Hello! I am 19 years old, I have not yet encountered the real problems personally, but around me they are everyday life in which I am afraid to show myself. I constantly see what it is like to be a hypocrite, greedy and impudent, a pitiful likeness of a man in this troubled and degrading world. Little by little, the beautiful tale I dreamed of and believed I would live in ... faded. I had a 3-year-old friend with whom, like everyone at this age, I guess I developed as a person, I grew up, I learned to be a little better and more manipulative, chasing my interest in living the lives of others to help, as I was before . In the last year we had a lot of arguments with him ... But I realized more and more that I only love him ... I had nothing else to do with him ... Only passion in bed and a naked love. We broke up, because the standard story cheated on me but in a terribly brutal way that doesn't matter. The point is that when I found out about this infidelity, I was horrified by the way I found out, the things I saw and understood, the whole idea of the world totally collapsed. Of those 3-4 months I know, 2 have been with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... which is irrelevant. The point is that when I found out about this infidelity, I was horrified by the way I found out, the things I saw and understood, the whole idea of the world totally collapsed. Of those 3-4 months I know, 2 have been with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... which is irrelevant. The point is that when I found out about this infidelity, I was horrified by the way I found out, the things I saw and understood, the whole idea of the world totally collapsed. Of those 3-4 months I know, 2 have been with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... The point is that when I found out about this infidelity, I was horrified by the way I found out, the things I saw and understood, the whole idea of the world totally collapsed. Of those 3-4 months I know, 2 have been with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... The point is that when I found out about this infidelity, I was horrified by the way I found out, the things I saw and understood, the whole idea of the world totally collapsed. Of those 3-4 months I know, 2 have been with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... 2 I was still with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... 2 I was still with him. But since I know ... I take down everyone I meet ... I flirt and do stupid things with others, but not for revenge, but as if I want to make up for the lost 3 years. Probably a stupid and banal story with which I apologize if I bored you ... but please give me advice or at least an opinion on why this is happening. Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ... Last night I jumped on a married man !!!!! He also has a child with whom I played in the summer, we were at sea together, I know his wife ... we are colleagues with him and my father ... The worst thing is that I am a real bitch and whoever I go to is always attached. .. even he last night ...
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I think you just feel so badly hurt. However, try to catalyze this pain into something positive that is difficult for you to see. You may think that since the world is already nasty and unfair, you can be nasty, but understand that you just came across such a person. Don't ruin your life for a fool. He does not deserve your revenge!
In fact, I was, but only on one side. The first love, idyll, etc., but with the difference that I cheated on him, because apparently the love was gone. I was with him for another 3 months because I didn't believe it was over. But I never let him know, I knew he would survive me more easily if he knew about my action, but I don't think I wanted to hurt him. At least because of our common beautiful past. We also parted to catch up, I slept with a lot of people, but thank God, no one but me and them knew. And yet it was a kind of "catch-up." It's no problem for me that I slept with them, because everything has always been purely sexual, which means that to this day I do not regret it. However, I did not want others to see me going out with one today, with another tomorrow. Think sometimes very responsibly, how exactly do you want to experience your freedom. If you're going to feel okay with yourself that you've dated a lot of guys - well, if it's just sex - fine. But clarify your motives and desires. Success! :) girl of 18