Hello, I am a 32-year-old man and I will tell you about my life, probably many young people will see themselves in my story, others will say that I am a complete fool. I grew up in a very good family, I was not deprived of anything. As a child I was an excellent student - proud of my family - I have an older brother and ours always gave me an example. It all started imperceptibly from a joint in high school I think I was 8th grade. I smoked from time to time didn't bother me much. Later I started selling weed - I felt more than everyone else, the girls at school started looking at me, I liked it. After 10th grade I became the biggest restrained dealer in school, I started selling other drugs: amphetamines, ecstasy, mdma, pico, coca. Ours went to live in the village and at 18 I stayed with my brother in the apartment. Every Saturday there was a party, acquaintances and strangers came to hang out and drink. The girls stopped with me because I was a famous dealer, I had over 10 girls on the phone who would come right away to shake and have sex. That didn't stop me from studying. I graduated with honors and went to university. there we continue in the same way. I believed in myself even more, I drew them all and wasted. I thought I had a lot of friends, but everything changed the moment I was arrested. Everyone ran away. I lay down for a year, I cleaned up, I stopped everything, strange as it may sound, I was helped by 2 boys in custody. My parents got me out with a lot of effort, I could lie down for years ... I went out as a new person, graduated from university and even got a master's degree. I started working and everything went well in my life. I suddenly started smoking weed after a 2-year break, I started shaking again every weekend, even more often than before. But I met a girl, I was 26 and she was 20. I was the first, she never took drugs, she was my first boyfriend. We lived together, and she got pregnant. But I kept seeing my old friends and shaking. I started taking pico. After one point my brain turned off I started gambling. I have accumulated a lot of loans. He fixes them for me several times while it's time. I decided that I needed a change when my son was 1. I boarded a ship. I was clean for 8 months until I came home and started all over again. 1 year I shook and military double life. After getting drunk, I went to prostitutes and the casino. I accumulated very fast loans again and got on a ship again in 10 months. I went back to a clean redesign 6 months ago and now they are sinking again. I don't want to get on a ship again, it's obviously not a solution and the pain is great. I love my wife and child. Now I take 2-3 times a month with a friend. Again, I have accumulated about BGN 20,000 in quick loans. I am at a dead end. In 20 days I will try to take a bank loan and cover everyone else. I may be given the opportunity for a fresh start. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do. Give me advice How to get rid of drugs, gambling and sex with prostitutes. When I'm not drunk, I don't gamble, I don't cheat, but taking it is the first thing I do.
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Stop hanging out with friends who influence you badly. You can give all the money you earn to your wife (if she is reasonable) and so you will not have for drugs, prostitutes and gambling. Think about your child and what example you will be to him as he begins to understand and realize what his father is like. Once you claim to love your wife, you can find the strength to change. Aren't you tired of living a failed life? At this age, it's time to stop irresponsible performances and be a mature person, especially since you have a family that relies on you.
It's not easy for you, my friend. You do this because you are used to doing it when you get drunk. If you had started playing white, for example, you would now be playing white by getting drunk. You know how these things affect your brain and psyche. And you probably know that your brain will become pithy. That's why when you start doing something intoxicated, it's 100 times stronger. The key to stopping is a new environment. Get more involved with your family and leave your old friends in the past. You can't hang out with them and expect to stay clean. I'm not going to lie to you, he's going to throw you into a terrible depression, and you know that, I guess. But it is overcome. You just have to restore the serotonin in your brain. There are foods that do this and yogurt is one of them. Start detox-it helps a lot. Fresh fruit, lots of water, yogurt and ... beets. Restores red blood cells and is very useful for drugs. I did my detox mainly with beets. Pico is very insidious and squeezes very quickly, that's why he teases so fast. You will see how time will pass and you will be glad that you got out of this hell. Because it is hell and it is difficult to survive in it. I wish you luck!
I think you're addicted to quick profits. You like to quickly gain fame, money, girls, emotions, respect - things that really don't matter except satisfying the urge for vanity. In fact, no one cares about you except your family, and you should be glad they're behind you.
After trying everything, why not try fasting and prayer. God freed me from an addiction that I am ashamed to say. There is a preacher who leads people to prayer and then testifies that God healed them as a result of prayer. There are prayers on YouTube every Thursday from 22:00. Plamen Petrov write. When you fast, the body is worn out and submissive. And the needs do not arise.
If you do not change permanently, your wife will leave you sooner or later. Think about this the next time you decide to get drunk.