a corpse in a few years.
Oh yeah! This with Cyril and Methodius - Shipka's volunteers, set my mood! I will tell it as a joke! Well done number 2! To live!
You're right, number 6, I last saw them hanging out in Lyulin.