Ohhh .... I missed him a lot ... I'm almost 16, he's already 26 .... When I was 14 I met a boy - from a common company (my parents, which is the worst). ... I didn't believe in love. I said - I'm small, I won't have a boyfriend, I can't like a boy now or I even wondered if it's normal not to look at me and not me .... To tell you the truth, I looked smaller and not mature, but now it's not like that ... He first looked for me as if he was joking on the social network while he was with my parents .... When I saw him and we just met .... Appearance - great .... Funny, charming, amazing .... He left, we didn't see each other anymore and he doesn't want to anymore .... We became friends on social networks .... There we had jokes, interesting events .... Until he cooled down. I continued, I was more active. And he was looking at me, I'm sure .... But .... at one point He 'evaporated' .... Later I found out that he was engaged .... I was going to die of pain .... I am still in pain and crying .... He, He is not Bulgarian .... he is of Arab origin .... I decided to be brave .... everyone understood that he changed me and broke me .... I was shy and closed .... I told him ... that I love him .... He disappeared ... I didn't stop .... He made him laugh first .... He told me he saw me as a friend. That he has found a wife and that there is no way to get - 10 years difference .... I cried, cried .... It still does not pass .... He also used kind words, such as 'sweet', beloved and sweet .. .. Apart from the fact that the girls from his company obviously envy me ... I didn't stop. I slipped his future wife's brother .... He thought I was taking him down .... I said that guy wasn't right for his sister .... I went out .... But 'that guy' turned out to be smarter .... found me .... started insulting me and said that he would tell my father the next day ... I would die of horror. I begged him. In the end, he didn't. I told my mother. She no longer trusts me ... I created problems for him with everyone. He erased me from everywhere ... now I'm scared. I think I'll apologize to him, but I don't know how he'll react. I'm scared and it hurts. I love him to hell .... Even right now I'm sad again .... Please post my story ....
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"He, He is not a Bulgarian .... he is of Arab origin ...." - he lost me here ... I don't know if I can ... or I want to help you. Why don't you ask in an Arabic forum?
You've gone too far! You have crossed the line. Fighting with each other is one thing, but you have involved other people and mixed up terrible intrigues. You better forget it. I understand it hurts, but he's unlikely to forgive you. And think about it, if you were in his place, would you forgive yourself? Do not be sad. Go out and meet new people. Your boy will jump out of nowhere. But what you did is wrong. You can't turn people against him. This is not love. Don't let a hobby turn into a mania! And he fixed the relationship with his mother. And mothers were girls, so she can give you advice about boys and things like that. You will find another man, not another mother!
From the author: n1- it is precisely because of such racists as you that our country is on this line ... 2 - thanks for the comment .... Yes, I think I overdid it. I will have a hard time dealing with my mother ... However, I really love him ... But I dare not ask him for forgiveness ....
It's not scary - slowly everything will be fine. Love it, grieve until it passes. So it is with love. Agape.